Spencer *

Status: Oh, the cleverness of me.
Joined: May 8, 2011
Last Seen: 4 years
user id: 172628
Location: Never Land. Second Star to The Right.
Hi I'm Spencer, I'm your average girl.... Not! I'm better than your average girl, I'm me... ugh. I'll do this later.  I'm tired. 

Spencer *'s Favorite Quotes








i  want  t o  love  hout  hurting 

 









 



what if i don't really want to get better..?
what if i want to keep getting  worse  until
I  work  up  the  courage  to  kill  myself?

 





i don't know how to let go 
of him without letting  go
of me.

 

 


i would give anything
to go back a year ago
to when he  was mine,
and   everything  was
 perfect.

This quote does not exist.




It was a fairy tale. You were lost in the woods and then you suddenly find the way out. Isn't that what growing is all about?



 

I was always hungry for love. Just once, I wanted to know what it was like to get my fill of it — to be fed so much love I couldn’t take any more. Just once. 
Wanting to talk to someone so bad, but knowing it'll end like it always does, and it's just not worth the heartache :/
When my body shuts down 
 
Weakness, minding
Heartache, aching
 
When my body shuts down I will be free 
 
Heart rate, rising
Blood, running 
When my body shuts down the sadness will escape.
 
Time, approaching
Sight, fading 
Pain, leaving my body 
When my body shuts down i will gain no pain
 
Heart, struggling
Neck,breaking
Life, leaving
Heart, slowing 
Consciousness, going
 
Then my body shuts down 
Life, gone 
Feeling, peaceful 
Ending, now......
I hate being single, but with the trust issues i have and the demons, and heartache I've been through just makes me want to stay single.. iI just don't know what else to do.