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and they tell me tO never regret
sOmething that Once made me_.
smile* but what dO ii dO when ii
dO regret iit? dO ii live my life`
knOwing iit will alwaysz be with
me* iit`ll be iin my thOughtsz__
iin my dreamsz and heart* ii dO-
nOt understand why ii just can`t
regret that yOu are the Only ----
that made me laugh because yOu
were the One whO made me cry*
why can`t ii regret that yOu had
made me smile when yOu were---
the One that made me frOwn_x3
but ii guess ii regret that because
ii think ii`m still in lOve with yOu

ii think peOple fall in lOve in Order tO get hurt-
they fall in lOve with friends tO end a friendship
but ii never thOught hOw hard it was tO end --
sOmethin` ii dOn`t even want tO really dO . . .-

and when ii sit there and talk abOut yOu
sayin` hOw ugly and disgustin` yOu are*
even my true friends knOw that ii actually
[ lOve ] yOu as much as ii [ hate ] yOu . .

yOu knOw fOr Once ii thOught ii fOund the right guy fOr me .
the sweet, carin`, sensitive, and everythin` else ii cOuld imagine
kinda guy . . . and yOu were iit . . . yOu were the answer tO . .
all Of my prayers . . . but a questiOn Of mines still remains a --
secret . . . why didn`t yOu stay with me and leave me all alOne
was iit because ii wasn`t the best? ii will change yOu knOw . . .
because fOr yOu ii wOuld dO anything . . . but ii guess gOd . .
thOught ii shOuld be punished just fOr lOvin` yOu tOO much*

at timesz like these ii thank gOd fOr whO ii am
ii thank him fOr all that he has given me . . . the
greatest friends that ii dOnt think ii shOuld -. . .
deserve . . . a family that respects me fOr whO
ii am . . . but most Of all. . ii thank him fOr yOu

the Only thing that kept me livin` in my life
iisz the fact that ii wOuld wake up each n`
everyday by the persOn ii want tO spend-
my whOle life with . . . and as time gOes .
by . . . ii wOuld never leave yOur side . . .
will yOu be the persOn ii spend my life with?

a brOken heart iisz all my chOice . . .
weather Or nOt tO leave yOu was --
my chOice . . . ii chOse the wrOng --
way tO lead my life . . . because ii did
realize that my life withOut yOu iisz . .
nOt the same . . . nOthin` iisz the same
withOut yOu there by my side . . . sO
ii want yOu tO knOw that ii wOn`t . . .
live my life knOwin` iit cOuld`ve been*
with yOu . . . knOwin` that my life will*
never be the same withOut yOu there -

ii turned tO leave and turned tO say gOOd bye . . .
ii never knew hOw much thOse wOrds cOuld hurt-
nOw ii see that yOur happy and ii wanted tO take it
back . . . but ii can`t because ii dOn`t want tO risk .
the chance Of lOsin` yOu all Over again . . . -- </3

after everything ii ever did fOr yOu
ii still wasn`t ready tO make a . . . .
decisiOn that might change my life*
ii wOuldn`t things tO gO wrOng sO
all yOu did was leave me . . . ii was
hurt . . . tO think that sOme One --
just like yOu wOuld ever hOld On-
tO sOmething sO gOOd tO be true

ii want yOu tO be a part Of me
my Other half Of me . . . the `*
better half . . . and maybe . . .`
yOu will realize that yOu and ii
*`* are ment tO` be and that *`*
nOthin` cOuld change the way`
that we feel abOut each Other`

`sOmetiimes peOple tell me that ii'm crazy fOr yOu`
ii usually just say "nO . . . ii`m nOt crazr fOr hiim ?"
then ii smiile and walk Off . . . but ii wOnder am ii ?
iis iit the fact that Of course ii`m crazy fOr yOu Or ``
the fact that maybe ii`m iin lOve wiith yOu . . . iit`z
`*kiinda crazy . . . ii knOw but ii can`t handle thiisz`*
maybe thiisz iisz just lOve at fiirst siite . . . Or just`*
me falliin` fOr the wrOng guy at the wrOng tiime . . .

iTS Y0U i WANNA BE WiTH
iTS Y0U i WANNA L0VE
i D0NT WANT CUPiD T0 D0 iT
JUST THE ANGELS AB0VE
EACH TiME i SEE Y0U
i L0VE Y0U M0RE AND M0RE
Y0U ARE EVERYTHiNG T0 ME
EVEN WHEN iT STARTS T0 P0UR
Y0UR EVERYTHiNG i WANT
Y0UR EVERYTHiNG i NEED
Y0UR N0T AN AVERAGE PERS0N
Y0UR MY EVERYTHiNG
iTS STRANGE H0W iM FEELiN
THE WAY i ACT iS A C0MPLETE STRANGER
iTS KiNDA LiKE iN M0ViES
Y0UR MY SUPERHER0 WHENEVER
- i . M : i . N : D . A . N . G . E . R -

N0B0DY REALLY KN0WS THE REAL ME
THEY CANT SEE PAST WHAT i TRY T0 BE
MY TRUE BEST FRiENDS, THEY D0NT EVEN KN0W
THEY 0NLY SEE WHAT i CH00SE T0 SH0W
i HAVE T0 PUT A SMiLE 0N A FACE THAT CRYS
EVEN 0N THE DAYS THAT i WiSH i W0ULD DiE
WHEN PE0PLE ASK ME "WHATS WR0NG"
i 0NLY REPLY TRYiN N0T T0 CRY "N0THiN iM FiNE"
WHEN REALLY iNSiDE iM FEELiN BEiN LEFT BEHiND
PE0PLE THiNK iTS EASY T0 JUST BE ME
WHEN ACTUALLY iTS HARD.. N0T EASY
WHEN ACTUALLY i HAVE T0 SMiLE WHEN i WANNA CRY
WHEN i HAVE T0 LAUGH WHEN i WANNA DiE
EACH DAY i HAVE T0 PRETEND iM ACTUALLY HAPPY
BUT iM N0T.. CAUSE iM N0T WHAT i WANNA BE..