xbeautifulx_Xnightmare

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Joined: November 13, 2009
Last Seen: 7 years
Birthday: October 18
user id: 93512
Gender: F
 
 A day to be
Hai. My names LilyJane. I had another account on here called Smiile4mehbabe24, but i don't use it anymore.
 I'm a pretty easy person to get along with and I love meating new friends, the only problem with that?, well I'm what you would call,,, socially awkward ; ) so don't be shy! I try to live bythe motto "Never regret, becuase at one poiint it was exactly what you wanted. I live for turning awkward moments into funny situations.
 
I also live by myyy sellf motto of, "If I can't help myself, I will help other people." I live by this because I battle daily with severe depression. It's not that I've had an abosolutely terrible liife, I've just been through alot of unneeded situations. Not too mention I've got a chemicle problem going on. No biggie. Life must go on? Right? Right. : I
 
I hate when people leave me. Not in a clingy way, but in a "I was so used to being great friends with you and suddenly you go and backstab me ya sonofabitch!"
I'm extremely random, and try to be full of energy as much as I can.
16
God is my rock.
Sophmore in Highschool, woooh.
I like helping people or just listening to vents, so don't hesitate : )
I like watching anime, and I read alot. I also love hanging with friends.
Random fact, I am bisexual, don't like it, don't talk to me, or don't mention it. Nuff said.
 
Things I hate;
School.
People who lie.
People who are fake.
Life. ; )
People who leave.
People who try to tell me:
1.) Who I Am,
2.) What I did,
3.) What I'm Doing.
Heart Break</3
 
 
Things I love;
My best friend.
Writing stories and poems.
Being a kid.
Not caring.
Shopping.
The scent of new cars : D
Guy friends who respect you.
&& Rain<3 ; D
 
Music?;;
I'll like anything thats not country
along with most hip hop -_-
[No Order]
The Killers, Belle and Sebastian,
Linkin Park, Avenged Sevenfold,
Secondhand Serenade, Snow Patrol,
DeathCabForCutie, Madona, Linka,
The Shins, ARCTIC MONKEYS,
Dead By Surnise, I Set My Friends On Fire,
Tearwave, Stars, Bon Iver, Blink 182,
Morgan Lawrence, Greenday,
Annnddddd Yeahhh
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Oh hai there.
Do you like these trees?
I do. 

Well.  Let's see.  I like grammar.  Grammar is my best friend.
I guess I'm a person, but honestly, I don't think I am.
I think I'm something else.

This is like a diary.
Please respect it.














Hi.
Well, this is awkward.
Should we shake hands?
J.k. human contact is gross. : D
So I am me, Lily.
I am lots of things.
I'd like to think that I am everything,
I just haven't reached it yet,
or that maybe I can reach it,
but never will.
Everything is here for me,
but it just isn't tangible.
Everything is in the space that
surrounds us, and I am inside space,
therefore, can't I be everything too?
Can't I fade into it all?
The everythings and nothings?
See my thought process?
I'm kind of odd.























































 

Dyoknowhaiitblover?
A half of a whole?

 

Okay, here's the basic run-down:
 
~Junior in the fall, 16 as of Oct 18th
~God is a rock
~Bisexual
~Not a fan of bull shit, so take it else where
~ I love talking to people
~Everyday I'm Tumblin' <- ask?
~Not a fan of facebook
~Currently I have to pee
~Leaveee someeee lovvvinn's?
~I kinda prefer black and white quotes
 
-Want to know a good way to piss me off?
Typing like you have no fingers.
So please, if you can help it,
dnt typ lik dis.


"Be humble foyou are made of earth. Be
nobl
e for you are made of stars. "

 

Comments by xbeautifulx_Xnightmare

xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to RawrrItsJenny
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Awh thanks hun so are you : O
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to FightingAgainstAnorexia
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Happy belated birthday. You're so beautiful and inspiring, its incredible. There are seriously no words to describe how amazing you are. Stay strong < 3
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to theworldhassecrets
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Hi, I've noticed that you haven't really been posting anything lately, and when you do its in short bursts. If you ever need someone to help out and post things, feel free to comment on my profile about it or ask for my email, or even aim if anyone still uses that.
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to leahhpeakea
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Aha yeah sure
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to Yoroichi_Cat555
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OMGOSH OMGOSH OMGOSH LOL LIKE YUKI FROM MIRAI NIKKI!? or is this different
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to Yoroichi_Cat555
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Meh yeah I try to just ignore her now. And oh gosh no same, those pictures on tumblr of Light and L slighhtllllly creep me out. What type of fan fiction is it?
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to skinnyplease
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: O Okay good luck! Comment on my page when ever if you need help or encouragement ^-^
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to leahhpeakea
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Aha oh thanks, you're pretty too. And. Well that's a sticky situation. I actually implore you to NOT go and try that.
1: If you said that you liked him, he could be weirded out and not talk to you, or it just be hella awkward.
2: Let's say he does like you, and you guys date, and eventually, you're going to break up. What then? Where's your best guy friend now? It sucks. It just really freaking sucks. Anybody who has been in this situation can attest to that.
But. Likely, you will not listen to the previous stated advice that is a bit more practical. So here's probably what you want to hear.
1: Do simple, nice things. Like smiling. Smiling does a lot. Like when he walks into a room, just smile, so he knows that YOU enjoy his presence.
2: Flirting. Not obnoxious flirting, but cute flirting. Like joking hold his hand. Maybe tickle him sometimes. Keep doing new things until it becomes ruitine. Maybe you could even stop and see if he notices a difference.
3: Texts. Maybe send him a good morning text. Something silly like, "WAKE UP : D " Not too cutesy, but something. Keep communicating with him. Using everything. Communicate with your eyes, your smiles, your touch.
4: Be silly. But be you.
Above all. If he tells you that he doesn't like you, you need to accept it. Guys don't like girls that hang onto them. Sometimes being a friend is the best we can do.
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to AnnaEcstasy
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FEBRUARY 20TH LIFE BEGINS AGAIN < 3
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to skinnyplease
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I thought you gave up oh my goodness! Are you trying again?
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to AnnaEcstasy
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YES and I'm way too excited. Do you watch Degrassi? I don't really watch tv, but what I do watch, I'm obsessed with o . o
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to AnnaEcstasy
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Ahhh I was just wondering if you did. And yeeeeep, I thought it started in February like Degrassi but I was mislead > . > '
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to AnnaEcstasy
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Meh, bored, trying to catch up on Pretty Little Liars because I had no idea that it started in January >: O Also trying not to eat lots of fooooodd so I'm drinking watter like crazzzyyy. Do you watch pll?
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to AnnaEcstasy
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Helllloooo, how are you?
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to weneversaynever
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Yeah I ended up texting him. It's just annoying. Because if I wasn't in the situation I'd be like what the heck is your problem, obviously you should tell your dad. But its different... gah I texted him anyway. Thank you for the comment.
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to AnnaEcstasy
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Hola, what's up?
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to tashaissocoollike
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Aha awh thanks, so are you hun < 3
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to lilschmitty09
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Aweeesomeeeenesssssssss x P So what type of music do you listen to?
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to cookieluverr
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Aha awh thank you : O
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xbeautifulx_Xnightmare 1 decade ago to AmandaxXx
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Awh no that's not gross! It's okay! And sure of course hun, if you have any questions, if it really does come, don't feel hesitant to comment on my profile. Happy New Year ~
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