xXDeathly_SilencexX

I just need you here,
But I know that you can't be here for a very long time,
and that's ok, sure it tears be apart sometimes but I know that you'd do anything to be here if you could.

I really wish I wasn't scared of things and I don't mean things like snakes or the dark, I mean being alone or just being depressed.
It may not sound scary
but in truth sometimes it really is.

_{If I didn't have} you
chances of me still being here
^{are very slim.}

No matter how bad life is at the moment
at one stage it will get better,

I promise.
Even if it feels like it never will.

I'm sorry ok.
 

For everything,
 

for lieing,

messing things up

and for hurting you

again.

Maybe I should of ended it all when I had the chance

 

now I'm just stuck here...

I know to yourself you think that you're far from prefect, that there is loads of things wrong with you but to be honest you're prefect to me in everyway possible no matter what anyone else says and everything that I said to you I mean really do even if you're confused as to why I think it. I love everything about you and one day you're going to believe me hopefully

The only time I will ever be able to sleep well is when im finally in your arms.

I love you and not in some childish way when I say I love you I mean that if there was a car coming towards us I'd make sure to push you out of the way first so you wouldn't die, when I say I love you I mean that no matter what happens I'm always here for you and that I'm yours forever, even though being yours forever does mean I have to put up with your craziness but lets be honest I think I'm just a little bit more crazy and even if I wasn't I'd still love you more than life itself. I don't even know why I wrote this because this doesn't even explain just a fraction of my love for you but I guess its alright I don't think theres anyway to explain it.

I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of yelling. I'm tired of being sad. I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of being angry. I'm tired of feeling crazy. I'm tired of feeling stuck. I'm tired of needing help. I'm tired of remembering. I'm tired of missing things. I'm tired of being different. I'm tired of missing people. I'm tired of feeling worthless. I'm tired of feeling empty inside. I'm tired of not being able to just let go. I'm tired of wishing I could start all over.
I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. But most of all, I'm just tired of being tired.

Everyone has their own story. A reason they are the way they are. You have no right to judge someone you don't know. For all you know, today could be their last day alive.