xSilentExplosionx

Infinity&Beyond.

Chapter fifteen
http://www.polyvore.com/movies/set?id=44518305

It was Friday. 
And I was still going on my date with Damon.
I didn't know what to do, after Michael left, I went back inside, but I wasn't able to explain what happened without tears coming to my eyes. I ran to the bathroom and locked myself into a stall.
How did I let this happen? I told myself that I would never get hurt by a boy, but I never imagined me hurting the boy.
He's my best friend! I never knew......
But then it all started to fall into place.
The 'I like someone else now'.
The lyrics, the constant starting, teasing, everything.
So I went back to my dorm, alone, leaving Roxy, Annabelle, and John without an explanation.
I pretended to be asleep when they came home, but there was nothing I could do about it the next morning.

But now here I am, waiting for the knock on the door.
I feel so guilty for still going, but I couldn't just blow Damon off, right?
Michael wouldn't respond to my text, or answer my calls.
My phone vibrated, and I looked down in desperate hope that it was him.
Nope.
Damon: Gunna be a few minutes late. Be there in a few(:
Kendal: Sure sure.
I sighed.
Just this one date. Then I would tell Damon that there was nothing between us.
But was there nothing?


"Hey I'm so sorry I'm late." He said, as we got in his car.
"Oh no biggie." I smile.
It doesn't take us very long to get to the movie theater, but the car ride is filled with awkward small talk and too long pauses. I couldn't wait to get to the theator so we would have an excuse to be quiet.
He bought me a candy bar and a soda, and a pop corn for the two of us.
"Here, open your mouth." He says, as we take our seats in the back. I open, and he tries to throw a piece of popcorn into it, but instead hits me in the eye.
"Owwww." I pretend, before taking a few pieces and chucking them at him.
"Alright, it's on." But before he can even pick another piece, the trailors start.
"Shhh." I pretend to scold, as I settle down.
In the middle of the movie, he does the classic, but cheesy, yawing and putting his arm around me.
I roll my eyes, but lean back into his shoulder, resting my head.
"You're cute, you know that?" He whispers in my ear.
I giggle, and stick my tongue out.
But then he's leaning towards me, closing his eyes, and so am I, and before I know it, our lips meet, and it's like magic.
Sparks are flying, but he doesn't push me. Instead he leans back, smiling.
"Please tell me that felt as amazing to you as it did to me." He whispers.
"Yes." I nod, but Michaels face stirs in the back of my head, and I feel guilty.

He puts his leather jacket around me as we walk out to the car.
But instead of getting in, I sit on the front and look up at the stars.
"If you want to look at the stars, I have a better place."
So I get in, and we drive a ways, to a big open feild. He pulls a blanket out of the back of his car, and lies it on the ground before we sit on it.
"It's beautiful, isn't it?" I ask.
"Yeah."
Then we sit in silence.

"Hey Kendal?" We're walking back to his car.
"Yeah?"
"Do you, want to be my girlfriend?" He asks, blusing.
Oh god. Girlfriend? I can't deny it, I definatly like him, but what about Michael?
You know what? I like Damon, so I'll go out with him.
"Yes" I say.
Michael will come around......

I hope.



c:
uggh school tomorrow :O

Infinity&Beyond.

Chapter fourteen
http://www.polyvore.com/skatboarding/set?id=44436324

"So are you coming or no?" I ask Michael, for the third time. We're sitting in the library, and I'm trying to convince him to come with me to the skate park tomorrow.
"No." He says, crouching over his books.
"Why not?" I whine.
"Because. I have studying to do, and I don't want to watch Damon be all over you as he teaches you how to skateboard." He snaps.
"Michael! He's not like that! Pleeassee come! It wouldn't be as much fun without you!" I pout, punching him playfully on the shoulder.
This seems to cheer him up, but he still sticks to not going.
"Fine."  I say, bending back over my own textbooks.

...

"There. Done." I say, looking in the mirror.
I lace up my knee high converse, straigten my sunglasses, and walk out.
Damon is waiting for me out by the door of my dorm, dresses in Nike high tops, jeans, and a light gray v-neck.
"You ready?" He asked.
"Yerp." I reply, closing the doors behind us.

