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Forever Is a Long Time..
I woke up in a bed I haven't slept in, in nearly a month. It was scary at first because I didn't realize where I was, but then I remembered I left my sister to come back to Miami. I slowly got out of bed and made my way to my closet. My mom wasn't home, I couldn't hear the coffee brewing in the kitchen. I figured she went out somewhere, but I'm not sure where. I shrugged and pulled out a romper with a oversized white cardigan and some brown gladiators. I got dressed, did my make-up which consisted of just some powder, eyeliner, and mascara, and I just scrunched my hair into my perfect beachy waves, and softly toutched my anchor necklace that lays on my neck perfectly. My father gave me this just about a year ago when he was diagnosed with cancer. I wear it everyday because it has always reminded me of him and I feel safe where ever I go because I know he is always with me. I clumped down the stairs and made myself a bowl of cereal and turned on the news. 6:57. The sun was still rising, I took a peak out the window onto the beach right outside of my house. Beautiful. I missed it here, a lot.
I finished my cereal and picked up my bag for school. I started to walk towards my car, but I got a text from my friend Mia

Mia: Need a ride?! I'm heading your wayy

I really was fine driving but I haven't seen Mia in a while so I was excited when I saw her name light up on my screen.

Me: Yeah sure! I haven't seen you in forever girly(:
Mia: OMG I know! You disappeared to Rhode Island over the summer! I bet you've changed so much!

Ohh right, I forgot to tell Mia about my 'change' I doubt she will even recognize me. At this point, I really didn't care. I just didn't want to see everyone at school today stare at me and whisper and says things like 'oh my gosh is that really Lucy?' I'm just not in the mood. I didn't know what to say to Mia so I just said..

Me: You'll be surprised aha
 
She replied in a heartbeat.

Mia: Turning onto your street now(: I'll honk!

Me: Haha okay, I'll run out!

I quickly ran inside and got some money for lunch today, and my student ID. I took a glance at what I looked like last year and threw it in my bag with discust. All of a sudden I heard a horn beep and stormed out of the house grabbing my keys.



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Forever Is a Long Time..
I was a totally different person. I lost 62 pounds, I was very slim and tan. My blue eyes popped out against my tan skin. My long black hair was about down to my belly button and my hair had that beachy wave affect. My lashes were naturally long and perfect. I didn't even recognize myself. I just don't want to go back into high school. I'm afraid of what people would say, or think when they saw me. I'm very self conscious and care way to much about what people say. It's crazy, I know but I've been hiding away all summer in Rhode Island, where my older sister Ella lives. Not everything is perfect though. My father passed away just three month ago, right before school was let out. It is still a very touchy subject for me and hard to talk about. It still affects my family and I in many ways. I haven't talked to my mom in about a month, I spent my whole summer with my sister because my mom just needed time and because my sister is in college and I don't see her often I have nobody. My mom bairly talks to me and is still grieving over my fathers death and everyday is a nightmare.
Oh, I'm sorry. Allow me to introduce myself, my name is Lucy, Lucy Street and this is me..

Forever Is a Long Time..
The cool air blows through my hair and whips it across my face. Chills start to tingle up my spine, causing me to shiver a little. I shift myself under the tall oak tree in my backyard. The sun is setting and tomorrow is the first day of junior year. I'm soaking in the rest of summer, trying to grasp how fast it went by. The sunset is beautiful. Colors of purple, blue, pink, and yellow cause my eyes to fall into a trance. I start to relax, melting into the heart of the tree. I don't want to go back. I just wish everything would stop, that I could just freeze this moment forever and have it stay like this. I could just sit here for hours to ask the question, is everything here make believe? But, I know the world isn't just going to stop for me. I changed this summer, a lot. Physically and emotionally. In sophomore year I use to be the freaky nerd girl that had glasses, acne, a terrible sense of style, was a little on the heavier side, and had no voice. I was tired of being passed in the halls and ignored, being told that I didn't have a choice in of what I wanted to do in my life. I wanted to change all of that, and summer was when all of this happened. I have transformed, completely. I look nothing like before. I should be ecstatic, but I'm not. Something has got me holding onto nothing...

C U Next Tuesday, Ke$ha

That akward moment when your
15
and nobody tells you they love you.

nott minee, tumblrrr*

*Boy and Girl are walking around the mall*
Girl: Hey, do you think that girl is pretty? I do! *Points out pretty girl*
Boy: She’s alright.
Girl: Oh… Okay, how about that one? Shes really pretty!
*Points out another girl*
Boy: Haha, that girl’s not pretty or ugly. She’s average.
Girl: Oh… you have really high standards.
Boy: I guess you can say that.
Girl: Okay, fine. Once you see one, point her out!
Boy: Haha, alright.
*Boy and Girl walk around some more*
Boy: OH! I found one!
Girl: Really?! Where?!
*Boy puts arm around Girl’s shoulder*
Boy: Right here.
♥ 




not mine, tumbr(:

It's a beautiful night
                                    we're lookin' for something dumb to do 

hey baby, i think i wanna marry you

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