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My current story is "Young Forever" It's about a girl, and her best who has leaukemia. There trying to face every day struggles, and behind the scenes they're trying to cope with Emily's leaukemia. If you wanna know more, just give it a read <33 [;
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Young Forever
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20 Feedback is appreciated <3 [; thanks.

Emily’s Pov:
"Emily." I heard Fletcher whisper. "Yeah?" I mumbled sleepily. He kissed my cheek. "It's almost four. We need to get our stuff ready." He said quietly. I rolled onto my back and looked up at him and smiled. He leaned down and kissed me. "Alright, come on." He said, pulling me up off the bed. I slowly climbed out. "Fletch, I'm not feelin too good." I said, clutching my stomach. "Do you feel like you're going to throw up?" He asked nervously. I nodded my head slowly. He ran to the kitchen and grabbed a bucket. "Here." He said, handing me the bucket. He brought me to his car and buckled me in the front seat. "I'm going to bring you to the hospital. Alright?" He asked. I nodded my head weakily, and then threw up in the bucket. My eyes stung with tears. "I'm sorry." I said. He shook his head. "It's okay. You're not doing anything wrong. There's no need to apologize." He said, closing the door and running around to the other side and climbing in. We got to the hospital within fifteen minutes. In that time, I had thrown up four times. We pulled into a handicap parking, and fletcher came around and took me out of the car taking the bucket and dumbing it on the ground. He handed it back, and I hugged it closely. He took my free hand, and walked me into the hospital. "She needs to see a doctor right away." He said to the secretary. "Well you're going to have to wait in the waiting room with everyone else, young man." The secretary said. "You don't understand she-" "Go to the waiting room, or get out of the hospital." The secretary angrily said. Fletcher grabbed my hand, and pulled me to the waiting room. Everythin started to disappear. I couldn't see anything, but I could hear everything. "Fletcher," I said panicky. "I can't see anything." I grabbed on to his hand tighter, and I heard him scream. "We need a doctor. Hurry." Then everything went quiet.

Fletcher’s Pov:
I watched as they put Emily on a stretcher, and took them into the ER. I ran up to the secretary. "Can I go back with them?" I asked. She shook her head. "I'm sorry, but you can't until they have her all hooked up. I'll let you know." I slowly walked back to the waiting room, and took the farthest seat away from everyone. I sat down and put my head in my hands, and let the tears fall. I felt a hand on my back about a half an hour later, and I wiped my eyes. I looked up to see the nurse. "You can go and see her. She isn't doing to well though." She said. I got up, and grabbed the nurses hand. "Thank you." I said, taking off down to her room. I opened the door cautiously and peeked in. She was laying in the bed, clutching a blue teddy bear. "Hey Em." My voice cracked. "Hi Fletch." She said quietly. I could hear how week she is, and it made tears swell in my eyes. I closed the door, and slowly walked up to her bed. I took her hand, and kissed her head. "I love you so much." I said, putting my forehead to hers. I closed my eyes, trying to stop the tears. "Fletcher, I just want it to be over. I'm in so much pain." She said weakly, tears streamed down her face. "Please keep trying. I can't lose you." I said, kissing her forehead. She put her hands on my neck, and kissed me. "Fletcher, whatever happens happens. It's life." She said. "I know, I just don't want it to." I said, She mustered a small, weak smile. Which made me smile. "Will you call Abi, and my mom?" She asked me. I nodded my head and dialed her mom first. "Hello, Mrs. Welsh?" I asked. "Yes, Fletcher. What is it?" She asked. "It's Emily. I-I brought her to the hospital. She started throwing up this morning, and then she passed out." There was a pause. "I'm on my way. Please let her know." Then the line went dead. Then I dialed Abi's number. "Hello Fletcher." I heard her say happily. "Will you come to the hospital? Emily isn't doing to well, and she wants you to be here." I said. I heard her gasp. "I-I'm on my way. I'll be there shortly." She said, and then the line went dead. I walked back over to Emily. "They're on there way." She smiled sweetly at me. "Thanks Fletch, I love you." I love you too." I said, kissing her forehead.



