"How can I put this so that you'll believe me?
You're not asleep,
and you're not dead. I'm here,
and I love
you. I have always loved you,
and I will
always love you. I was thinking of you,
seeing your
face in my mind, every second
that I was
away. When I told you thatI didn't want
you, it was
the very blackest kind of blasphemy."
*_Edward Cullen