xXxLaurenSomersx

And in every single

LOVE LETTER

he ever wrote her she underlined every single


I LOVE YOU

in red

Lauren
was in love with a guy
much older than herself
but that didnt stop her from falling in love with him
he told her she was _beautiful and that her ^smile lit up the enitre room
and that she just glowed when she entered the room and that he could turn off all the lights
and she would still be glowing. He told her things that no guy has ever came close to say.
Lauren has been in love with this guy for 4 years! And everyday her love grows stronger.
And then one day she saw him with another girl kissing and holding her tight.
Lauren's Heart was broken but she pretty much knew it was never gonna happen becuz
of the age difference but still Lauren went home crying herself to sleep. And the next morning
She remembered one thing he said "Its easier when you dont have to see the person u love becuz then you will eventually get over them, believe me i know!" so Lauren ran away! And we havent seen her since.

_{all mine}

i was making a list,
i was checking it twice,
in the middle of this,
i got tears in my eyes,
because it wont come true,
the only thing i wont for christmas 
⇒was you <--


_{half of mine.}

Jordan: Whats Up?
Me: laying in bed Crying...
Jordan: Whyyy!!!!!
Me: I dont feel very well...
Jordan: why whats wrong?
Me: My heart Hurts!


_{true convo on aim not lie. and Jordan is a guy and yes he is my bestestest friend ever.}

you know everyone says "Just get over him everything will be so much better!" Well if I could get over him dont you think i would be over him by now! and then they say the classic  "If he didnt want you, why would u want him?" or "You too good for him anyways so he didnt deserve you!" You know what i say??? If he doesnt want me now; he may want me in time, i just have to make him realize that the right girl is right in front of his face or if im too good for him why would i wanna date someone lower than me? Or maybe he does derserve me; he just doesnt know a great thing when he sees it!


_{i dnt know just pretty much fed up wtih everything and this heart ache. but its all mine. so do whatever makes you happy}

every morning its the same
i put on nice clothes, do my hair, my make-up, brush my teeth &+ just try to look perfect  and yet u still dont notice me, but ^HER!!! she wears sweats, her hair is a mess, shes wearing yesterdays make-up and u find her absolutely PERFECT!   i just dnt understand?

he looked at me; and said "yeah im dating someone."
and it took all i had not to cry and all i could say was "awe, well im happy for you." and he looked back into my eyes with his perfect smile and said "thanks, it means alot" and i looked back at him and smiled and said "I hope she realizes how lucky she is." he looked at me and laughed his perfect laugh and said "yeah she does, she told me that the other day and thats why i dont run around on her or anything." i smiled and gave him one last hug; just to feel his arms wrapped around me. and then i walked away and held back the tears.



_{actually story. all mine}

I placed his picture in a ^{b r} _{o k} ^{e n} frame
to remind me to NEVER f_all in love again.





_{all mine.}

She looked up to the sky
and said to the moon.
give me a sign.
all i want is for him
to _{l o v e} me