"I wish Michael was coming." I say, as we drive to the park.
"Yeah....... So umm, are you guys, like a... ya know.... thing?" He asks.
"Me and Michael? No! He's just my best friend...." I trail off.
"Oh okay." He says smiling.
"Why?"
"Oh... just wondering."
"So.... how do you stop?" I ask, trying to change the subject."
"You mean on a skateboard? Well, most of the time you try to jump off, and hit the ground at a run." He says teasing.
"What?!?! I thought that you did this thing where you kick the back of your board up?" I say hopelessly.
"Yeah, that's a lot harder than it sounds Kendall."
"Oh."

We arrive a few minutes later, and he pulls out two skateboards from the back of his truck.
"Happy belated birthday." He says, handing the plain black one to me. "The underside is white, so I figured you could paint whatever you wanted on it. Like see mine?" He says.
His has a plain black cover, but underneath there were tons of different logos, from shoes, like DC, Converse, and Vans, to clothes like Nike, Obey, and then there was all kinds of music, like ADTR, Eminem, and a lot more.
"Wow." I say.
"Thanks."
..

He teaches me how to keep my balance, and how to twist my hips slightly one way to another to turn. Once I get the hold of it, he trys to show me how to do a little jump.
"Oww!" I yell, as I fall, for only the fifth time.
"Relax, it's your first day." He says, giving me his hand to help me up.
I take it, but after I stand up, he holds it for a second longer than normal, looking me straight in the eye. I quickly turn away and pick up my board, trying the jump again.
...
On the way back, we're talking and laughing when suddenly he gets a very serious look on his face.
"What's wrong?" I ask.
"Just trying to wrack up the nerves." He says.
My instincts kick in. Nerves? Oh boy.
"What?" I ask, pretending to be confused.
"Um, Kendall, do you wanna, like, go catch a movie or something later?" He asks, brushing his hair out of his eyes.
"Umm, yeah, okay." I smile, wide.
"Awesome." He's grinning too, and for the rest of the car ride he is a wonderful mood.

...

"He WHAT?" Roxy yells. Me, Roxy, Annabelle, John, and Michael are all sitting in the chinese restaurant down the street.
"Asked me to go to the movies with him." I say.
"That's awesome girl! Get it!" Annabelle teases.
"Oh shut up." I say, as Michael pushes his chair back and walks out the door, his brow creased in anger.
"I'll be right back." I say, running otu after him.
"Michael! Michael! Where are you going!" I call.
"Leave me alone."
"Michael!' I catch him arm. "What's wrong?"
"Nothing. I said leave me alone!" Pulling his arm out of my grasp, he turns to walk away.
"No! Michael tell me."
"You. You and Damon. I knew it." He said under his breath.
"Knew what?"
"THAT HE WAS GOING TO TAKE YOU AWAY FROM ME!" He yells.
"Michael, he can't take me away from you, you'll always be my best friend." I whisper.
"Yeah, well, what if I want to be more than friends? Huh?"
"What?"
"I LIKE YOU OKAY?!?!" He yells, running to his car and slamming the door.
"Oh, Michael. What have I done....." I say to myself as he drives away.





SOOOOO. Michael or Damon? c;
There.  A nice, long, juicy chapter for you guys :D♥

Infinity&Beyond.

Chapter thirteen
http://www.polyvore.com/mall/set?id=44439731

"You ready yet?" I hear Roxy yell.
"Yeah!" I yell back, taking one last glance in the mirror.
"Finally! Dang girl, we're just going to the mall!" Annabelle complains. "No need to take an hour to get ready."
I just stick out my tongue and walk out the door.

On the way over there, my phone beeps, and I pull it out to see a text from Damon.
Damon: Hey
Roxy tooks over my shoulder from where she's sitting in the back seat of Annabelle's mustang.
"Damon?" She asked, raising an eyebrow. "Who's Damon?"
"Well, umm, I met him and some other people at the concert." I blush.
"Hmmm already got his number? Girl, did you work your magic?" She winks.
"I thought this was supposed to be a girls day." Annabelle whines. "No boys, remember?"
"Yes, yes, I'm sorry."
I quickly text back:
Kendall: Sorry, can't talk today. Promised my friends a day with no boys. I'll explain later!! (:
Damon: K.
Wow. K? Really? I didn't know we were talking about potassium. I roll my eyes and shove my phone back in my bag.

