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My boyfriend's 15
 
& he's already lost his virginity to a girl last year. She was 16 at the time. He was just 14. The b*tch pretended she was pregnant about 3 months after she broke up with him. Just because I was close to him. She was jealous. Even though she ended it. Adam had so much to deal with because of that liar. So we only talked about once every two weeks until he found out she lied. That's the background.
The first thing I wanna say is that even though we've been best friends for a year. He told me he loves me about 2 months ago and we've been going out for 2 weeks. I still think he has feelings for her. Obviously, I'll have to deal with the fact that, since she was his first time, there will always be something. But it's just... she lied to him. Treated him like sh*t. Got another boyfriend within days of their break-up. He started cutting because of her. He almost killed himself because of her - which I got him out of. Still, comments on his fb statuses saying 'No one cares'. I just don't know how he can still talk to her.
She wrote a status on facebook saying 'I really feel like I'm going to cry'. So he decided to send her a message on chat and said 'what's up' and she basically said 'f*ck off'. But he asked if she was alright and she said it's none of his business.
I just hate how, even though she treated him worse than anything - he still speaks to her. I don't want him to. Not because I'm jealous - but because she hurt him so much. & I can't stand her - even though I haven't met her. I don't care what anyone says. Even if I haven't met her, I despise her. She almost killed him. Killed. & If I wasn't there, I would have lost him.
I get that this is really long - and I know no one will read... but I still need to vent about something else.
I've been in love with him for ages. & I'm certain we'll be together for a long time - if not - forever. & I'm just scared. Since he's already lost his virginity, I'm just scared. If that, when I'm 16+ and we're still together and it'll be my time to lose it that, because he's already done it, it'll be different, you know?
could anyone give me some advice? Mostly on the second one? Has anyone have any experiane losing it to someone who's aleady lost it? Or if you have any thoughts about the first either.
Sorry this is so long, I just needed a vent.


 

 




I'm thirteen;

I've been fingered , in schoool.
I've gaven a handjo
I've been seconds away from loosing my virginity .

& I only done all these things to get over him.
Favorite if you think I really just fuccked up my life.
& Think I shouldn't do these things . I just need to know someone cares.

 
 




attention all witty people,

i need ALLLL of your help.
I'm 13 years old,
and my brother is in  depression & talk about commiting suicide often
I love him so much & i would kill myself if he ever did , He started
cutting himself at the age of 12 , but I convinced him to stop ,
Today is his birthday he just turned 17 & got his license, I'm afriad one day
he going to drive & never come back . 

I don't need your help with him , he has people helping him ,
It's me . Because of him I cry my self to sleep & when I'm upset
I eat away my pain . I have gained 15 lbs. since February & I am now 145 lbs & only 5 ft. .
I need some modivation , please just give me one fav to show someone cares .
Just at least one , Me & my brother both need help .

So just one fav & I will work my hardest to loose wait & I will
show this to my brother to maybe change his mind about the world
& leaving me the girl who loves him most .


PLEASE Witty People , We both need you right now .

I know this was long but , it's worth reading

 

Okay witty girls I need your advice ,
I'm think about loosing my virginity
to this guy that i've been in love with
forever , but i'm afraid that its gunna hurt
and it will turn out bad

So please leave me a comment about
how you lost your and what it was like
Are you proud you lost it ?





Every Night..

I take off my make-up , look in the mirror & cry
I get the razor , & cutt , everyone is deeper .

The pain feels so good , I watch it as the blood runs down my arms
<|3

I Cant Be W/O You


not my format.

today in the car
my mom was
fooling around
and she
started to sing just the way you are
to me
+&
i started
crying
it reminded me of all the times
you sang that to me
<//3


 

baby please
come back
i miss you <//3

So we finally spend time together outside of work last night….
&& hey thanks for making it awkward.
by the way I’m done.
cause like they say
 fool me once shame on you.
fool me twice shame on me.
 fool me three times well I cant get fooled again.