xkatiebabix316xo

You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate, or bad luck, or bad choices. Or you can fight back. Things aren’t always gunna be fair in the real world, that’s just the way it is. But for the most part, you get what you give. Let me ask you all a question, what’s worse? Not getting everything you wished for or getting it, but finding it’s not enough? The rest of your life is being shaped right now, with the dreams you chase, the choices you make, & the person you decide to be. The rest of your life is a long time, and the rest of your life starts right now. 

alright im not sure what to do because i don't wanna screw things up and almost every girls has the same problem the whole IM secretly in love with with kid and he doesn't know well i think he does just because they way i look at him.. i sat next to him. today everybody got their seats moved and i'm still next him. now for me
everything happens for a reason and everything is fate. he always does these little things that scare me 
make me mad but he knows it does. but i really cant help but smile. hes not going out with anyone but  i don't
have a chance what so ever. hes amazing his eyes the way they light up and his hair is so cute and hes the perfect 
height for me. oh and his laugh.. hearing him laugh makes me laugh. the way when he walks into the room and i smile
the way he dresses is so adorable. and just everything about him is amazing and i wish i could tell him but i don't wanna
risk the way things are now. :[ i've been telling my friend oh no i don't like him anymore so they'd stop giving me those looks
in the hallway when he walks by. and today when we were done talking we just didn't look away and my stomach dropped 
and i turned. and i always write on the desks " i love you" and he'll always try to look over at it  but i cover it and he gets mad.
i dont know what to do.. im completely head over heels and ive never felt this way about someone. not like this. ive never smiled
so big when someone walks in the room. my friends can say find someone new or whatever but i just say i dont want to. i only want him its been that way for like a year now. and i love him. i wish i had him ever part of him with me everyday. i acctualy like going to school. because he makes me so happy and its crazy how he does it. i dont want to be way from him. im crazy for saying all this but its all true. 

 

 

-Grab your Phone. Got it ?!
yyeaah

 

-Who is the first name in your phone book?
Becccca

-Who is the last person in your phonebook?
Zackk

-Name every person you have text messages from in your inbox.
Kira, Becca, Daley, Jenna, Jack, Nick,Julia,Rae,Pj

-Whos the 5th person under A?
AAAAAAAAAAAAAA  Pj


-Who is the ninth person on your missed call list?
Kiraa

-What does the 6th message on your outbox say?
 hahahahaha  (to shawn)

i don’t understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. how pictures never change but the people in them do. how you bestfriend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your bestfriend. how forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. how you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. how even though you know something is best for you, it hurts just the same. how the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. how people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. how people can erase you from their lives just because it’s easier than working things out.♥

If you really knew me, you’d find that I love my life, but hate myself.♥

 if you really knew me, you would understand that i am in love with someone, who is very confusing. You would know that this person often asks me for ‘massive hugs’ and tells me he loves me. Yes, it’s in a friend way. But if you really knew me, you would be able to know i love him as more than a friend. We have loads in common, we would be perfect. If you really knew me, you would understand.

love the heart that hurts you;;
but never hurt the heart that loves you.♥

tears are words the heart cant say.

sometimes all it takes;;
is another chance to get things right♥