If you are going to fall in love with me, it’s only fair
that you know what you are falling in love with. You
are falling in love with my insecurities, and my obsession with
trying to figure out what everyone thinks
of me.You are falling in love with my immaturity, my constant
need to feel loved and appreciated, my
overactive tear ducts, my internet obsession, my tendency to be
too clingy. You fall in love with my
troubled past, and my hopes and dreams, and how I’m a
hopeless romantic at heart. If you fall in
love with me, you fall in love with my self-hate and all my
imperfections and my perception that nobody
could ever love me. But, you are also falling in love with the
way my eyes will smile when I’m with you,
the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I
hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with
the occasionally humorous and thought- provoking things I
say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me,
the most important
thing will be that you are falling in love with me,
despite my thinking that it is impossible.