xoaubrey12xo

I LOVE SHANE DAWSON WITH MY LIFE.!
If you dont know him your a loser. look him up on youtube. he is the highlight of my life.! And hes a babe so go do it now.! :D

 This was his dream a few nights ago....
We were walking hand and hand down like this never ending beach and it started raining and we were holding each other so close and so tight and i looked into your beautiful eyes and we shared this amazing kiss that seemed to last forever it was so beautiful baby

And everyone wonders why i love him.

true story right there :)

You Had Me @ Hello  :) 

 Haha someones popping a chubby ! xD

 Okay so everyone thinks theyre in love well news flash ur not. I hate everyone saying and thinking  theyre in "love" with  this guy they have been with for like not even a week. & im fed up with everyone saying they love this person and then explaining why they do. Okay when ur in love you cant ever find words to describe it and i know you really wish you could but you just cant. & love doesnt just happen over a week it takes time. Love is when theres not a second of ur day that ur not thinking about him. & love is when no matter how bad he hurts you and how bad he screws up he will always have a place in ur heart and ur always willing to let him in. Love is when even when he breaks up with you & has a new girl friend you dont tell him how angry you are or how sad you are because all you want is for him to be happy.... Love is when you cry yourself to sleep knowing hes not urs anymore. 



I know all this because iv been in love & he hurt me soo bad & hes still the only one i think about at night even though i know hes not mine and never will be again because now he "loves"her.& to this day id still take a bullet for him. So everyone that has been in a relationship for like a week & say theyre in "love" think again because i can almost garente your not.




srry lazy coloring

Ok Am I The Only One That Watches American Idol?!?!?
Because I Think Adam Lambert Is Sexy !! Lol =] 

If i cant hear your heartbeat your to far away. <3

Nobody understands how much i miss you....
I miss how much we used to talk.
& I miss all the things we used to do.
I try not to admit to myself
That i still feel this way.
Nobody knows that i still wake up
Thinking of you each day
I still think of you & I really do miss you I would give up everything I have
To be everything wer not..... </3

Emo's of the world.. Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends, you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs, but smile at the girl wearing a mini with a t-shirt that barely covers anything? Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy, but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful? ISNT IT FUNNY that a guy can get away with being a gangsta, but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone? are you laughing? Isnt it funny a emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more baloney from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity? ISNT IT FUNNY that you dont mind your friends drinking or smoking, but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts? im not laughing. IT'S SO FUNNY that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting. ISNT IT FUNNY that you can call emos, punks, and goths the retards, but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart. HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS? KEEP ON LAUGHING! isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life without knowing her situation with her friends or her family or her life? BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING. BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND. BRAVE IS GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES. ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT. ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS. BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE, ITS ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS. KEEP ON LAUGHING.