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" we'll be young forever 'til forever stops..
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Young Forever

part 17 Feedback is appreciated <3 [; thanks.
Emily’s Pov:
I turned my light on, and grabbed my journal. Fletcher is coming over(: I love him so much. I put the date, and time up in the corner, then I flipped to the first page of my journal, and ripped it out. It was a list of things I wanted to do before I moved on. I laid there on my bed with my journal face down on my stomach. I held my list up above my head. I was feeling really tired, so I closed my eyes to rest.
I was startled by a light tap on my window. I looked at my clock, and it read 1:30. I had fallen asleep. I crawled off my bed, and pulled back the shades to see Fletcher sitting on the tree limb. He was smiling. I slid open my window, and he jumped in. “SHH” I hissed. “Sorry.” He whispered. I grabbed his hand and brought him over to my bed. I folded up my list, and stuck back into my journal. “What was that?” He asked pointing towards the journal. “It was nothing.” I said, pulling it close to me, and wrapping my arms tightly against it. “I wasn’t asking about the journal. I’ve known about that.. You showed me before I moved, remember? I was asking about the piece of paper you folded up and put in the journal.” He looked at me, his eyes searching my face. “It’s nothing.” I opened the journal, and pulled out my list, and put it into my bra. “Come on, lemme see it.” He begged. I shook my head, and he tackled me. He started to tickle me, and I tried my hardest not to screech. “Lemme see it Em.” He said. He sat on my stomach like he used to do when we were younger. “Noooo.” I tried pushing him off, but he wouldn’t budge. “Fine then I’ll get it myself.” He reached down into my shirt. “FLETCHER!” I said, louder than I should have. He pulled out my list. “Fletcher, come on.” I was crying at this point. It must have been the time of night because I was really tired. “Sorry Em.” He handed it back to me, and hugged me. “Why can’t I see it though? Is it a suicide letter?” He turned my body so I was looking at him. I was still crying.  I shook my head. He reached out his hands, and wiped my tears away, then he leaned in and lightly kissed me. “Em, you can trust me. Whatever is on that paper I can keep it a secret.” I looked into his eyes. “It’s nothing bad, I just don’t want to show it to you.” I crumpled the list, and shoved it in my back pocket. “That’s okay.” Fletcher leaned in and he kissed me. I leaned back, and Fletcher climbed over me. We kept going and going. I flipped him over, and climbed on top of him. He grabbed a hold of my belt loops, and pulled me closer to him. We eventually broke apart catching our breath. I rolled off him, and sat up. “I love you Fletch.” He wrapped his arm around me, and I rested my head on his shoulder. “I love you too Em.”

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Young Forever

part 15 Feedback is appreciated <3 [; thanks.

Dillon’s Pov:
After the bonfire was out, I walked Abi home. I still had the kiss on my lips, and I couldn’t be happier. I stopped, and I pulled Abi into me from behind. “Get on my back.” I whispered into her ear. She walked behind me, and jumped on my back, and I took of running. We both laughed. I brought her to a park close to her house. She sat on the swing, and I pushed her. By ten o’clock, we moved from the swings to seesaw, to the road. We laid in the middle of the road looking up at the stars. Abi curled up next to me, and held my hand. “Dillon?” Her voice was soft, and sweet. “Yeah?” I asked, turning my head to look at her. “How long?” I didn’t quite understand her. “How long?” I asked. “Yes, how long have you liked me?” She climbed up on top of me, and placed her chin on my chest. “Sixth grade, when we first started hanging out.” I smiled at her, and leaned up and kissed her forehead. She lifted her head, and kissed me. I picked up my head and kissed her back. She rolled off of me, and pulled me on top of her. Is she thinking we’re gonna get it on right here, right now in the middle of the road? I thought to myself. I stopped myself, and pulled away. “Abs, we gotta get you home.” I said standing up. I held out my hand. She took it, and I pulled her up. I walked her home,  and brought her up to her door. “Thanks for a great night.” She said hugging me. I could feel my face get hot. “No problem, but I was wonderin’..” I looked down at my feet. “Wondering what?” She asked, grabbing my hand. “I want you to be my girlfriend.” She smiled, and kissed me. When we finally broke apart for air, she hugged me, and whispered in my ear, “This has been the best night of my life.” Then she disappeared inside. “Ditto.” I said, then I headed home.

Fletcher’s Pov:
When my mom wasn’t obsessing over cats, she was drinking and passing out from being to drunk. Most of the time, I was on my own. I had to make my own dinner, and clean the whole house. My mom would be passed out on the couch. I walked into the couch to find my mom in the middle of the living room, face down. “Mom, I’m home but you don’t care cause your passed out on the floor.” I walked through the living room, and went down the hall to my room. I slammed the door shut, and laid on my bed. I closed my eyes for a brief moment, but I slipped into sleep.