When we got to the mall, I was overwhelmed. I hadn't been shopping since we visited the little stores in Miami. Ugh. I did not want to think about that.
But anyways, I was overwhelmed by how many people were there. Listening to music, walking with there heads down, wrapped up in there tiny little phones. It was amazing no one had a head on collision.
As soon as I said that, I flew forwards as somebody rammed into my back.
"Hey watch it!" I cry, and turn around to see Corey.
Wait. Corey?
Hand in hand with some.... girl.
"Oh sorry, Kendall." He says, staring at the floor, not meeting his eyes.
"Who's she?" The short blonde hair girl asked.
"Oh that's Kendall." Corey quietly says, barely over a whisper.
"How the heck do you know her?" She snapps, giving me the up-and-down look before rolling her eyes.
"We, umm, we go to the same c-college." He stutters.
My heart drops painfully and I nod.
"Hmmph" She says, before pulling him into a long, forceful kiss.
"Eww that is so gross." Annabelle says, grabbing my arm.
"Get a fricken room. " Roxy snaps at them, before they both tow me away.
"Bye Kendall!" I hear Corey call.
"Bye." I whisper, before snapping out of it.
What was I doing? I didn't need him. He's just another boy.
I am a beautiful, independant woman.
I didn't care what Corey was doing with his s.lut.
This was my life.


We spent the rest of the day shopping, laughing, and eating.
I came out with three large bags from hot topic, and a couple small ones from other various stores.
"What's up with the change of clothing all of a sudden?" Roxy asked.
"Yeah, I mean, it totaly workds for you, but, what's with the sudden skater-girl?"
"Oh- well. Yeah, I guess you guys are right...."
My clothing style has changed.
But yet, so have I.
I'm not going to let a boy break my heart again, and I'm not going to let anyone walk all over me any more.


lolol. Corey, what a JERKFACE....... >:O
 

Infinity&Beyond.

Chapter twelve
http://www.polyvore.com/concert/set?id=44385990

It was lunch time that same day, and I was listening to Roxy and Annabelle whine while I made myself lunch.
"But how come we don't get to go with you?" Roxy asked.
"Because. I wasn't the one that bought the tickets. Mikey did, and he only bought two." I explained.
"Mikey, Mikey, Mikey. That's all you talk about, that all you ever hang out with! You need to start spending more time with us!" Annabelle pouts.
"Fine. This weekend. Me. You guys. No Mikey, no boys, just us. Shopping trip." I say.
This seems to brighten them up, but they get all sulky again when MIchael arrives.
"You ready? It's a long drive." He says.
"Yep." I hug the girls good-bye, grab my phone and Hello-Kitty pack, and we are out the door.
"How long of a drive?" I ask, as we get into his topless jeep.
"About an hour." He says, buckling in and shrugging his shoulders.

...
The hour flies bye, because we're singing and dancing along with the radio, the wind blowing through our hair, warm sun on our faces.
A large stadium pulls into view, surrounded by a sea of cars.
"Holy shoots. This is going to be a big one." I say under my breath.
"Yep. Good thing I booked early and got us second row seats." He says, stepping out of the car.
"WHAT?!?!?"
I haden't payed very much attention to the tickets, because I had given them back to Michael for safe keeping.
"Yeah, you love me." He says.
"Oh my gosh I do!" I squeal.
I look at him in time to see him blushing, but he quickly turns away.

...

Even with the sea of cars, we are still half an hour early, by the time we get to our seats.
There's a small group of teens our age that are seated next to us, so we introduce our selves and start chatting.
There's two girl, Hayley with golden blonde hair and a cute girly voice, and Juliet, with deep auburn hair and startling blue eyes.
There are also three boys; Jamie, Damon, and Ryan.
Jamie is short with short black hair, Ryan was cute, but he was holding hands with Juliet. And Damon, well, he was gorgeous. He had shaggy blonde hair and freckles all across his nose, and deep hazle eyes.
We were all well aquainted by the time the announcer came on to introduce Avril.

...

