Hello beautiful. My name is Ashley, I'm 13 years old, born on May 25th. Lately, I don't even want to be here anymore. I hate my life, seems like everyone hates me so I'm so done. I almost always have a smile on my face, but it's never real. I get my hopes up a lot although they always come crashing down. Nobody knows this, not even my bestfriend Taylor, although she probably will read this sooner or later..I've thought about killing myself a few times, and I am a self harmer. Many people make fun of One Direction but to be honest..They have saved my life. When I think about killing myself or hurting myself, a lot of the times I watch their video diares or look at pictures of them and to be honest I forget about everything. People yell at me for always talking about them, but it's the only thing I enjoy talking about. Nobody actually gets it but, my one dream is to meet Niall(and the rest obviously) But he seriously means EVERYTHING to me. I would also love to meet Demi Lovato, she is my idol. if it wasn't for them, I would probably be dead by now. Anyways, singing and acting are my passions in life. When I sing I feel like I have no other care in the world. And acting, well it's just like reality. Everyone pretending to be someone their not, but it has actual meaning to it.My witty bestfriend is Never_Giving_Up she's amazing, so go follow her right now. Well, I guess that's it. judge me if you want, I'm used to it. Follow? Okay, bye.