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you were there for me for so many years .. making me laugh while i was in tears.
i will never let anyone take your place because you're the best friend i've got.
you laugh at my stupidest jokes, put up with my worst mood, go along wth my crazy ideas
.. and you still manage to see the best in me

Sometimes you just want to put others happiness before yours; Because you love
them, because they deserve it. Sometimes you want to go out of your way for people
just because you know its important that they get a chance to smile once in a while.

I could sit here and tell you a million pretty things. I could compare you to the stars or the moon. I could
go on about your smile, your eyes, or the shiver I get down my back every single time you hold my hand.
I could say all that, but the truth is in every line. A whisper in your ear wouldn't add up. I'm kind of a wreck.
I could never. 'love' just doesn't do it.. but it's all I got. I love you. I've known for too long, and all I know is
it's the last thing you want to hear from me. I don't want you to say it back, not yet, not even if for some
reason you want to. It's not something I want whispered at the end of every phone conversation and every
time we say goodbye because I don't want to cheapen it by trying to put words to the way I feel about you
when there aren't really any words, even for me- which is impressive. I just want you to know that it's how
I feel about you, so I'm not gonna mess this up, okay?
All I want is you.. can't you see that?

And it still amazes me that I lie here in the dark wishing you were next to me, with your head against
my heart. If you asked me how I’m doing, I’d say just fine, but the truth is, if you could read my mind
not a day goes by that I don’t think of you.
 

You are beautiful & you matter. It doesn't matter who is reading this,
I know that it's true for every single person out there.
Don't stop believing in that. 

Remember that summer, when we were bored out of our minds,
had no idea what day it was, and still had the time of our lives?
Yeah, those were the days.
 

You are going to lose people in your life. &
I realize that no matter how much time you spent with them,
or how much you appreciated them and told them so,
it will never seem like it was enough.

In front of total strangers, would you kiss me? Call me for no reason..
just because you miss me? So I say a thousand stupid things, and half
the time I never mean them but this time I'm serious. I'm never going
to talk to you first. So if I mean anything, anything at all to you, then
you can talk to me because I give up.

Girls read between the lines, analyze everything you say,
and her late night conversations are filled with
backspaces in what she's trying to say.

I’m a girl. I have feelings. I overreact. I underestimate. I overestimate. I over think everything.I look too
deep into everything’s meaning. I dream big. My expectations are high. I can tell when I’m being lied to
but sometimes I wish I didn’t. Yes I get jealous, and I’m always scared I’ll lose you. That’s why when I
ask how you are I mean it. When I ask how your day was, I genuinely want to know.
And when I say I love you, I’m not lying.