xmaryyx

"Both genders should know how to cook because neither                     

feminism or sexism

                                               are going to help you when you're hungry."

          Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream

My dearest Witty Profiles,

Lol I don't even know why I signed on here again.    I doubt I will be back.
I'm too old for this obviously,  but Witty,  you were great while you lasted.
Thank you for being there when I was young and naive and stupid,
but this place just isn't going to cut it anymore. It is not what it used to be.
I know that you are not the only one who has changed, as I have done
my fair  share  of  growing  up,  but this just is not working out anymore.
I do not regret you and I will cherish the memories. I wish you luck in
your  future  endeavors.        Stay  out  of  trouble,  babe.
Love, Mary (xmaryyx, user since 2008)
 

It's the loneliest feeling in the world

to find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down.    To have everybody look at you and say,
“What’s the matter with her?” I know what it feels like. Walking down an empty street, listening to the sound
of your own footsteps.   Shutters closed,   blinds drawn,   doors locked against you.   And you aren’t sure
whether you’re walking toward something,  or if you’re just walking away.

I have been making a list

of the things they don’t teach you at school. They don’t teach you how to love somebody.
They don’t teach you how to be famous. They don’t teach you how to be rich or how to
be poor.     They don’t teach you how to walk away from someone you don’t love any
longer. They don’t teach you how to know what’s going on in someone else’s mind.
They don’t teach you what to say to someone who’s dying.            They don’t teach you

anything worth knowing
 

Sometimes it seems like you are the  only one  in the world who is struggling,
who is frustrated, unsatisfied, barely getting by.  But that feeling is a lie. And if
you just hold on and just the courage  to face it all for another day, someone
or something will find you.  Because we all need a little help sometimes,
someone to help us hear the music in the world. To remind us that

it won't always be this way.
                                                                                                                             — One Tree Hill

I want you to                         
fall in love with me, too.
 

Some days,

         I miss him so much that
I don't know if I'm going to make it.

    I wish I could find the             right words to explain

how much I love you.
 

Another night, another
dream wasted on you           ♥