xXMockingxJayXx

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Joined: July 18, 2011
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Well yep, I burned my left forearm on 10/27/2011.
I couldn't take it.
But yep, I kinda wished I didn't now. 
And Squidney, I'm sorry babes
 
Day Ten:
I told my friend about my cutting problem. She picked up a blade and put it in my hands and made me hold on to it for 3 hours straight. I really, really wanted to use it. I just want love, not another stupid mind game.
 
Day Six:
So there's this guy, and yeah, I think I really like him. But, there's a catch. He's 4 years older than me. Is that so wrong? That's all I could think about today. Is it slutty? I don't think so. Well I was with him all day today. And he called me Joy. I don't normally let people call me that but I let him. He's the best person I've known in a long time. So yeah, It's been a week. And I'm so proud of myself. And also, I ate today, in front of someone. I've had alot of problems with that too. So yeah, that was my boring day.
Love you Dom <3
Day Five:

Yeah, I know I missed day Four, but a guy asked me to go hang with him and his friends. I said yes, of course. He surprised me. He asked if I was okay. And for the first time, I said yes. And I meant it. I feel amazing. And I think I like this guy, and I think he likes me back. It's an amazing feeling, what I feel right now. Loved, wanted, cared for. Is this like, real? I feel like it's just a phase, I'm afraid I might want to start cutting again. No. Please. Don't make me go back there again..

(I've decided to keep this going for about a month, and if I feel like I need to keep venting I'll post more.)
Day Two:
Today, I woke up with scratch marks all over my arms.
They weren't serious, but it made me worry. Was I doing it my sleep too?
Well, I noticed the cuts and burns are starting to heal properly, but they'll probably scar. I still wore all of my braclets today, to hide them. I can't wait to be able  to take all of them off. There's gonna be one f*cking awkward tan line. Is that how long it's been? Wow, 4 years. 4 f*cking years. I can't wait until this is over.


  
      Day One:
My friend advised me to keep a journal or diary.
F*ck that. Witty's better.
Well  I woke up, and tried to go for my razors, then realized they weren't  there.
It's all sinking in. It's scary. But exciting. I'm afraid. But I' m not gonna give up again.
There's still  cuts and burns. I can't help but look at them. It feels strange. Thinking that I did that to myself. Well it doesn't matter now. I'm leaving that behind me.

 

I'm finally gonna do it.
I'm gonna stop cutting.
I'm sick and tired of the hate.
I want to be loved.
I'm going to change course.
I'm going to be happy, for once.
I just threw out all 4 of my razors, including the ones that I hid just in case.
It. All. Stops. Now.

 

     .ϟKRI||ƩX.