x0xkristenrosex33

So tell me which hurts more?
thinking you should hate him,

or knowing you don't?

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I'm clumsy. I laugh way too often.
I fall in love quickly. I break easily.
I eat too much chocolate. I stay up
too late. I daydream in class, and all
I want to do is have fun. I waste too
much time on the computer, and I talk
too much on the phone. I tell secrets,
and I make mistakes. I mess up, and
I get hurt. I cry at movies, and I love
watching it rain. I can't stand it when
people lie, or are full of themselves
even if I've done it before too. Sometimes
I'm stupid, and I get way too hyper.
I trust people too easily. I never learn.
I try to make friends, and keep the ones
I already had. I love hanging out,
and I still watch Disney channel. I stay
up too late, and I don't want to get out
of bed in the morning. There's always
been that one boy that I've always loved,
and who's always on my mind. I make
up impossible scenarios in my head that
probably will never happen when I'm
supposed to be asleep. I try at things
I know I'm not good at. I laugh at myself.
I  think some things are overly funny, and
I annoy my parents. I'm not anywhere close
to perfect. But hey,what do you expect?
I'm just a teenage girl.
 

W h e n   o u r   e y e s  m e t   >  >  >
I thought maybe you would see the sadness in my eyes.
you would see the hurt on my face. and you would
know that it was  ( your fault ). and you would break down
and you would say what I've been waiting so long to hear.
to hear that you were sorry. and that you didn't mean it. and
that you would give anything, anything to have things the way
they used to be. that you didn't know what you were thinking.
that maybe, it was the worst mistake of your life. I thought you would say something.
that you would say anything.
But you didn't.
< < <  Y o u  l o o k e d  a w a  y  .

My Mind Says

"I hate him."

But Then My Heart Says

"Shut up. You know you're not over him."