x0xchrissybabyboox0x

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If my heart stopped, would

you care?


Hi, my names Christine. I'm 13 years old, and turn 14 in july. I have blonde hair, and blue eyes. In my honest opinon i'm the ugliest thing that stepped foot onto the earth. I have alot of feeligs bottled up iside and i don't like to express myself. I don't have alot of friends, but the ones i do have i fucking adore. I'm diagnosed with depression, and i have a lot of anxiety. No one really notices me at my school, and the people that do fucking harass me. i've been bullied since 1st grade. I remember everything everyone says to me, good or bad. I write suicide notes everyday, i don't know why i'm so scared to go through with it. I get relief in my problems by cutting myself. I have scars on my left arm and both my legs. If i ever were to kill myself i'd make sure it'd be really bloody. That's just how sick my mind is. I don't come on witty often, but i hope if someone ever finds my witty they'll get me help. I feel trapped all the time, i ranaway once but like for 5 hours and no one noticed, which i kinda understand. But whatevs. Theres alot behind why i do what i do then just people. School just makes everything a lot worse. I don't tell people how i feel because people always judge, it's just human nature. All these words.. are just a quarter of what i go through. You don't know everything, and it's non of your business. I suggest you don't want to talk to me, i'm depressing and you'll get sick of me. i swear to you , you will. Everyone does, my friends, my family, my teachers, my therapists, my pyschiatrists. Is that sad or what. Words cant describe how i feel, mostly just everyone hates me and everyone hurts me. Whatever, that's not even all i had to say. But whatever if you read this, i won't care . I'm not as mean as i sound either, i'm actually really down to earth. A little too down. bye.



 

 

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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #3906772
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y'all forgot the o . ;p
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #3812213
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havinn soo much to say * much to sayy* and watching youu walkk away
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #3666258
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ERY THING WILL BE ALRIGHT JUST KEEP YA HEAD HIGH MEGAN !!!!!1!!!! DIS 2 SHALL PASS
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #5084270
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JENNA MARBLES < 3
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #4853474
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MEMEMEMEME !
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #4810743
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favedd:D
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #4733591
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me too ;/
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #4649441
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... i don't get it.
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #4563353
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thats my mom...
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #4504690
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I cann [: . Mine look GOOD .
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #4467765
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he didn't want us to suffer, humans made this world.
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #4468439
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I dont know you, but dont feel that way. You are good enough for anyone , You are amazing :]
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #4409167
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I feel really embarassed by saying this , but all of them .
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #4354899
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Babe if he really likes you, he doesn't hate you. He's just disappointed in you , trust me he DOES NOT hate you , if he likes or loves you. Just apologize, and tell him how you feel.
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #4208955
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RIGHTT.! Jeez. I hate stereo types. Blonde girls are'nt all the time, and neither are brunettes or gingers, or blackies. Your personality , doesnt have to do with your hair, or skin color.!
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #4209025
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A tampon.. xD
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #4173819
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I LOVE THIS !
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #4024392
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OHHH
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #4024392
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Oh Yeah , i see the arrow its right next to NO WHERE
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x0xchrissybabyboox0x 1 decade ago on quote #3918964
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This is disgusting how someone would say that . Dont slap her though , you'll get hurt in the end . trust me , i started a fight with some and it went horribly.
Just act like it didnt bother you, pretend that doesnt exsist. I hope your baby brother R.I.P this made me cry , Stay strong < 33
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