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What if finding the love of your life, meant changing the life that you loved?



My biggest fear is that I will become too comfortable with the idea of being lonely for the rest of my life

Your memory is a way of holding on to what you are, what you love, and what you never want to lose.

As you walk away I see the fire in your eyes and I can hear the laughter in your voice, as you watch my heart break. And I'm frozen. I can't find the words to tell you that I hate you. I can't tell you how I wish you would just leave my life forever. And I can't tell you how much I hope she hurts you. So instead I tell you I love you. Hoping that the fire in your eyes dies down, and the laughter in your voice becomes tears in your eyes, and you turn around and unbreak my heart. Only to realize that wishes often don't come true, and hearts are more often then not, broken. And I stand there and watch you walk away.

Some dreams just fade away. Like yesterday's sunset. Some dreams are made to stay. He's one dream I'll never forget.

I just want one chance, thats it. One chance for you to kiss me, and to hold me. And if even then, you still don't have feelings for me, then, only then, I would let go.

I know I shouldn't like him because I know Its not working. So I convince myself I don't. And then I see him. And he'll smile. Or just say hello, and then all the convincing just disappears.

I should just forget about you, but i would neve forgive myself if I did.

If the sun should refuse to rise, and the moon doesn't hang in the night. The tides won't change, seasons rearrange, when the world is through, I will still love you.

You have so much power over me, you'd be surprised if you only knew. I wonder what you'd say if you knew that I woke up every morning with you on my mind, showering thinking of you, listening to my music thinking of you, putting on my make-up for you, fixing my hair for you, wearing skirts for you, sittin in school thinking of you, walking in the hallways looking for you during and in between class, talking on the phone about you, lying in bed at night thinking of you, and falling asleep thinking of you. If only you knew. How you send my heart spinning every time you look into my eyes and stare until we pass. If only you knew how everything around me darkens, the voices all around me fade, all I hear is my heart pounding, and all I see are your beautiful eyes staring into mine. If only you knew how much you meant to me. I just wonder what you'd say.

After a while you learn
the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn
that love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't always mean security.
And you begin to learn
that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises
and you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child
and you learn
to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is
too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way of falling down
in mid-flight.
After a while you learn
that even sunshine burns
if you get too much
so you plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone
to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure
you really are strong
you really do have worth
and you learn
with every goodbye, you learn...

We are all a little weird, and life is a little weird. In addition, when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness-and call it true love.

I cry because you
left
and I never got to tell
you
that you were the
love
of my life..

It's easier just to pretend that I don't still love you, then to try to explain all the reasons why I still do.

I’m trying hard not to miss you. Trying hard not to feel empty when I don’t see you. I’m losing my mind over you, and I can’t live without you.

There are some magical people in this world, they have the power to touch lives in unique ways. That's why I just wanted you to know that in my life, you are amazingly, the one magical person I'm glad I've known.

I gaze up at the sun, and I'm comforted because I know that the same sun's light is shining in your face.

You will never know true pain until you look into the eyes of someone you love and they look away.

The day i lost you, is the day my whole world fell apart, the day i became lost, the day i gave up all hope, the day i stopped caring.. the day you broke my heart.

If a tear fell from my eyes, for everytime I wished you were back here with me, I would have a puddle of dead wishes at my feet.

Lately i have been remembering all the good times we had together, you have no idea how much that scares me, because i know if i forget all the bad times, the time you broke my heart, all the nights you made me cry, i know if i forget those times, i will fall in love with you all over again, and i know my heart can't take that.

Every man is afraid of something, thats how you know he loves you, when he's afraid of losing you.

To many of us stay walled because we are to afraid to care to much… for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all. Have you ever loved someone and they had absolutely no idea how ever?

i saw you with her today, and as i watched with my fake smile, i could hear my heart break and i could feel it being torn apart, because it was then that i realized that i am truly a friend and that’s all i’ll ever be.