* * * * *

I opened my eyes, and looked around my room, forgetting I was home. I sat up, and suddenly got dizzy. The feeling passed, and I stood up from the bed. I looked at my clock. 12:45 am. It was saturday, homecoming day. I picked up my phone, and dialed Emily’s number. Reluctantly, she answered. “You’re super lucky I’m awake.” She laughed. “I needed to hear your voice.” I laid on my bed, and looked up at the ceiling. “Awe.” Her voice was so soothing.  “Fletcher, come over.” I got up of the bed, and snuck out my window all though it wouldn’t have mattered. “I’m on my way.” I hung up the phone, and jumped into my car and drove to Emily’s house.



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Young Forever

part 14 Feedback is appreciated <3 [; thanks.

Emily’s Pov:
At home, I changed my shorts into sweatpants, and my tank top to a t-shirt. Are you coming to the bonfire tonight, I would really like for you to be my date to that to. I smiled dumbly at my phone, at the text Fletcher sent. Of course I am, why wouldn’t I? haha (:. My fingers flew over the keyboard of my phone. Cool, I’ll pick you up at 6.(: I clicked my phone shut, and smiled. I hopped in the shower, and cleaned the little hair I had. My hair looked like Ellen DeGenerous. After my shower, I pulled on my jean shorts, and my white Phineas and Ferb t-shirt. I applied my makeup, and then pulled on my perry the platypus nike dunks. Oh how I loved those nike dunks. I grabbed my harry potter quiditch jersey in case it got cold, and waited for Fletcher to arrive. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=33082050 6 o’clock rolled by, then 6:30, and then it was seven. There was a knock on the door, and I pulled it open. Fletcher stood there, with a smile on his face. I scowled at him. “You’re late Fletcher” I pushed past him, and walked to the car. He ran past me, and opened the door for me. “Thanks.” I said, a little softer. I got in, and he closed the door and ran around, and got in. “Sorry I’m so late, I helped my mom tidy up the house.” He started the car, and I looked out the window. “It’s all right.” I turned to him, and he held out his hand. I took it, and I smiled at him. “I love you Fletcher.” This surprised me that I said it, but I couldn’t take it back now. He would think I was crazy, or weird. His hand tightened around mine. “Em, eight years ago when I came to your house, I looked at you and with that one look, I thought you were the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. When we entered sixth grade, I started developing feelings for you that I had never felt before. By the summer going into seventh grade, I was going to tell you but then I realized that we were moving to New York so I decided not to tell you.” He glanced over at me, and I studied him. He pulled the car over. “Really? Do you still think I’m the most beautiful girl you’ve ever seen?” I asked him. He nodded his head. “Of course I do. Em, I love you.” I studied his face. “Kiss me.” I whispered. He looked at me, and his eyes scanned my face. He placed his hand lightly on the back of my neck. He looked into my eyes for the longest time, then he leaned in and kissed me.

Abi’s Pov:
I sat by the fire, Dillon right next to me. I leaned my head on his shoulder. He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him. “How have you been?” Dillon asked me. He pulled me up onto his lap, and I placed my head on his shoulder. “I’ve been great.” I wrapped my arms around his waist. “When did you guys start dating?” Nate Damon came up behind us. Nate was one of Dillons friends. “Oh.” Dillon turned his head. “We aren’t dating, we’re just friends.” I climbed out of his lap, and sat beside him. “Yup, just friends.” I crossed my arms, and shivered. “I’m freezing.” I complained. Dillon pulled off his football jacket, and placed it around my shoulders. I pulled it around me, and buttoned the top button. “Thanks.” I smiled and gave him a small peck on the cheek. He smiled a flawless smile. Nate sat down next to Dillon, and whispered in his ear. I didn’t hear what he said, but I heard my name. Dillon looked over at me, and smiled then turned back to Nate and nodded. “What?” I leaned over, and got up in Nates face. “What did you just say?” I asked more stern. “Nothing.” He got up and left. “What did he say?” I begged. “Do you... uh, like me?” Dillon looked at me. I let my hands fall into my lap. “So, how have you been?” I tried to change the subject, but he kept going right back to it. “Don’t try to change the subject. Abi, I like you and I want to know if you like me back because I don’t want to embarrass myself.” I looked into his eyes, and I saw it. I climbed into his lap, and I wrapped my arms around his neck, and my legs around his waist. “Yes, of course I do.” I leaned in, and I kissed him hard.


