I absolutely love
him. .
.
we both loved
eachother; we told eachother every night. i
was nervous to actually say yes
when he asked me out since his friends said it would happen
soon. i didn't want to lose him
because he is my bestfriend. we
got into another one of our arguments that we keep
having lately. we stopped talking for a
few days and i missed him like
crazy. once we handled it,
it's never been the same.
he told me his feelings changed.
he said he lost every feeling for me he
had. i still
secretly love
him. i'm trying to tell
him every second i can. i finally got the
courage to ask him if i
should give up and
move on but he said "no.
don't. wait." now i've been waiting
and can't wait any longer.
help. what do i do to get
my bestfriend to
love me again? because i've now realized, i'm still
nervous of losing him, but it is a
risk i am willing to take. i'm ready.
he's worth it. i
love him. ♥
Today
was my first
day of school ...
First
day in the high school; First day as a Freshman; First day
of my new beginning; First day of feeling pretty; First
day of feeling confident; First day of seeing him after a few
weeks; First day of the possible worst school year ever; First
day after my most amazing summer ever.
And I
Got Lost. NBD.
~nmf.
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