Hi. :*)
My nickname is Blondie.
A little about me...random. ;*D lol
I play guitar, love the colors blue and green, I love watching Shane Dawson TV, play a lot of video games, I am absolutely insane beyond all reason, listen to 80's music, paint, love fantasy books, Matthew (FramingMatthew) is my inspiration, music is my life, and I love to come on Witty. lol ;*)
If you ever need to talk I'm here for you.
I promise. <3
Have an awesome day ;*)
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Have you talked more since you guys said you wanted to talk more often? That kinda happened to me a few years back, (like 1.5) and i lost a really nice guy and would hate for that to happen to you. If you said you would talk but haven't maybe its time to pick up the phone? as hard as it is when you feel the other person should make the first move, if someone doesn't it never happens = bad for everyone
on a more positive note I thought I would let you know that I managed to talk to someone at school about the whole friendship thing and they just listened and somehow it feels awesome and really releasing and just calming to have you to tell everything too not only people who are always intertwined in my life. so thanks and reply soon! :) xx
yeh she has been down for a while and ive been with her through her depression, her anxiety, her religious issues, her family issues and now she just turns around and puts all the blame for everything onto me. She has been acting distant and a bit weird for a while now but everytime I asked what was up she said she didn't know how and changed the subject, it was really sudden. And now I am not good enough to be her friend and she has done nothing wrong, just me, and as she hates the way I am, she can no longer be my friend.well thats what she said in the email
YEH
Onto You: I would have thought he liked me too if I was you! I don't know it seems like quite a different person at different times. Do you still like him? Once you have built up the strength too and have fully figured out what you think maybe talk it over with him? I dont have boy drama but thats what I wish I had done earlier in my situation, before the friendship got totally weird and not really on the same page and then ended. If he is really close to you Im sure you don't want that so if you can....i think he is trying to fit in but it doesnt neeed to be to your detriment.
I dont think you'll miss me. You're just glad that you finally get to hang out with the kids you've always wanted to hang out with. But hey, love you tooooo maybe we can be friends and hug and kiss and watch movies together, lets just forget that we f-ing hate one another and pretend its all perfect? thats what you've been doing right? howd that go?
so yeh thats my life i try by best and get dramatically shut down and now i am just dunno in a trancey state if that makes sense tomorrow at school shall be interesting.....whats happening with your friendships?
You dont have to, but I just.. Yeah. Thanks :)