" we'll be young forever 'til forever stops..
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Young Forever
part
13 Feedback is appreciated <3 [; thanks.

Abi’s Pov:
I flicked my eyes open, looking over at the clock. It was 6:15. I had beat my alarm clock. I went my normal morning routine. I took extra long in my shower this morning, thinking about the day. I got out of the shower, and dried off. I took a long look in the mirror at myself. I opened my closet, and took a look at all of my clothes. I had to look extra good today for Dillon. I decided I was gonna change my look a bit. I picked out my ivory floral dress, and a love pendant necklace to accompany it. Then I went into my moms room quietly, took her blue HOBO purse, and her pink heels. I put on all my makeup, and decided to keep my hair curled, then I placed my orange 'misty meadow' headband on my head. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=33027549 I was ready to take Dillons breath away. The bus pulled up, and the doors swung open. I got up onto the bus, and sat in my normal seat. "Abs, you look... Different!" I smiled at her. "Dillon asked me to homecoming." She screeched really loud, and the bus driver looked up. "Quiet down please!" He said through the intercom. "Sorry." Em and I laughed. "That's awesome!" She said. I nodded my head, and my curls bounced around my shoulders. At school, Em and I met up with Fletcher at our lockers, and walked up to breakfast. We sat at the table, and I felt a light tough on my shoulder. I turned around, to see Dillon standing there. His smile lit up the room, which made me smile. “Hey Dillon. Sit.” I patted the seat next to me, and he sat down. “So, you’re Emily?” He asked pointing in her direction. “Yes.” She said with a little smile. “Nice to meet you.” Dillon smiled, holding out his hand. Emily took it politely, and they shook hands. We sat for a bit talking about saturday, and the homecoming bonfire when the bell went off. “See ya Abs, bye Emily” Dillon waved as he stood up, and left the cafeteria. Em and I stood up, and Fletcher walked us to our homeroom. Him and Em hugged, and we went and sat in our usual seats. Mr.Tyler was absent, so Em and I talked through the whole class. “So, I’m really excited about the bonfire tonight.” Em smiled at me. “Oh my goodness, me too.” I said, louder than I had meant. “Is there something you would like to tell the class Ms.Mills?” The sub, Mrs.Stewart, stood there with her hands on her hips, staring intently at me. “Uh, no, just asking Emily about the math equation.” Emily nodded her head vigorously. She went back to doing the problem on the board. The bell finally rang, and it was time for computer tech. “Computer Tech is such a stupid class.” I complained, throwing my head back. The teacher was Mr.Harrison. He was older than time. His glasses were extremely thin, wire rimmed, and he was bald. His tone was monotonous, and he put me to sleep every class. “Okay class, your project today is to make a keynote of your interests. There must be 45 slides. Needs to include, likes, dislikes, family, friends, pets, interests, hobbies, etc., etc.” Em and I looked at each other, and rolled our eyes. Emily leaned over towards me. “Dislikes; Mr.Harrison, Likes; When this class is over.” We both laughed, causing a scene. Mr.Harrison walked over to us and put his hands on our shoulders. “May I speak with you two in the hall?” We stood up, and followed Mr.Harrison to the hallway. We could hear people giggle, and whisper. I turned and gave them all a thumbs up and they laughed. “I will not tolerate you two disrupting my class anymore.” He started once we were in the hallway. “I have talked to the principle a few times, and we have come to an agreement. This is not the only class you have disrupted. We have decided we are splitting you two apart in every class.” Em and I looked at each other, and at the same time screamed, “NO! That’s not fair.” Mr.Harrison shook his head. “Life’s not fair girls, so enjoy your last class together.” We walked into the room, out faces turned down. “This sucks.” I heard Emily mumble. “I know, I hate this school, and all of it’s teachers except Mr.Tyler.” I mumbled back. Emily nodded her head, then we got back to work.


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Young Forever
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12 Feedback is appreciated <3 [; thanks.

