:::Vent Alert:::
don't get mad at me for venting just don't read it if
you don't care.
I'm actully honestly 100% sick of school i get picked on
every day and people always say they know me perfect when know
one know's the half of me, here's my story.
I went to elementry school perfectly happy, i went to a privet
school, i wasn't bullied, i was doing perfect in school my
brother was perfectly happy as well, my family could have been
considered rich, but not spoiled, i worked hard for good grades
and i didn't just snap my finger's expecting lunch to
show up i was a fair honest girl, i didn't curse, or do my
hair fancy or wear expensive clothes.... I
really didn't care what people thought of
me. Well i miss those day's soon my parents
were paying about 2000 dollars for me and my brother to go to
school. My parents put me in public school. Being as i had
never gone to public school the only things i knew about it was
from my friends books and TV. so all i thought of public school
was poor people that did alot of drugs (Sorry i know diffrent
now) I remember after i calmed down a little bit and started to
enjoy public school two of the boys in my class
that sat
next to me in english class got
suspended because
they set
a desk on fire in the middle of class and the
teacher didn't notice, ever since then i didn't feel
safe, in my very own class room, i didn't have many friends
either. When i had made a friend she only stuck around until
she became popular, she started wearing make up and doing her
hair and buying expencive clothes, at this point i decided to
take a breath of reality, I tryed to be popular, but i relized
how hard it was, it seemed all the popular people hated me,
even more so since i started talking to them, eventully i
relised i felt so diffrent because i lived so far away from
everyone else, my town is split up really badly, its subarban
people are on one side rich people are in the middle and
welfare and average people are mostly on the other side
well i went to school in the avrege part of town even though i
lived in the subarban part, well i made the mistake of taking
my popular
best friend to my house. the next day at
school 3
popular people that i had never talked to came up
to me and said "we
should really hang out sometime" And two
people asked if i was having a house party, my best friend told
everyone my house was big with out even asking me. everyone at
this point is probally saying "she's just trying to
brag" but i'm still saying my story. I made knew
friends but i started getting picked on, and discriminated
agaisnt by my classmates. if i texted them saying i'm bored
they would list of the things i have in my house to entertain
my self. and they often call me "spoiled
white rich chick" they don't even relise
it hurts, or that it hurts for a reason. see my mom has been on
sick leave for almost 4 month's i don't really know
why. and my dad he's been on sick leave for 2 mabey 3
month's he want's to go back to work, he thinks he
needs to help, but he can't he
has cancer. People don't understand i left
privet school for a reason people don't relise, i'm
quiet for a reason. people don't understand why i hate my
life. and
they sure as hell don't relise the cuts on my arms
aren't really my cat
Thanks witty<3 thanks for listening