xoKaetyxo
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I am just an average teenage girl. I am madly in love with someone. He as loves me. But, the problem is, he is in the army. He writes, he calls as much as he can. We love each other even though we are so far apart. We have only known each other for a year and we are bestfriends. We are not dating. We are strictly best friends who are madly in love with each other but are to frightened to start a relationship. We will never give up on each other. I will keep fighting this crazy life but I only fight for him. I have been through hell and he is the only one who keeps me sane. Believe me, depression hurts, anxiety kills, seperation is like going through hell. And he is the only one who gets me through my days. I know he is not here physically but mentally he is with me telling me to keep fighting and to stay strong. And I will stay strong for him. I love you my best friend, my love, my soldier, my everything. And i can not wait for the day i can see you again and jump into your arms.
Stay Strong
Keep Fighting
Have Faith
Hakuna Matata; it means no worries
Happiness is the key
I am just an average teenage girl. I am madly in love with someone. He as loves me. But, the problem is, he is in the army. He writes, he calls as much as he can. We love each other even though we are so far apart. We have only known each other for a year and we are bestfriends. We are not dating. We are strictly best friends who are madly in love with each other but are to frightened to start a relationship. We will never give up on each other. I will keep fighting this crazy life but I only fight for him. I have been through hell and he is the only one who keeps me sane. Believe me, depression hurts, anxiety kills, seperation is like going through hell. And he is the only one who gets me through my days. I know he is not here physically but mentally he is with me telling me to keep fighting and to stay strong. And I will stay strong for him. I love you my best friend, my love, my soldier, my everything. And i can not wait for the day i can see you again and jump into your arms.
Keep Fighting
Have Faith
Hakuna Matata; it means no worries
Happiness is the key
xoKaetyxo's Favorite Quotes
My mother warned me about
cigarettes that could cause lung
cancer
But she never told me that
self
hatred could grow faster than
any
tumor ever could
My father warned me that i
should never stop thinking
But he never told me that
over thinking would kill my
happiness
My sister warned me about
other
people who might make
hurtful
comments about me
But she never told me that
instead of hearing someone
else's
voice, i'd hear my own
My brother warned me about
the drugs sold in baggies on
the
street
But he never told me about
the
ones that people put in your
glass
when you're not looking
My grandmother warned me
about the devil with his tail
and
red horns
But she never told me about
his
angelic smile and his dark
brown
eyes
My grandfather warned me
about booze that could kill
But he never told me that if
you
drink enough alcohol, it
tastes
like love
My cousin warned me that i
should lose my virginity to a guy
i
love
But she never told me he
should
love me, too
My aunt warned me that if i
kept
eating that much, i might
vomit
But she never told me that
even
without eating anything, you
can
hang over the toilet and
puke
My baby sitter warned me that
a
boy would break my heart
But she never told me that if
i
made him mad, he'd also
break
my arm and nose
My teacher warned me about
dangerous men with knives
that
could easily cut my throat
But she never told me that i
didn't
need these men to cut my
skin
They all warned me that i
shouldn't do dangerous
things
that could kill me
But i never had the chance to
ask
them if slitting both my
wrists
vertically
And taking thirty eight
asprins
was one of these dangerous
things
-d.a.n.
