RIP: daddy♥ these last four years have been the hardest four years of my life, i can't wait to see you again. I would do anything and give up anything to be with you again. I love you & miss you so much, Dad
♥
Quotes by xo_abbby
It's like half
of me really wants to be with you, and the other half just wants
to be over you.
Falling inlove with someone and
believeing they love you too.
and not having them there when you need them the most.
my
story..
Because of my cancer, I was hospitalized for a month. The doctors
did all kinds of tests on me. I stopped breathing for five
minutes, and wanted to go into the light so badly. I had all the
people who I loved and who loved me all around me.. Except the
one person I needed the most.. the boy who said he was
inlove with me; the boy I fell
inlove with. He did not come visit me at all
while I was in the hospital, I got one text from him while I was
in there. When I finally got out, I thought 'oh hey!
he'll come visit me.." but, I was wrong.. I finally got
a text saying, "you've changed.. this all has
changed. i really wish things were different.." We fell
in love before I got cancer.. and now that it's taking
control of my life, he doesn't want to be with me
anymore?
My dad died
from Cancer.
So of course if you tweet stuff like "My parents won't get me the iphone, I hate
them."
or "My parents won't let me
go out, I hate them."
I'm
going to tweet you back with a smart comment.
I mean how
can you sit there and "hate" you parents
while some of us who appreciate our parents don't have
both of them in our lives or either of them in our lives?
You
really
never know how much you love your parents until
something horrible happens. Until.. you never see them again.
I would give up my iphone, my happiness, my everything to just
see my dad one more time. To tell him I love him, just once
more.
So, next time you want to say you hate your parents imagine
what
life would be like without them. Most of you can't, because
it's
hard. You're forced to grow up and do things on your
own.
Christmas time isn't the same without you. I hate that my
step dad is now putting the star on top of the tree.. that was
our job. I can't believe you're gone, I wish I could
spend one last Christmas with you. I miss the lame, but perfect
gifts that you use to get me. I miss the long hugs you would give
me after opening the gifts i bought you. Most imporantly, I miss
you and our family. I know you and God are having Christmas up in
heaven and I hope you're having a blast daddy! I love you
more than anythinig♥
Ps. I made your favorite Christmas Eve dinner; Salmon, asparagus,
and peach pie.
almost
four years ago, i lost my dad due to cancer. On September 20,
2012 i got diagnosed with breast cancer.
I WISH CANCER NEVER EXISTED.
It took my dad and now it wants to take me.