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And
tonight is when i relized that I am done with being
unhappy.
Im a teenager and im only a teenager once. From now on im
gonna smile, even when things are hard. Im gonna laugh, when i
should be crying. Im going to be happy and enjoy life. Ill
make then wonder why im still smiling.
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nmf/nmq
Bursting in
tears because i cant take it any more. Im tired, of being in
pain. I just honestly want to know whats wrong with me. People
joke about how I am always hurt, but now its not even funny. I
take it to heart now. I might laugh it off but im secretly crying
inside. It's not fun going to 3 doctors appt a week, its tiring
and upseting. I want to be happy and the only reason im not happy
is because of this. Not because of a guy, or family, its because
im in pain. I am scared. Scared of finding out whats wrong with
me. I could be running or playing soccer or doing gym, but im
scared. Im scared to endure the pain again. I feel bad for my
parents because i put them through so much stuff with this. At
this point i honestly wish i wasnt alive.
**vent** i needed to write.
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