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Hey ya'll im ... well names arent really important . Im a girl, im 15 a sophomore in highschool . Single . Or as everyone else says 'forever alone' . I get picked on when it comes to my size ..i weigh about 90 pounds ..im 5 foot 3 . Im tiny . My parents are divorced, im hated by many and loved by none . I live in a small town in maine . Country music is my life, and is the cause of my high expectations . I want to find someone who really loves me . Who truely wants me . Im tired of being used . You are all perfect just the way you are, dont ever change . Follow for a follow . (+) Football games . Fall . Orange . Hunting . Fishing . Bonfires . Piles of leaves . Tailgates . Sunglasses . Horses&cows . Writing . Doodles . Photography . Books . Hoodies . FeildHockey . CountryBoys . (-) fakes . Smoking . Bullies . Mushrooms . City . Boats . Chickens . Snobs . SocialStudies . Music

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fading away

- - -chapter;five- - -
After my opointment i walked down to the kitchen, looking in all the rooms for the boy i hit with the door. I looked into one of the rooms, i saw a piece of green, i stood on my toes still sort of walking. I fell to the ground and looked up to see what i walked into, it was him, the boy with the hat. "Sorry....again" i said shyly, he laughed, it was deep but soothing. "Its iight, but we gotta stop meetin like this" he smiled down at me, "haha yeah" i got back up, "im headed to the kitchen to get somethin to eat, wanna come?" I said shyly, trying to keep my voice calm, unlike the butterflies that were in my stomach.

We walked towards the kitchen, i saw a dark unfamilar shadow coming down the hall, "im sure elizabeth is around here somewhere," a high pitched voice said, "good, i NEED to find my daughter." A low deep voice said, it was him, the man whokilled my mother. I ran into the nearest room, pulling the boy with me. I sat down quickly against the door.

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What do you guys think? Fave? Comment? Feedback would be great! Thank you for reading! I love you all, comment to be notified.(:
fading away.

---chapter;four---

I splashed my face with cool water, trying to wake myself up. I threw my straight chestnut brown hair into a side ponytail, touched up my eyeliner making my bright blue eyes stand out even more. I looked at myself in the miror for a good five minutes. And headed to see my therepist.
i slowly walked through the halls, taking the long way around. I arrived to the door, i turned the knob and started to push against the door. "Ouch!" There was a tall boy in a john deere hat standing infront of me, rubbing his head. "Im so sorry!" My face got red, i looked down at my cowboy boots. "Its cool, just try 'n be careful when you open up doors" he smiled and walked out of the room, i awkwardly watched him leave.

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I know its been a while since i last wrote, ive been really busy lately! Sorry! I hope i havent lost any readers, i know this one is kinda short but im running low on timee. Comment? Fave? Feedback? Comment to be notified, i love you all(:
fading away .

- - -chapter; three- - -
The lady walked me to the police car, and helpped me buckle up. "Im going to take you somewhere youll be safe with other kids, okay?" I just nodded in agreement, she got in the car and started driving down the road. Ahead there was a car accident that happened in an intersection, she called it in trying to focus on getting me somewhere safe, she turned the car around . While doing so someone hit the front corner of the car, making us spin uncontrolably. I panicked, it was hard for me to see what was going on .

*ten years later*
"Elizabeth, where are you hun? Its time for you to see your therepist" A lady from the orphanage called from ontop of the stairs that i always hid under that nobody new about, she walked away and continued to look for me. After my mom was murdered i liked to be alone, i didnt trust anyone; not even the police. They still werent able to find my mothers killer. I quietly ran up the stairs into the nearest girls bathroom.

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Elizabeth is now 15, her mom was murdered when she was 5. Incase you were confused on her age :b So What do you think? Like? Id love some feedback! Should i keep going? Im liking it so far! I hope you are too, i love you all! Comment to be notified(:
fading away

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Tears were flowing down my face i tried not to make any noise, i didnt know who the man in the house was but i knew he was bad and he had hurt my mom. "Elizabeth?" the voice called, i could hear him getting closer, i heard the closet door open, i stayed quite and completely still like i was told. In the distance i could hear sirens, "Sh*t! Oh well, I dont care about the kid anyways, shes not old enough to make a difference of find me" he ran out of the house.

The doorbell rang in the front of the house, i didnt know what to do, then pounding . "OPEN UP! THIS IS THE POLICE!" shortly after that door was broken too. I could hear footsetps throughout the house, someone came into the room i was in, they moved the clothes that i was under and found me. I started to tremble, tears poured down my face, it was a woman who found me. "Its okay come here youre gonna be alright, im with the Police, we're going to keep you safe okay?" I nodded, to show that i understood what
she was saying.

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What do you think? Im really liking it! I hope you are too! Not that many readers though, but the few of you who are reading thank you!! It means the world to me, i love you all!
fading away
- - -chapter; one- - -

I could hear my mom on the phone in the other room, she was panicking, id never heard her like this. She was pacing i could hear her footsteps, after listening to what she was saying, only hearing one side of the convorsation it sounded to me like she had called 9-1-1 . This worried me, i started to tremble, why was my mom calling 9-1-1?
There was a loud pounding on the back door, i heard my mom run to the other side of the house. There was a loud snap that came from the back door, someone broke the door. Who? Why was there someone in my house . I didnt know who . "Jane? Come here, im not going to hurt you or our little girl" a deep voice called, the words 'our little girl' kept running through my head. I didnt know my dad he left mom when he found out she was pregnant with me 5 years ago.
i heard foot steps go towards where my mom was, "there you are" the voice said, he laughed . Then there was a loud BANG!

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What do you guys think? Are you liking it at all? Personally I am, i hope you are . Let me know what you think, i love feedback! You all are amazing, and i love you! Comment to be notified.
fading away .

- - -prologue- - -
My mom rushed me into the room in the far corner of the closet. "Stay here, dont move unless i come get you, promise me Elizabeth you wont move an inch" my mother sounded panicky, she was putting jackets and shirts over me, "I love you my little angel" she guickly closed the closet door, "i love you too mommy" i whispered .

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I have some big ideas for this storyy, should be pretty exciting! I hope you like it, if you do fave it! Comment to be notified, id love some feedback! Please? The chapters wont be this short, this was just a little something to get me started . Thank you! I love you all!(:
You'll Never Know Until You Try .*;
On the first day of school all i wanted to do is hug him;
But he has a girlfriend .
I feel like a candle in a hurricane;
Like a picture with a broken frame .
Behind this smile;
Is a shattered heart .
A forgotten love .
A shaky body .
A nervous laugh .
A cringe when someone calls her name .
A lost soul .
A confused mind .
An unwanted child .