xjustloveu

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i need you to need me

Quotes by xjustloveu


; a broken mirror,
a bleeding fist.
a silver blade,
against a wrist.

tears falling down,
to lips unkissed.
ignore her,
and she won't exist.
she's not the kind,

you'll come to miss.

`r e - d i d   a n   o l d  q u o t e  .
c r e d i t   t o   t h e   g e n i u s   w h o   w r o t e   t h i s ,
w h e r e v e r   y o u   a r e  .


If I told you that I loved you, but I'm doing alright without you,
it'd be a lie.
/_ o \/ e  
; cause if i get burnt,
imma show ya
what it's like to hurt.
cause i've been treated
like dirt before ya.
`and love is        e             v    o         l            spel     t    backwards '
and i'll show ya.
` and sometimes i don't even read the quotes, i just fave them cause they're pretty :D
a     n    y    o    n    e                   e    l    s    e     ?
                                                mwahahahaha.

 
 
`she keeps getting my hopes up,
saying that you'll love me next year,
because you'll break up with her,
and you'll know how much i love you,
what's stopping you?
`i tell her;
stop getting my hopes up,
i don't want him to love me just because i love him,
i want him to love me for me,
i want him to realize how much we have in common,
and how perfect we would be together,
i want to walk in to those halls next year,
finally happy, because i deserve to be.
 
She walks into class pretending she doesn't see him.                                                                  He pretends he doesn't see her walk in to class.
She has heart ache from crying all night long last night.                                       He's has a headache from drinking too much last night.
Her heart breaks again, cause he forgets to say a simple hi.                        He's confused and wondering why she didn't say hi to him.
She gives up, gets up from her desks, goes over and says hello.           Trying to act cool, he just shakes his head once, and says 'yo'.  
She holds back the tears, and sits next to him, tries to make conversation.                                He looks back, and rejects her invitation. 
She runs to the bathroom, without getting a pass, she can't hold it in anymore.                             He's confused about what he's done.
She tries to avoid him for the rest of the day.                                  He goes to his friends house to get drunk again, it's his favourite hobby.
She sees his name pop up on IM.                              He's so drunk he sees two computer screens. Two chat boxes open. 'Hey', she says.
She finally let's out all she's ever felt for him, how much he kills her everyday.                He laughs. Says 'Oh. I don't like you like that.'
She appears invisible on IM, cause that's just how she feels.                                   He rushes to say 'Sorry', but she signed offline already.
She runs to the bathroom, gets in the tub, takes the knife with her.          He goes into depression mode, he just broke another heart.
She runs the knife along her smooth skin, and pushes hard.                                        He drinks more out of guilt, he drinks so he forgets. 
Her blood fills the whole tub, and she cries herself to deep slumber.      He passes out into deep sleep, and a tear falls from his eyes.
She regrets it all.                                                                            He regrets it all.

30 days, 30 secrets - STRANGER. 
Hey stranger, I hope you're happier than I am. And I hope he loves you. 
30 days, 30 letters - DREAMS.
Well hello there, you evil, evil things. STOP GETTING MY HOPES UP. Stop confusing me D; I like it when people say that when I dream of someone, I'm in love with them. What happens when you dream of someone eight times? I thought I should ask you personally. Thanks for taking the time to listen, even though I know you'll have me dreaming of him again by no time. 
FYI, dreams, you make me cry sometimes =/