It was the most amazing thing ever.
Her preformance was beautiful, singing and talking with the audience, cracking jokes and even signing a few t-shirts and throwing them into the crowd.
When it was time to go, everybody exchanged phone numbers, but Damon's hand rested longer on mine when he pressed the folder paper into my hand.
He smirked and then turned to catch up with his friends.
I blushed, but when I looked up at Michael, there was something in his eyes as he watched Damon walk away... something I had never seen before.





hehehehe. c: what do you think about Damon? ♥

Infinity&Beyond.

Chapter eleven
http://www.polyvore.com/birthday_suprise/set?id=44386623

So I basically lived, breathed, and ate with Michael for the rest of the week. 
He made me forget all about Corey, and he showed me to this amazing new bands. They were rock, and they made me realize that there was more to life than just boys.
We went to movies, restaurants, hung out at each others dorms, studied, and went on long walks with our cameras.
At some times, I could catch him looking at me funny, but when I asked "What?" He would always say "Nothing." and ruffle my hair or flick my nose.
...

I was wide awake, at 11:57 at night. Three minutes 'til my birthday! I thought.
Ever since I was a little girl I would always get super excited about my birthday, heck, any birthday. I just loved celebrating the life of a person, and you know, the presents and cake were just bonuses.
11:59. Yay! 21, finally.
12:00.
I breathed, smiling, before hearing my phone vibrate from across the room in my bag.
"Ughh, what?" I whisper, dragging myself out of bed and stumbling over to my bag.
I hit a button and was momentarily blinded by the light of my phone.
"Ughh"
Mikey: GOOD MORRRNINGGG BIRTHDAAYYY GIRRLLLL!! You have about five seconds before I come crashing into your room. Love you, Mikey.
Wait, what?
BOOM, BOOM,BOOM.
"Let me iinnnnnnn!" I heard someone call from down the hall.
I quietly ran over, flinging open the door, revealing a wide-eyed and smiling Michael.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIR-" I clamped a hand over his mouth.
"Jeesh Mikey you're going to wake up the entire campus." I say, sticking my tongue out.
He licks my hand, and I let go.
"Eeewwww!" I whine.
He just laughs and walks by me into the living room.
"Sooo, you're never going to guess what I got you for your birthday!" He says.
"What?"
"Guess."
"A PONY?!?!?!"
"Uck, no. Did I ever tell you that you are a horrible guesser?" He teased.
I stuck my tongue out at him as he pulled out an envelope.
"Here, open it."
I gently slide my finger under the crease, and read his cheesy friendship birthday card, but when I open it, I see two tickets to an Avril Lavigne concert taped to the inside.
"NO FUDGING WAY! DUDE, OH MY GOSH -" I scream, before I clamp my hand over my mouth, remembering that it was twelve in the morning.
"Dude. No way!" I whisper.
"Yes way."
I jump into his arms for a hug, this was the best gift I have ever gotten!
"When is it?" I ask, glancing back down at the tickets.
"Today."


okay, so I needed to get that chapter out of the way c:
the concert is the next chapter (which will be up tonight)
and you'll never guess what happensssssss :o
(i'm sorry these are posted so late, this is the only time I have to write)

Infinity&Beyond.

Chapter ten
http://www.polyvore.com/lazy_day/set?id=44326790

Bzzzz
Another text. Wonder who it's from?
Corey: Babe. I said I was sorry. Just answer me?
Ha, no. All morning he had been sending messages, calling, trying to apologize. Saying he wad drunk, and it didn't mean anything.
Well it meant something to me, that he couldn't be trusted. It breaks my heart to think of it, but what am I supposed to do? Go running back? Say "I forgive you" and forget that it ever happened?
No. I have a backbone. I'm not going to let one boy walk all over me.
But still I sit in my bed all day, dressed in my favorite snoopy sweatshirt and some sweats, torturing myself with sad, breakup music.
"Kendall, please get up." Roxy asked, quietly.
"No." I whined.
"But you already missed two of your classes!" She argued.
"I know, but I'll make up the work later." I wasn't going to go sit in a class with him in it, no way, no how.
"Fine." She sighed, giving in.

...