There's this one girl
And she's really hard to understand
One minute she's loud and talkative
And sometimes she's quiet and scared
She loves to laugh
But also loves to cry
She either loves too much
Or loves too little
She has friends
But no one really knows her
She loves singing
But she's a bad singer
She makes mistakes
but she knows she's not perfect
She hides behind her clothing
Almost like she's hiding something
She's just afraid to show people who she really is
She's caring
And sometimes a boy-crazy weirdo
She loves food
And sleeping
And being silly
She loves listening
She loves writing
She loves expressing herself
She loves listening to music
She's a dreamer
She's just an ordinary girl
Waiting for the day that someone will love her for who she is
This girl is
Me
And she's really hard to understand
One minute she's loud and talkative
And sometimes she's quiet and scared
She loves to laugh
But also loves to cry
She either loves too much
Or loves too little
She has friends
But no one really knows her
She loves singing
But she's a bad singer
She makes mistakes
but she knows she's not perfect
She hides behind her clothing
Almost like she's hiding something
She's just afraid to show people who she really is
She's caring
And sometimes a boy-crazy weirdo
She loves food
And sleeping
And being silly
She loves listening
She loves writing
She loves expressing herself
She loves listening to music
She's a dreamer
She's just an ordinary girl
Waiting for the day that someone will love her for who she is
This girl is
Me
I'm just tired
Physicall tired
Mentally tired
And tired of feeling like this
Physicall tired
Mentally tired
And tired of feeling like this
Shattered
Torn
Ripped pictures
Old memories
Nighttime talks
Goodbyes
Torn
Ripped pictures
Old memories
Nighttime talks
Goodbyes
Alcohol.
Chapter 2
I went to talk to the teacher and he explained the class and what their daily routine was. He told me if I wanted to I could dress but it wasn't required. I decided to change anyway and went into the empty locker room. I changed quickly into yoga shorts and a sports bra. I slipped on my black nikes, put on a zip up hoodie and walked out of the locker room. "BREE START RUNNING LAPS." My teacher screamed at me as soon as I walked into the gym. "YOU HAVE 3 MINUTES TO GET READY PRINCESS. NO MORE. NO LESS." I looked surprised as I took off my hoodie and started running. I saw all eyes on me as I ran around the track. The coach stopped us all after 10 minutes of running. He told us to gather to the center of the gym. "Boys. This is Bree. She's going to be training with us this semester because there is no girls weight training class. Keep your hormones down, she's just a girl." He continued to talk and looked around, "Bree. I understand from your record that you're quite the athlete. So I'm going to pair you up with Jeff. Jeff raise your hand." A tall, dark haired guy with deep blue eyes and a dark tan raised his hand and smiled, "Jeff. There's your partner. Show her what to do. Boys- I mean everybody, go do your daily routines. Come back in 30 for stretching." He clapped his hands and everybody ran off to the weight room.
"Hi. I'm Jeff." The guy said walking towards me.
I smiled, "Bree. So where are all the girls?"
He laughed, "No girl at our school can handle this type of training. Most of them do dance or cheer."
I nodded, "Wow. How hard is this class?" I asked.
He smiled, "Every guy in here is a wrestler, football player or both."
"What are you?"
"I'm both. Football quarterback and wrestling captain. What sports do you play?"
"I'm a cheerleader and dancer. I've been doing gymnastics since I was 3. I play soccer and softball, basketball. And in the summer I swim."
He looked surprised, "That's where your rock hard abs come from." He said looking down.
I smiled, "I like being active."
"Lets go into the weight room." We walked away from the matt towards an ab machine. "So, where are you coming here from?" He asked.
"Michigan."
"That's far. Here, hop grab onto the bar." He said pulling a bar down towards me.
I grabbed onto it and started pulling myself up. I did 2 sets of 10 before stepping down.
"I'm impressed. I haven't met a girl who can even pull herself up once." He said with an appreciative smile.
I smiled and he pulled himself up on the bar and did the same thing.
"I can handle this. It's not hard." I shrugged my shoulders.
"Well. Let's give you a challenge then." He led me towards a machine. "Place your legs here, twist your body and grab onto that bar. Do that for each side. I'll support your back."
I looked at the machine and let my ankle grip the bar, I felt Jeff's warm hands on the small of my back. I started twisting around the bar. I felt my abs burning as I got higher and higher, I was half way there before I stopped.
"I quit." I said trying to catch my breathe. Jeff grabbed my hips and helped me off the bars. I collapsed on the floor with my hands on my abs.
He laughed, "You didn't even finish it off. It would of gotten a thousand times worse."
I shook my head, "Never again."
He had a water bottle and I took a huge swig, "It's time to go get changed though. See you later Bree." He said walking away.
I limped towards the locker room and got ready for the rest of the school day. I was completely sore as I walked out of the room.