Emily’s Pov:
I ran for the school as fast as I could, but it wasn't fast enough. Fletcher grabbed my arm, and yanked me towards him. I tried as hard as I could to get away but I couldn't, so I just gave up. He pulled me into a hug, and I burst into tears. "Fletcher, I don't want to go to homecoming because I'm ugly, not because you asking me was boring." He let his arms fall to his side. "YOU'RE NOT UGLY EM, STOP SAYING THAT!" He shouted. I put my head in my hands. Fletcher pulled me into a hug. "I'm sorry Em, but you're not ugly."  I escaped his grasp. Abi walked up to me, and shoved me. It was a light shove though. “Hey, what was that for?” I asked her. “I don’t know, just felt like doing it.” She let out a little chuckle. “Come on guys, it’s five o’clock. We should get heading home.” Fletcher said, motioning us forward. He grabbed my hand, and suddenly, it was really hot.

Abi’s Pov:
Fletcher opened the car door, letting me in. Emily sat in the front. Fletcher turned on the radio, and Young Forever was playing. Hey hey we’ll be young forever, we’ll be young forever til’ forever stops. I sang. “Wow, you’re really good.” Fletcher said. “Thanks, but not really.” I laughed. Em turned around and looked at me. “Yeah, you’re not good, you’re freaking amazing.” Emily screeched. We all laughed. Fletcher pulled up to my house. “Bye guys, see you tomorrow.” I said getting out of the car. They both waved, and then they drove off. “Where have you been?” My mother asked, as I walked through the door. “I stayed after.” At least it wasn’t a complete lie. “Okay sweetie next time just tell me.” With that, I was up the stairs in my room. I put my phone on my night stand, and jumped in the shower. After my shower, I pulled on my pink short shorts, and my lime green tank top. My phone started to vibrate, assuming it was Emily, I didn’t get to it right away. After dinner, I laid in my bed. I picked up my phone about to text Emily when I realized I had forgotten all about the text I had gotten earlier. It was from Dillon Smith. Dillon was a year older than I was, and he was one of my best friends back in junior high. He was a lot taller than I was, with green eyes, and thick brown hair.  He had the cutest dimples. I opened the text message, and it read: Hey Abs, it’s Dillon. Well homecoming is coming up, and I was wondering maybe if you wanted to go with me. If you don’t I understand, but please consider it. I jumped up and down, and did a little dance. I replied Yes Yes Yes, most definitely. I will go to homecoming with you <3 He replied almost instantly. I’ll pick you up at eight saturday night. I did another little dance, then flopped onto my bed. I fell asleep with a smile on my face that night. I had a date to the homecoming dance.

 


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Young Forever
part
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Emily’s Pov:
Abi left around noon, leaving me and Fletcher alone so we could catch up. "So, do you got a boyfriend." Fletcher asked, jabbing me in the side with his elbow. I laughed. "No, I've only been going to this school for what, a month now. Abi's my only friend here." He smiled, and laid back against the bed. I leaned on my side, and looked at him. "Do you have a girlfriend?" I asked him. "I'm not sure, it's complicated. It's pretty hard to read her." I sat up, and pulled on leg onto the bed, and left the bed, and left the other one hang down. "Oh.." I leaned against my backboard, and smiled. He climbed up next to me, and leaned against the backboard. "Hows it going Em?" He asked taking my hand. "It's going great, just peachy." I said sarcastically. "Come on, how are you really?" He put his arm around my lower back, and pulled me closer to him. "I'm scared Fletcher. I'm scared I won't live to graduate, get married, have a family, watch my children grow up, and worst of all if I do happen to have kids, I'm afraid they'll be like me." I laid my head on his shoulder, as tears slipped down my cheeks. "Em there's nothing wrong with y-" "I'm sick Fletcher, and I may not live long enough to go to prom." I pulled my hand away from Fletchers, and got up off the bed. I walked over to my window seat, and sat there looking out into the horizon. I hears Fletcher get up off the bed, and heard a few footsteps. He stopped a foot away from me. I pulled my legs up to my chest, and motioned for Fletcher to sit. He sat, and put his hand on my knee. "You're going to be fine." I shook my head, and started to cry. I crawled over to Fletcher, and he wrapped his arms around me, pulling me into his chest. "Sh, sh, Em it's alright." He tried to soothe me. He kissed the top of my head, and rocked me back and forth. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and sat in his lap. I had been strong until this moment. Fletcher had brought out my true feelings, and I hated him for it. Not really, I loved him for it. I loved him.


" we'll be young forever 'til forever stops..