Around three, when I couldn't take my stomach growling anymore, I got out of bed.
Roxy and Annabelle had left for there afternoon classes, so I was alone.
After making a sandwhich I curled up on the couch and turned on the t.v, amuzing myself with reruns of spongebob.
I was suprised when I heard a faint knock on the door.
Using the peephole, I was able to see it was Michael.
I opened the door, flew into his arms.
"Hi." I say, into his sweatshirt.
We plop on the coach and it turns out he brought us cookie dough ice cream, so I grab two spoons and eat out of the carton while watching sponge bob.
"I'm ready, I'm ready." He sings.
"Bahahaah" I laugh.
"What?"
"Nothing, you're just-" I stop.
"Just what?"
"Just..... cute." I say, my cheeks flaring up.
He sticks his tongue out and shovels a big scoop of icecream into his mouth.
When I got up to throw away the ice cream carton, my ipod fell out of my pocket without my notice.
So when I come back, Michael is looking through my most recent plays, with a worried look on his face.
"Adele? Taylor Swift? Alright that's it." He says, taking out his own ipod.
He fiddled with it for a second, then plugged it into my speaker near my bed.
"What are you-?" I start to ask.
Suddenly, Avril Lavigne starts playing, 'Sk8ter Boi'
"Ohmygosh I remember this song!" I squel.
"Yeah, I have a bunch of old dance songs, come on!" He says, grabbing my hand, and we start jamming around the room.
"Sorry girl but you missed out, well tough luck that boys mine now, we are more than just good friends, this is how the story ends."I sing, and suddenly I realize Michael has stopped dancing, and is looking at me.
"What?" I ask.
"Oh nothing, just, those lyrics." He says, smiling.
What on earth could that mean?


OHMYGOSHHHH. I've gotten like a ton of comments :DD thank you ALL soooo sososooo muccchh :D it really means a lot c:
stay beautiful :D♥

Infinity&Beyond.

Chapter eight

http://www.polyvore.com/1st_day_at_beach/set?id=44318619

I woke up to my phone alarm at ten. I groaned before I rememberd where I was. My eyes flew open and I jumped out of bed. I was greeted with the sight of a beautiful sunny day.
I quickly picked out my favorite salmon colored bikini from my bag, and a shirt and shorts to go over it. I would have to remember to unpack my bag later.
After taking a shower and getting dressed, I blowdried my hair and curled it to perfection. I put on a little mascara, and I was ready for the day.
Running out of the bathroom and across the hall, I went to go wake up Corey. I quietly opened his door and smiled at his cute sleeping face. He had thrown his covers off in the middle of the night, and one arm was haning down. I quietly tip-toed over, before grabbing the pillow from under neath his head and wacking him with it.
"Hey! Wazgoinon?" He asked, his cute sleepy voice making me smile.
"Waky-wakkyyy, sleepy head."
"Oh hey baby." He smiled, pulling me down on his lap for a long kiss.
I pull away, and stand up,
"Now go get ready, I wanna go eat some breakfast!"
I patiently sit on his bed as he gets dressed, then we walk down stairs.
We're greeted with the delicious smell of eggs and bacon.
"Mhhhm who's cooking" Corey asks ,as we enter the kitchen.
Suprisingly, we see Sam at the stove.
"Ohh, I didn't know you cooked?" I said, taking a seat between Annabelle and Corey.
"He doesn't cook, he makes art." She says, her mouth full of food.
I smile and take my own plate, before cramming my face with food.
Later we decided to go explore the board walk, maybe ride some rides, then come home for some swimming and a bon fire.

...

When we get down to the board walk, we are overwelmed with shops, games, rides, and restaurants.
We quickly split up, agreeing to meet back at the big roller coaster in half and hour.
Me, Annabell, and Mackenzie go to the shops, and the guys head down to an arcade.
We met up and eagerly got in line for the roller coaster, which thankfully wasn't very long. I got in a cart with Corey, and I screamed all the way down the big drop, but laughed on the loops and twists.

After a while of riding, we stopped at a burger joint, stuffing our faces before walking around for a while lazily. Some times I could catch Corey looking at Mckenzie, but I just pretended to not notice. One time, after turning my head, I noticed a big fluffly dinosaur hanging down from one of the prize booths.
"Oooooh,Correeyyyyy!" I squeled, "Can you get me the dinosaur?"
"Sure babe." He said, turning his attention back to me.
It took a while, but finally he was able to knock over the stubburn milk bottles.
I hugged my new friend tightly to my chest, giving Corey a big thank you kiss, making sure Mckenzie was watching.
"He's a good one, don't let him slip away." The woman behind the counter whispered to me.
A nervous jolt ran down my spine, but I ignored it and just smiled before running to catch up with everybody.

