he was my bestfriend, i screwed up, hes gone . i cant breathe i
cried myself to sleep, when i woke up i had tears running donw my
face and i still do . i dont see the point of living without him
here ..i promised i wouldnt cut, im trying so hard to keep that
promise .. i dont know what to do ...i NEED him ..this is one of
those times i cant cover the pain up with a fake smile ...i dont
think the pain is worth it ...