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 "What matters isn't vanity; it's the inside that matters."-kimsnyder.
"i dont wanna just make love, i wanna make love last."-kellyclarkson.
"a heart dont break even."-thescript.
"when a girl says 'wahtever', she really hopes you get shot, fall off a bridge, raped by shark, then eaten by it."-?

let me start off, by saying im not your typical teenager. i'm far from perfect and im completely okay with it. To be perfect is to be barbie, to be barbie is to be fake. if youre fake, do yourself a favor and evacuate my page. i dont appreciate it when people judge someone they dont even know just by what they seem. i may seem like a bitch, but once you get to know me im one of the sweetest girls youll meet. i hate my name. though many people may not believe this, i am a country girl at heart. i go hunting and i play guitar, not to mention i sing my heart out. music isnt in my soul, music is my soul. there isnt one event that happens in my life that i cant explain with a song. i like loads of different types of music; my favorite artists/bands are:taylor swift, paramore, the band perry, hey monday, miranda lambert, arockettothemoon, leona lewis, brad paisley, secondhand serenade, eminem, and nicki minaj. not to mention loads more. i dont mind it when people say things about me, but if they say things about my family.. be prepared to throw down, or be thrown down. i have not fell in love, and am in no hurry to do so. being 13, i have my whole life ahead of me. im too mature for my own good, but i have my legit fun moments. i realize life doesnt last long and childhood especially doesnt either, so im trying to live it to the fullest. id rather be alone in my room than by people. im a unique girl with a complicated life and even more complicated personality. i dont expect you to understand what im saying when i say it, because i might not even understand. to be honest, im absolutely afriad to fall in love, to let someone bring down these walls ive built, to let someone unlock my heart and see whats inside. because ive witnessed my own sisters heartbreak. i sat in my living room, hearing her crying and tell my mom 'he promied, he promised' all the wayt up in my room; to which she replied, 'i know honey, i know.' she cried and cried, and she even gave him three chances that he threw in her face. i dont wanna be broken. i dont wanna give a boy the oppurtunity to break me into pieces. the truth is im scared to. i dont understand why everytime someone gets in a relationship and its automatically 'iloveyou' ; its like, you guys JUST got together.. but who am i to judge? i love to spend time with my baby cousins because she reminds me of a time when primping meant letting your natural hair run free and socializing meant playing outside with your cousins. she reminds me of a time when i didnt have anything  to worry about. i realize im writing a lot. but i have noone to trust, so i confide in my notebook, my guitar, and here. i have dark brown hair thats a b*tch to brush and hazel eyes that change from blue to green to grey to any color in between. i'm 5'2 and it feels like im shrinking. my favorite pop is mountain dew.; in case you havent noticed i change subjects with the click of my tounge. imma summer baby; maybe that explains why i love swimming soo much, my daddy calls me his fish. (not to mention 'hillbilly' and 'my little redneck') im a daddys girl at heart, always have been, always will be. illbe honest; there was a time when i cared about what people thought about me. but after i lost my mamaw in february, i dont give a shit what anyone thinks. that might sound super bitchy, but i just dont care if 'my hairs messed up' or 'i didnt do my makeup right' or 'ew, shes ugly.' my mamaw taught me it doesnt meatter what anyone thinks about you as long as youre yourself. restinpeace, iloveyou. <3
if your still reading this, i absolutely ADORE you. you're a pretty great person.

kimberlyannsnyder<313yrsold.
8thgrade;ljh. (â�«=♥)