The bell rang a few moments later and I looked at my schedule. My next class was right around the corner from the gym. I walked in and heard a voice behind me, "Have you been following me?"
sorrry about the long wait to write baes, it'll be good (:
http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_155/set?id=111015738
I went to talk to the teacher and he explained the class and what their daily routine was. He told me if I wanted to I could dress but it wasn't required. I decided to change anyway and went into the empty locker room. I changed quickly into yoga shorts and a sports bra. I slipped on my black nikes, put on a zip up hoodie and walked out of the locker room. "BREE START RUNNING LAPS." My teacher screamed at me as soon as I walked into the gym. "YOU HAVE 3 MINUTES TO GET READY PRINCESS. NO MORE. NO LESS." I looked surprised as I took off my hoodie and started running. I saw all eyes on me as I ran around the track. The coach stopped us all after 10 minutes of running. He told us to gather to the center of the gym. "Boys. This is Bree. She's going to be training with us this semester because there is no girls weight training class. Keep your hormones down, she's just a girl." He continued to talk and looked around, "Bree. I understand from your record that you're quite the athlete. So I'm going to pair you up with Jeff. Jeff raise your hand." A tall, dark haired guy with deep blue eyes and a dark tan raised his hand and smiled, "Jeff. There's your partner. Show her what to do. Boys- I mean everybody, go do your daily routines. Come back in 30 for stretching." He clapped his hands and everybody ran off to the weight room.
"Hi. I'm Jeff." The guy said walking towards me.
I smiled, "Bree. So where are all the girls?"
He laughed, "No girl at our school can handle this type of training. Most of them do dance or cheer."
I nodded, "Wow. How hard is this class?" I asked.
He smiled, "Every guy in here is a wrestler, football player or both."
"What are you?"
"I'm both. Football quarterback and wrestling captain. What sports do you play?"
"I'm a cheerleader and dancer. I've been doing gymnastics since I was 3. I play soccer and softball, basketball. And in the summer I swim."
He looked surprised, "That's where your rock hard abs come from." He said looking down.
I smiled, "I like being active."
"Lets go into the weight room." We walked away from the matt towards an ab machine. "So, where are you coming here from?" He asked.
"Michigan."
"That's far. Here, hop grab onto the bar." He said pulling a bar down towards me.
I grabbed onto it and started pulling myself up. I did 2 sets of 10 before stepping down.
"I'm impressed. I haven't met a girl who can even pull herself up once." He said with an appreciative smile.
I smiled and he pulled himself up on the bar and did the same thing.
"I can handle this. It's not hard." I shrugged my shoulders.
"Well. Let's give you a challenge then." He led me towards a machine. "Place your legs here, twist your body and grab onto that bar. Do that for each side. I'll support your back."
I looked at the machine and let my ankle grip the bar, I felt Jeff's warm hands on the small of my back. I started twisting around the bar. I felt my abs burning as I got higher and higher, I was half way there before I stopped.
"I quit." I said trying to catch my breathe. Jeff grabbed my hips and helped me off the bars. I collapsed on the floor with my hands on my abs.
He laughed, "You didn't even finish it off. It would of gotten a thousand times worse."
I shook my head, "Never again."
He had a water bottle and I took a huge swig, "It's time to go get changed though. See you later Bree." He said walking away.
I limped towards the locker room and got ready for the rest of the school day. I was completely sore as I walked out of the room.
The bell rang a few moments later and I looked at my schedule. My next class was right around the corner from the gym. I walked in and heard a voice behind me, "Have you been following me?"
sorrry about the long wait to write baes, it'll be good (:
http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_155/set?id=111015738
Alcohol.
My first week of California went came and
went. It all consisted of shopping with my step mom while my dad
worked the whole time. Today though was the day I was dreading,
the first day of my new school. Moving in the middle of junior
year was the worse thing to ever imagine, and it was happening to
me. I woke up in the morning with dry, blood shot eyes from
crying so much. "Bree. I made you breakfast sweetie."
My step mom, Adrina, said walking into my room. I smiled at her,
"Thanks." I said as she left the room.
