I'mNotOkay*

Les Miserables <3

nuff' said

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I need advice.
Is it normal to feel comfort in touching your own cuts/scars but shudder if someone else touches them?

On friday and saturday Sleeping With Sirens was in town (which is my all time favorite band) and my parents gave me an early birthday present to go see them in concert. I was soo excited and I was jamming out and going crazy right? Well they then played the song that saved my life, the first song i had ever heard by them, it is always so hard for me to listen to that song without crying while wearing headphones but hearing it in concert I lost it, I was in tears, I was sobbing. I couldnt help it. Kellin noticed me and wanted to know why i was crying after the show when i got to meet the band i told him that he played the song that saved my life and he told me that he was so glad that i had heard that song when i did and that his music could help me and that it had helped me ever since. He gave me a huge hug. I havent stopped smiling since

I wonder if anyone has a crush on me?


Hah! Yeah Right!

Can Someone Please Tell Me That They Love Me And Actually Mean It?

Okay so Im really sorry but I cant write "Where are you" on witty anymore. If you'd like to continue reading it im still going to try to upload and update on wattpad. My account is 
bree_dancer55
thank you for understanding.
i really do love my readers with everything in me but i cant handle it.
 

Where are you?
Chapter Five (Part One)
Lena
 

I was dragging the blade against my wrist when I heard a crying sound and what I thought was the word ‘No’.
“Eli?” I called even though I knew it couldn’t be possible for him to have been here.
“Eli?” I called more panicked this time
I brushed the uneasy feeling I was getting in my stomach aside and began to clean up the mess I made. I first wiped my blade off and then I wiped the blood off my wrist. I heard Aaron open the garage so I quickly shoved all of my things in a shoe box {the blade, the towel, ect.} and threw them under the sink and pulled my sleeve down to cover the old scars and the fresh cuts.
“Lena?”
“Coming” I called back in my happiest voice
I ran down the stairs and stopped right in front of Aaron.
“Baby… you don’t have to pretend to put on a happy face for me, I know you’re hurting right now.” Aaron pulled me into a hug.
We stood there for awhile while I just cried in his arms.
There was a knock on the front door.
“I’m gonna go answer that” I walked over to the door and pulled it open knowing my eyes were swollen and red from just crying.
“Lena?” A surprised Adam just stared at me.
“Yeah, is there something I can help you with?” I snapped
“No, I just thought that you should read my letter from Timra when you read yours and Elyssa’s” Adam handed me a letter that was opened but folded in a small square.
“Please? Timra wants you to read them” Adam smiled at me
“Thank you” I said without emotion
“I’m serious” Adam sighed
“I know” I rolled my eyes
“It’s not your fault” Adam barely whispered
“It’s not yours either” I tried to smile
“Please read them. And this too.” Adam handed me one more piece of paper “It’s your parents letter.”
“Ill make sure she reads them” Aaron came up behind me.
“Thanks Aaron” Adam sighed and started walking away
“Wait!” I yelled running after him and ran straight into his arms.
Adam quickly wrapped his arms around me and held me tight.
“Its gonna be okay” I cried into his chest
“I know. You’re gonna be okay.” Adam smiled into my hair.
I know it’s a sad smile.
“Adam that’s enough” Aaron came over and pulled me off of Adam
“Aaron…” I sighed
“We are going to read the notes.. all four of them” Aaron smiled softly at me.
“Okay.” I turned away from Aaron and back towards Adam “I’ll see you around”
I turned back towards the house and walked in. I started towards the kitchen.
“Lena I was serious” Aaron sighed handing me Elyssa and my notes
“Fine. I’ll start with Mom and dads.


Sorry It's so short, I'm making the next part all the notes. Anyways, comment if you wanna be notifyed for upcoming chapters