I don't want to be one of those people that say I understand or I get it because I don't i've never been through something like that. But i'm glad that you're writing about it because it could help others who are going through it and it's not good to keep your feelings inside its good to let them out. But I think you're so brave for writing about it.
Thank you for that, that really helped me a lot. If you ever need to talk im here too. I teared up a when I read your about me. Too be quiet honest I have so much respect for you. You have gone through so much but you're so strong.