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 it's the worst feeling in the world to love and hate someone all at the same time.
and it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same.
it's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on.
and you want to move on, but your stuck where you started.
when feelings come and go, and you can't decide what you want.
when you have so many things to say, but you dont know where to start.
whne you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away.
it's so hard to think back to how things used to be, and look at now 
and realise things are differentand they will never be the same again.
you tell yourself it's not worth it, 
but it it really didn't matter you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.

 I've learned that GOODBYES
will always hurt
                                   pictures never replace
having been there,
Memories: good or bad
will bring tears
and words can never
replace those feelings

 you always said i had a hard time saying what's on my mind. 
well, here it goes: i hate you for what you've done to me.</3

everyone our age says we don't really know what love is like.
soo then why do i stay up all night, 
just wishing he could be mine again,
even tho he hurt me 3 times.
why do i cry over stupid little things
that happen with us?
when i find out you have a new girlfriend
my heart breaks..,just a little bit more.
i feel like nothing will make me happy,
besides you.
when we fight, your still the only one
i want to talk to.
ill only answer your texts.
when your name pops up on my fone,
everytime my stomach drops and i smile.
you always find a way to make me happy
even when im upset.
i cant stand hearing about what you
and your girlfriend have done,
and the kinds of pictures she sends you.
when i think things are getting better,
it just gets worse the next day.
those things hurt me, and if i didnt have
such strong feeelings for him, then why
would i care about those little things?
plain and simple, i love the kid.i have since
the moment we met<3


if only words could explain how i feel about him.<3

My best friend may say were not ment to be together
But i can tell we are ever since you said those
Four words.....................

                   I'll always love you<3

I could tell that day it was going to end
I could tell that day that we were gona end up "JUST FRIENDS"
I could tell that day when all you sais was hi,
That soon it would be our final goodbye.
I could tell that day what you were gona say next...
So thats when it happened i got a new text
It said madeline im sorry but i dont think this is gona work.
So thats when i sat there wanting to cry
Thats when i sat there wanting to die
And this feeling i have will never leave me
Cause i will love you forever
cant you see</3

   I  ♥
halloweentown



haha amandaa<3

amandaaa,
it was a hot dayy outside we got on our buses in the morning and went to school,
in 6th grade.That morning when i was getting ready i knew it was gonna be a good
dayy but i didnt know that i would meet my best friend on that dayy.We went to school
and it was like every other day until we got to social studies we were in that claas together
same with language arts and health we had to get our pictures taken for school we were
waiting on line and you came up to me and said do you have a miror and i said no you said
well thats a surprise and little did we both no but that was were it all starteddd. Ever since then
me and you have been best friendss<3 We've had so may good times togetherr and made so may memories that will last foreverrr and i can t wait to make more withh youu. You know where ever we are we no how do have funn for example the village green making up cheers aboutt liam bakerr. We,ve gone through about everything together break ups, make ups ,and we barley ever fight and when we do its over something stupidd!! I know i can always be myself around youu and we have so much in commen and whenever you need something just call me cause ill always be there for youu. I lovee youu amanda<3
                                           




                    Love, 
         Madeline<3

dear charlotte,
you are one of my best friends in the wholee worlddd!
i always feel so comfortable around you and i no i can
tell you anythinggg.I trust you with everything and you
know all my secrets.This is for you being such a great
best friend to me these last 3 craxyy years of middlr school.
When the 16 started to split i was so scared i was going to
loose you but i didnt thank godd. whenever you need someone
you can always call me for whatever you need. We've had so many
goood times together and we made may memories that will last forever
and i can t wait to make more withh you! I love you so muchh charlotte<3
         -madeline<3

Forever&Always♥