x0xchrissybabyboox0x

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If my heart stopped, would

you care?


Hi, my names Christine. I'm 13 years old, and turn 14 in july. I have blonde hair, and blue eyes. In my honest opinon i'm the ugliest thing that stepped foot onto the earth. I have alot of feeligs bottled up iside and i don't like to express myself. I don't have alot of friends, but the ones i do have i fucking adore. I'm diagnosed with depression, and i have a lot of anxiety. No one really notices me at my school, and the people that do fucking harass me. i've been bullied since 1st grade. I remember everything everyone says to me, good or bad. I write suicide notes everyday, i don't know why i'm so scared to go through with it. I get relief in my problems by cutting myself. I have scars on my left arm and both my legs. If i ever were to kill myself i'd make sure it'd be really bloody. That's just how sick my mind is. I don't come on witty often, but i hope if someone ever finds my witty they'll get me help. I feel trapped all the time, i ranaway once but like for 5 hours and no one noticed, which i kinda understand. But whatevs. Theres alot behind why i do what i do then just people. School just makes everything a lot worse. I don't tell people how i feel because people always judge, it's just human nature. All these words.. are just a quarter of what i go through. You don't know everything, and it's non of your business. I suggest you don't want to talk to me, i'm depressing and you'll get sick of me. i swear to you , you will. Everyone does, my friends, my family, my teachers, my therapists, my pyschiatrists. Is that sad or what. Words cant describe how i feel, mostly just everyone hates me and everyone hurts me. Whatever, that's not even all i had to say. But whatever if you read this, i won't care . I'm not as mean as i sound either, i'm actually really down to earth. A little too down. bye.



 

 

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TheHiddenOne 1 decade ago on quote #5939793
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Don't even think about that! when I saw this I just got this horrible feeling because even though I don't know you, it would just be terrible if you died. I know things may seem bad but somewhere, even if It's buried deep, there is good and you just need to find it. Don't resort to suicide because even though it may not seem like it, there are people who care about you. I'm not promising you a perfect life or a million friends, but I am begging you not to kill yourself, because if you succeed, you will be missed.
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Mjjmlovr1 1 decade ago on quote #5939793
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Dont Do it Please !
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carlislecullensdreamdaughter 1 decade ago on quote #5939793
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Don't do it, i don't know what you are going through, but i do know that it can get better, i am here for you if you want to talk
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livingoncloud9 1 decade ago on quote #5939793
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don't do this. 10 years from now, or 20, or 30, you'll look back and think "wow. i can't believe i was going to kill myself then. look where i am now." things won't stay like this forever, no matter how much they seem like they will. don't you want to experience all the things life has to offer? you're 13 years old, so am i. neither of us have graduated high school, had , gotten married, had a baby, seen our child grow up. you'll never be able to experience any of that if you go ahead with this. so please, not only for your family and friends' sake, but for your own. don't kill yourself. eventually this will just be a part of your past and life will be so much better. don't end your life now when you have so much ahead of you.
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XxHopeHazardxX 1 decade ago on quote #5939793
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NO Definatly not Suicide Is definatly not the answer. I know how you feel I was a previous Self harmer I know its bad now but I promise It will get better stay stong don't give in. If you need to talk im here. I know it's hard to tell somebody about this especially if your like me (everybody abandoned me) I was about to drown myself when I though WHY THE HELL AM I DOING THIS. I cannot say this will get better on it's own sometimes you need to make it better
- Get new friends
- Meet new people
ect. I know that this can be hard (trust me it was hard for me) Just remember you are an amazing person this situation is not as bad as you think it is. It will get better I promise

Sorry for lack of punctuation
Stay stong.
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vaanneessaa 1 decade ago on quote #5939793
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Don't do it. You're stronger than this.
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NiallsMofo 1 decade ago on quote #5939793
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Don't even try! People care about you! You have your whole life to live. I don't know your story and your reasons, but PLEASE don't do this to yourself. Think about it. If you want to talk, I'm here. <3.
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kylie2015 1 decade ago on quote #5939793
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Noo!! Don't do it!!! If you need to talk I'm here.
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caseyxoxo 1 decade ago on quote #5907189
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Don't do it. thats one of the worst things and its not the right thing to do! your gorgeous and so nice you never need to do this everything will get better and you'll be so much happier if you let everything take its course ! im here for you if you need someone <3
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tylerrelyt88 1 decade ago on quote #5907189
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Dont Do It! THINK ABOUT ALL THE PEOPLE YOU WILL HURT BY DOING THIS
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averageemily23 1 decade ago on quote #5907189
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Don't you have so much to live for.
I'm here, you can always talk to me
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aleecia 1 decade ago on quote #5907189
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Dont do it. You have an amazing life agead of you. It may be a little stormy now but it wont rain forever. Just fight throught this and stay strong and you will look back and be so happy that you are still here. There are people eho love you dearly and will do anything for you. Please dont
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xxLivelifetothefullestxx 1 decade ago on quote #5907189
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Please don't. I know we don't know each other but I can tell people care about you by the comments below this. So pleaeese don't do it.
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HannahBanana1999 1 decade ago on quote #5907189
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NO!!!!!!!!!!!!
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TheHiddenOne 1 decade ago on quote #5907189
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Iknow I don't know you, but please...if you're talking about what I think you are, don't do it. There are people out there who will miss you and who love you...just stay strong, I'm here if you need anything
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yourbeutiful__trustme 1 decade ago on quote #5907189
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no no no no no no no no no please DONT do it people care. you have a life to live. dont let them win
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syddneyy13 1 decade ago on quote #5907189
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never say goodbye by choice. you have so much of your life ahead of you.
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Kiss_love_allover 1 decade ago on quote #5907189
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No Please DONT Do It.. i want oto Do it but i cant i have to think it will all get better i will get happier.. and i will become better.. please dont im here for you.. please dont..
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justachancenotalifetime 1 decade ago on quote #3558402
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but....your beautiful. ♥
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #3049506
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Aww thank you alexis ! So are you & I Love you too :*
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