I was soon up and ready to go, after deciding what to wear. I wasn't sure how the kids dressed here. I decided on a black and white, aztec crop top with tight, leather, high waisted black shorts and all black converse. It showed off my toned stomach and fit legs, with out showing off to much. I straightened my hair and it touched the small of my back. I applied my makeup and went downstairs to eat breakfast. My Adrina smiled at me as I sat down. "Do you want us to sign you up for gymnastics? Your new school has a great team and try outs are in a few weeks!" She said with a bright smile.
I took a bite out of my bacon and smiled, "Yeah. That sounds great!" I said with an ecsatic tone.
She smiled, "Do you want lunch money or do you want me to pack your lunch?"
"Whichever you want." I said.
"How does string cheese, doritos, an apple, and a ham and cheese sound?" She asked.
I smiled, "Perfect!" Fortuntely, I loved my step mom already.
She smiled and handed me my brown bag, "Have a great day." She said. I picked up my backpack and put my lunch in it and a water bottle, grabbed my keys and drove off to school.
The directions Adrina gave me were simple to follow. 10 minutes later I was turning into Valley High School. I grabbed everything I needed and put it into my backpack, turned off my car then I was off. I got a few curious stares. It was an average school, not too big, not to small. Each class had around 500 kids and the classes ranged from 20-35 students. But, when a new face was seen on campus, everyone starred. The main office was right by the student lot, I went in and talked to the office lady. She handed me my schedule, a map, and wished me a good first day.
I walked into the school and looked for my classes. I got a few curious glances, some smiles, and a few dirty looks. It was nice to see almost every girl was dressed similar to me. Some wearing less clothes, others wearing more. I found the gym since my first class was weight training. I walked into the class and saw a sausage fest. Was I in the wrong class?
I know my starts are always boring!! SORRY THE FORMATTING MESSED UP!! AYEEEEE. DOING NOTIFICATIONS FROM THIS CHAPTER ON TRIGGGGGAS Outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_154/set?id=111010501
I was soon up and ready to go, after deciding what to wear. I wasn't sure how the kids dressed here. I decided on a black and white, aztec crop top with tight, leather, high waisted black shorts and all black converse. It showed off my toned stomach and fit legs, with out showing off to much. I straightened my hair and it touched the small of my back. I applied my makeup and went downstairs to eat breakfast. My Adrina smiled at me as I sat down. "Do you want us to sign you up for gymnastics? Your new school has a great team and try outs are in a few weeks!" She said with a bright smile.
I took a bite out of my bacon and smiled, "Yeah. That sounds great!" I said with an ecsatic tone.
She smiled, "Do you want lunch money or do you want me to pack your lunch?"
"Whichever you want." I said.
"How does string cheese, doritos, an apple, and a ham and cheese sound?" She asked.
I smiled, "Perfect!" Fortuntely, I loved my step mom already.
She smiled and handed me my brown bag, "Have a great day." She said. I picked up my backpack and put my lunch in it and a water bottle, grabbed my keys and drove off to school.
The directions Adrina gave me were simple to follow. 10 minutes later I was turning into Valley High School. I grabbed everything I needed and put it into my backpack, turned off my car then I was off. I got a few curious stares. It was an average school, not too big, not to small. Each class had around 500 kids and the classes ranged from 20-35 students. But, when a new face was seen on campus, everyone starred. The main office was right by the student lot, I went in and talked to the office lady. She handed me my schedule, a map, and wished me a good first day.
I walked into the school and looked for my classes. I got a few curious glances, some smiles, and a few dirty looks. It was nice to see almost every girl was dressed similar to me. Some wearing less clothes, others wearing more. I found the gym since my first class was weight training. I walked into the class and saw a sausage fest. Was I in the wrong class?
I know my starts are always boring!! SORRY THE FORMATTING MESSED UP!! AYEEEEE. DOING NOTIFICATIONS FROM THIS CHAPTER ON TRIGGGGGAS Outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_154/set?id=111010501
hoes be like
"hoes be like" but they be the hoes that be
like
