xbeautifulx_Xnightmare

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Birthday: October 18
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SO HERE'S MY LIFE

A day to be

free...

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About Me:;

Hai. My names LilyJane. I had another account on here called Smiile4mehbabe24, but i don't use it anymore.

I'm a pretty easy person to get along with and I love meating new friends, the only problem with that?, well I'm what you would call,,, socially awkward ; ) so don't be shy! I try to live bythe motto "Never regret, becuase at one poiint it was exactly what you wanted. I live for turning awkward moments into funny situations.

I also live by myyy sellf motto of, "If I can't help myself, I will help other people." I live by this because I battle daily with severe depression. It's not that I've had an abosolutely terrible liife, I've just been through alot of unneeded situations. Not too mention I've got a chemicle problem going on. No biggie. Life must go on? Right? Right. : I

I hate when people leave me. Not in a clingy way, but in a "I was so used to being great friends with you and suddenly you go and backstab me ya sonofabitch!"

I'm extremely random, and try to be full of energy as much as I can.

God is my rock.

Sophmore in Highschool, woooh.

I like helping people or just listening to vents, so don't hesitate : )

I like watching anime, and I read alot. I also love hanging with friends.

Random fact, I am bisexual, don't like it, don't talk to me, or don't mention it. Nuff said.

Things I hate;

School.

People who lie.

People who are fake.

Life. ; )

People who leave.

People who try to tell me:

1.) Who I Am,

2.) What I did,

3.) What I'm Doing.

Heart Break</3

Things I love;

My best friend.

Writing stories and poems.

Being a kid.

Not caring.

Shopping.

The scent of new cars : D

Guy friends who respect you.

&& Rain<3 ; D

Music?;;

I'll like anything thats not country

along with most hip hop -_-

[No Order]

The Killers, Belle and Sebastian,

Linkin Park, Avenged Sevenfold,

Secondhand Serenade, Snow Patrol,

DeathCabForCutie, Madona, Linka,

The Shins, ARCTIC MONKEYS,

Dead By Surnise, I Set My Friends On Fire,

Tearwave, Stars, Bon Iver, Blink 182,

Morgan Lawrence, Greenday,

Annnddddd Yeahhh

Oh hai there.
Do you like these trees?
I do.
Well. Let's see. I like grammar. Grammar is my best friend.
I guess I'm a person, but honestly, I don't think I am.
I think I'm something else.
This is like a diary.
Please respect it.

Hi.
Well, this is awkward.
Should we shake hands?
J.k. human contact is gross. : D
So I am me, Lily.
I am lots of things.
I'd like to think that I am everything,
I just haven't reached it yet,
or that maybe I can reach it,
but never will.
Everything is here for me,
but it just isn't tangible.
Everything is in the space that
surrounds us, and I am inside space,
therefore, can't I be everything too?
Can't I fade into it all?
The everythings and nothings?
See my thought process?
I'm kind of odd.

Do you know what it is to be a lover?
A half of a whole?

Okay, here's the basic run-down:

~Junior in the fall, 16 as of Oct 18th

~God is a rock

~Bisexual

~Not a fan of bull shit, so take it else where

~ I love talking to people

~Everyday I'm Tumblin' <- ask?

~Not a fan of facebook

~Currently I have to pee

~Leaveee someeee lovvvinn's?

~I kinda prefer black and white quotes

-Want to know a good way to piss me off?

Typing like you have no fingers.

So please, if you can help it,

dnt typ lik dis.

"Be humble for you are made of earth. Be
noble for you are made of stars. "

Quotes by xbeautifulx_Xnightmare

So my sophomore class had to all meet in the auditorium as the vice principal droned on about choosing classes for next year. It made me so depressed. I don’t even know what I want to do with my life. I have no motivation for anything. I just want to kill myself and not have to do anything ever again. And not only was I depressed but I was angry. I realized that I would be graduating in two years. That doesn’t seem like any time at all. I always thought that I would be the kid that didn’t cry at graduation because I hate this place and everyone here so much. But sitting in that auditorium in between the few close friends that I have, made me realize that this sheltered life I’m living is going to disappear, and there’s nothing I can do to stop it. I don’t want to leave those people as much as I never want to see them again. It was just sad.

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