high school is amazing. you'd think i would have met a guy that lives up to him. it's impossible.
September 19, 2011
somewhere cliche, like Narnia or Hogwarts, probably.
i suck at these so, here goes. my name is amber. i do stupid things. i live with my headphones in and the volume up. i will do anything for my friends. that means if you hurt them, i will hunt you down. i really, really like someone who doesn't like me back. i love to write. i crave freedom. i tend to overthink things. and i'm trying to hold all of that together without sustaining severe injury. welcome to my life.
regina spektor. death cab for cutie. mgmt. yeah yeah yeahs. fleet foxes. vampire weekend. the kooks. the postal service. the shins. neutral milk hotel. warpaint. bloc party. the killers. bright eyes. matt & kim. bon iver. noah & the whale. band of horses. beach house. bombay bicycle club. mumford and sons. lykke li. the temper strap. the strokes. flaming lips. passion pit. the xx. cold war kids. kate nash. arctic monkeys. imogen heap. the wombats. edward sharpe and the magnetic zeroes. of monsters and men. lana del rey. grouplove. one red thread. let's buy happiness. the m83s. the naked and famous. young the giant. the decemberists.
Quotes by xoambermarie
And there you sat. Completely silent, the usual spark in your eye
dulled by some unknown force. I asked you what was wrong, to
which you replied "nothing." But I've sat and
watched nothing eat up words and break souls. I've watched it
tear the smiles from the faces of the people around me, leaving
them broken and hollow. Too many people have been taken by
nothing. And I won't let you be one of them. I
Me:Call my boyfriend. Siri: Are you
pregnant? Me: Siri,
just call my boyfriend. Siri:
We don't need to involve him. This is your decision. I can
take care of everything. Me: Siri. Siri:
Me: Siri: Me: Siri:He doesn't need to know a thing. It can be
like it never happened.
How could you do
me? you found the thing
that i love most. and you took it
can't even live day to day, can't
even eat without being in pain
anymore, thanks to you. so
that's it. i'm done. screw
you, braces. if you're messing with my
food, you're messing with
I stumbled across
something that reminded me of him yesterday.
And then realized, I couldn't breathe. I examined his
looped, perfect handwriting and signature at the bottom of the
paper, not knowing how to feel. I began to feel a pain that
I'd never felt before, somewhere that I knew I'd never
If I've learned anything in the past school year, it's
that anyone can fall in love. I don't think age matters, no
matter what people say about horomones. Because, yeah, that can
play a factor, but what matters is what YOU feel, not what the
other people in your life think. At first I thought that it was
impossible to love at such a young age (because I am definitely
not naive), but there's no other way to explain the way I
feel about him. Even if he doesn't feel the same.
Love can be crazy, and beautiful, and scary. But I think it's
worth it. There is no way I would take back those hours we spent
together, even though it ended in heartbreak for me.