x0xchrissybabyboox0x

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Joined: July 18, 2010
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If my heart stopped, would

you care?


Hi, my names Christine. I'm 13 years old, and turn 14 in july. I have blonde hair, and blue eyes. In my honest opinon i'm the ugliest thing that stepped foot onto the earth. I have alot of feeligs bottled up iside and i don't like to express myself. I don't have alot of friends, but the ones i do have i fucking adore. I'm diagnosed with depression, and i have a lot of anxiety. No one really notices me at my school, and the people that do fucking harass me. i've been bullied since 1st grade. I remember everything everyone says to me, good or bad. I write suicide notes everyday, i don't know why i'm so scared to go through with it. I get relief in my problems by cutting myself. I have scars on my left arm and both my legs. If i ever were to kill myself i'd make sure it'd be really bloody. That's just how sick my mind is. I don't come on witty often, but i hope if someone ever finds my witty they'll get me help. I feel trapped all the time, i ranaway once but like for 5 hours and no one noticed, which i kinda understand. But whatevs. Theres alot behind why i do what i do then just people. School just makes everything a lot worse. I don't tell people how i feel because people always judge, it's just human nature. All these words.. are just a quarter of what i go through. You don't know everything, and it's non of your business. I suggest you don't want to talk to me, i'm depressing and you'll get sick of me. i swear to you , you will. Everyone does, my friends, my family, my teachers, my therapists, my pyschiatrists. Is that sad or what. Words cant describe how i feel, mostly just everyone hates me and everyone hurts me. Whatever, that's not even all i had to say. But whatever if you read this, i won't care . I'm not as mean as i sound either, i'm actually really down to earth. A little too down. bye.



 

 

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Steve 3 years ago
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Welcome! Let me know if you need help. I made this site.
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gravitate 7 years ago
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hey, i know youre like barely on witty, but i wanted to let you know youre drop dead gorgeous and one of the prettiest girls in longwood. youre such a strong girl. the strongest girl i know. i know we just started getting close but i love you. we need to get closer. you're a really kind hearted person. i dont know why people give you so much . its rediculous. i know how it feels! i know how you feel actually, i self harm , and think of suicide every day, it gets hard, but as long as you have people by yourside it wont seem as hard! i love you ♥ stay strong gorgeous !
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barneythebigpurpledino 7 years ago
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You're really really pretty (:
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dominiqueeewale 7 years ago
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thanks. :)
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dominiqueeewale 7 years ago
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you're sooo pretty. :D
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soup6996 7 years ago
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Hey, you're super pretty! and I love your profile! :) Hang in there!
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yourbeutiful__trustme 7 years ago
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I'll talk I'll try to help. Please just stay here. So Heyyy Whats up????
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awesomegirl904 7 years ago
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Haha okay(:
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awesomegirl904 7 years ago
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Your beautiful. And f*ck all the haters. They just jelly. And i lpve your layout...(: talk?(:
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Travis Allred* 7 years ago
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Not much still at school haha
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Travis Allred* 7 years ago
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Heeeeey was up!
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tylerrelyt88 7 years ago
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just hanging out
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tylerrelyt88 7 years ago
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whats upp?
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Travis Allred* 7 years ago
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heeeey there
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tylerrelyt88 7 years ago
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heyy
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Meg_Lynnx3 7 years ago
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HAYYHAYY AND IKR IT WAS ATTACK OF THE GIGNERS AND OK WE WILL 9TH PERIOD :D OR FIRST.. IDK BUT LOL ITS MY MOM ND MY AUNT.. MFAONREGJNRTKKLGDGFDBM.R,T
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Meg_Lynnx3 8 years ago
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LMFAO I JUST SAW YOUR COMMENT NOW LOLOLOLOOOLL IM LIKE PEEING I LOVE YOU <3
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xxalixjaayxx 8 years ago
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Christine, Omg, I have never cried harder in my life. So, this is going to be really long because I have a lot to apologize for :x
Christine Elizabeth Marie Dorre' Johnson :
I have never had a bestfriend like you. You're always the one I can go to. We talked about this on the bus the other day, when we were talking about what we fight about. We fight about the stupidest things. We almost had a full out fist fight for Channing Tatum , I won of course, but that's just what we do . We could be in the middle of a fight for a week, something bad happens, and we instantly make up just so we can cry on eachother's shoulders . I have never felt so close to you then on Saturday night. 45 minutes on Tamara's iPhone , and I went through 3 tissue boxes babeee ;* I'd never seen / heard you so upset. && I would have answered your call on first ring, but I thought you were a creeper cause it was an unknown caller . So, yea . XD . But anyways, I have never wanted to be right by your side sitting next to you that much ever besides that night . I wanted to be next to you in that cafeteria just hugging you to make you feel better with my magical hugs. [Katie, My Huggie Buddy, has rubbed off on me :D . Literally ... XD ] Ruining the moment here . Ohkay, let's get back on task . So . Now for my apology. I never knew half of the stuff that is in that profile up there . ^^^
I never knew about your disorder , or any of that stuff. & I really didn't know how much all that stuff got to you. Now, I feel extrememememememlyyy bad, because I only realized 3 months ago that I had to stickk up for you . Christine, you're the most amazing thing that's ever happened to me. Youu help me through everythingg. Even our stupid hand signaling conversations in Band with John && Carl interrupting, they mean a lot . I love you more thann anything, and I'll do anythingg to keep you in my life babyy. ;*
Love always and forever ,
Alison ♥
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whatagorgeousmess 8 years ago
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Awhh thank you doll. (: Your eyes=amazingg!
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sonyawabishewich 8 years ago
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yeah forsure!:)
i forget to check my witty sometimes, so i don't always reply first thing, but i'll eventually always get back to you:)
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