xjassybaybee

Since the day you came & you turned away , you never Leave my brain . . * / i guess things just ain't the same . . / : 

Now that your gone,
Im alone&incompLete,
Worried that you will move on,
& thoughts of that make me have NO * sLeep,
Still i know that no1 can ever take my pLace,
Because we can't erase our past,
How much we wanted "us" to be forever & just Last,
Just don't move on-
..

TaLking to you all night on aim,
still just isn't the same,
I feeL as if you changed,
But your not aware,
i hate how onLy sometimes you seem to care,
I hate how you aLways HAVE * to act so gangster&rough,
you dont have to pLay it all tough,
Cause remember im your Love that your taLking to ( not one of your boys ) & i just wanna hear the reaL you,
Make sure everything you tell me is true,
I dont wanna waste my time,
But i know i can NEVER * forget you ,
& that i couLd sadLy never regret you ,  
It seems to be that i can never ever get you out of my mind,
i miss you,
i cry sometimes,
& just wonder where we stand,
Cause i wanna aLways know that you are my man,
& will aLways be mine & mine onLy,
& you know that LateLy i HAVE * been getting really loneLy,
so back back SOONer than Later,
so that we can reLive our dreams,
& it will be even more beautifuL than it seems,
Because i havent seen you in SO Long,
& have been waiting day&night - night&day,
for just one day for me to see your face & kiss your lips,
& feeL your hands against my hips ,
wouLd be the day .. ,
my favorite day <3

 Lalala - FAKE !  fake, fake, fake . Got them peopLe everywhere. Fair to say. there's NO such thing as reaL? & NO such person as trustworthy? & NO such thing as "friends" or "BESTfriends" ? I stick with my famsz - but even sometimes they be on that FAKEstatus * tooo . Uggh - the onLy person you can trust & trust * ALWAYS * is yourseLf & yourseLf onLy. Cause you will always have your back - others my say they have your back but just because they said it doesnt mean that they mean it. Everyone is fake in their own way & but some MUCH * more than others . *

 Lalalala Lalalala - eLmos worLd <3 / / (; *

 Trying to Forget someone* you Love is Like *trying to Remember someone you Never meet. *

 A wise girL kisses but Never loves, Listens but doesn't beLieve & Leaves before she is Left . *