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Hi everyone.
just wanna get a message out there. 
Our society is so repulsive.
So many people care too much about other people rather than themselves.
It's fine to not like someone. 
It's fine to have no respect for someone. 
Its not fine to think harshly of them because of their actions.
Actions that dont involve you. 
Unless theyve hurt you, it isnt fine.
of course, i judge people.
my friends do, all of society does. 
Im just so disgusted with the outrageousness of people today. 
What is the benefit for you by judging someone.
i just dont get it. 
sometimes, we can't even control it, its become an accepted habit of society.
Accepted.
Which means, we've learned to deal with the fact that we can't stop it.
that its a part of humanly teenagerly nature. 
but we can stop it. 
like if you say "i hate how she dresses"
does the way she dress affect you?
is she like Christ himself who can affect you with a single breath
no 
shes a girl. who is similar to you in a countless number of ways. 
whose actions do not affect you whatsoever.
so the next time you wanna judge someone just because theyre a sl/t or a loser or a b/tch or whatever
think.
it wont do anything beneficial for you.
and it surely will not make you appear as a kind person.
please. try everyone. 
be better. change this world.
im sick of the cruelty and judging and bullying.
think before you speak.
stay strong beauties.


 

 

maybe i still love you. "all this time ive been wasting hoping you would come around." i try to get over the fact that maybe it just wasnt meant to be but i cant. i wish that one day you'll "come back come back come back to me like this was a movie." i made a mistake and i know it. having you not talk to me makes it even worse, maybe you're saying "i cant say hello to you and risk another goodbye." i dont know, maybe we'll never talk again, maybe another chance will come. "cant turn back now im haunted." because me falling in love with you caused me to "remember it all too well." i bet you think "i either moved on or hate you." but i dont. ive made a big mistake of trying to move on, maybe its an even bigger mistake trying to hold on. i did love you, you were my first love, the first one who met my parents, the first to actually know me. "And you just see right through me but if you only knew me we could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable Instead of just invisible." yeah we're invisible, we're over, physically. mentally in my mind, "i see sparks fly whenever you smile.", "the way you move is like a full on rainstorm." , "you are the best thing thats ever been mine." and "its a love story." my only wish is for you to come back. because "i know, i know, i just know, you're not gone, no, you cant be gone. no."

IM FEELING IT TODAY ITS GONNA BE A TOP QUOTE PEOPLE MAKE WAY FOR
LE PERFECT QUOTE
*an hour later*
Me: LETS SEE HOW MANY FAVES I GOT 
*le confident*
*checks notifications*
*one fave*
Me: WHY IS MY LIFE SUCH A DISSAPOINTMENT
*le cries to sleep*
 

You had me at hello♥

 

 Dear my ex,

I wonder everyday if I ever come across your mind. Now that i'm over you, i wanna know do you ever think about anything we said to eachother or did with eachother. Remember when you told me you were never gonna break up with me? I remember it. I dont know why but i believed you. You dont realize what you did wrong, you told me the biggest lie. You made me feel amazing and special and like i was yours and only yours and i was going to be forever. But now im your best friends girlfriend. I wonder everyday if that maybe bothered you a little bit, you know i was once your girl. i was all yours. but you dumped me, you dumped me with a lie too, we can just be friends. But what are we now? strangers. i dont even text you anymore, i only see you when your with my boyfriend and i tell him never to take you anywhere, so i barely see you. you avoid me, when i do try to text you, you treat me like im nothing, like nothing ever happened. You were mine, my little almost ginger, my short, my cute, my sweet, my small, my soccer playing, fohawk wearing boyfriend. Some days i remember i am over you and some days those memories haunt me. But im done with you, im done. I will always have the memories, but you dont mean anything to me anymore.