Later that day, when we were back home, all the guys ran into the water. The girls and I stayed on the beach, lying down and watching them swim for a while. After a while I noticed John, Corey, and Michael all huddled together, occaisonally taking a glance at us.
I caught Annabelle's eye, I think she noticed too, but when I looked over at Mckenzie, she was lying on her stomach, tanning, not paying any attention to the guys.
I lyed back down on my back, pretending I hadn't noticed anything.
But my suspisions were confirmed after a few minutes, because the guys came over and grabbed us, carrying us down to the water.
Annabelle and I were laughing, but Mckenzie was screaming and thrashing.
"LET ME DOWN, LET ME DOWN!!!" She wailed.
"Fine." Michael said, dropping her.
She stalked back up and sat down on her towl, pouting.
"What's her problem?" I heard John whisper.
But before I could answer, Annabelle and I were being thrown into the cool clear water.
"You guys!" We yell. I catch her eye again, and we nod.
We start attacking the boys, splashing them, and soon it's an all out splash war.
...

Later that night, I was curled up in bed with Corey.
"Today was fun." I say, snuggling up agaisnt his chest.
"Yeah, it was."
"I love you Corey." I say, closing my eyes.
The last thing I heard before falling asleep was,
"I love you too."

BOORRRINGGGGGG. :O
any readers? any readers at all?


no?
okay c:

Infinity&Beyond.

Chapter six
http://www.polyvore.com/kendalls_night_out/set?id=39244908
Knock knock knock.
I jumped up, grabbing my purse that had been by my side for the past half an hour. He. Was. Here!
I started to run to the door, but slowed myself down, act cool, not desperate.
I had just finished telling Annabelle and Roxy all about how I ran into Corey, and how I had this huugee crush on him. Even though it's only our first week here. 
I opened the door slowly, and there was Corey. 
And his friends. 
I mentally slapped myself. Of course he wouldn't just ask YOU to hang Kendall! How dumb could you BE?
I forced a smile and started to walk out. 
"Wait, are you're friends coming?" He asked.
I looked over my shoulder, Annabelle was passed out over her English assignment, and Roxy was watching Spongebob.
"Naw." I said, closing the door. 
He introduced me to all his friends. 
Michael, with spiky black hair and brown eyes, holding hands with a blonde haired-blue eyed girl, named Mckenzie. Another boy, John, with blonde hair and brown eyes, and two other boys that were identical twins, Sam and Tim. 
After all the introductions, I fell into step next to Corey. 
"So where are we going?" I asked, as I got into a car with Tim, Sam and Corey. Michael and Mckenzie got into their own. 
"Oh, to the bowling alley. We used to live around here, and that place is the best." Tim explained.
"Ohh, well can't wait then." I replied, then started to stare out the window as the boys started talking about the release of MW3.

.....

The bowling alley was nicer than I expected. 
It had bright, funky patterned rugs, with bright walls to match. Loud , fun dance music played through the many speakers around the room, and a disco ball glittered high above. 
We  let the machines split us into teams randomly. Mckenzie and Tim, Sam and Corey, and Michael and me. 
I could feel Mckenzie's death glares she sent to the back of my head, as I stepped up to the alley. 
The purple bowling ball flew down the alley, and with a CRASH, I got a perfect strike. 

The game went on for a while, and when it wasn't our turn, I learned more about Michael. 
He was majoring in art, just like me, and we had a lot of the same classes. We both did photography, and he promised to show me some of his pictures next time we were in class. 
Before the night was over, Michael and I had become best friends. 

......


I collapsed on my bed later that night, not even bothering to change. After bowling, we had all gone to go get ice cream, which turned into a giant food war between the guys. Me an Mckenzie just sat there, licking our ice creams in silence. I could feel the hate vibes radiating off of her. 
Why would she hate me so much? Me and Michael are just friends, she doesn't need to worry.
And it wasn't like she wasn't flirting with Corey. 
My stomach dropped just thinking about the way she batted her eyelashes at him, and always tried to move closer. 
When ever Michael saw, he would just turn around and pretend nothing was happening, like he was in denial. 
I felt bad for him, that girl needs to stay away from Corey. 
And she better.