Joined: February 8, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 272063
Bye witty

Quotes by xXbewitchedXx

"To all the girls out there: You're beautiful"
-Demi Lovato 


to be honest
I am surprised i am still alive

®format by xXbewitchedXx

I lost the battle
a long time ago


Last night,I tried to talk my friend out of killing herself.I couldn't  convince her not to though.I woke up this morning after only 2 hours of sleep with a text saying"It didn't work"I was so happy.I cried.

But Last night,the last text I got from her was"I love you too"
I cried all night.And I cut all night.I was going to swallow three pills that I hoped would kill me.But I didn't.I just put them in my mouth.Powder from them got into my system.My stomach was wrenched.Then I relized,If she killed herself,what good would I be if I did too?
So my friend is ALIVE and so am I.

I'll take a razor to my wrist
A handful of pills for my mouth
A rope for my neck
And finally,I will be happy

Am I worthless?

Give me ONE good reason NOT to kill myself tonight.


       I am broken

I am scared

I am scarred

I am done


                                                                                                  format by xXbewitchedXx
going back to not eating.
wish me luck.


Diary ome
Today is the fourth day.February 11th.
Tomorrow is my best friends birthday.
Happy Birthday Emily.I love you.
I snapped.I took out a pair of scissors.
I pressed hard.
I pulled.I
actually had to bandage tis one.
In the process,I killed 9 butterflies.