xofallingforyouuuxo

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<3
starting today;; i'm making a lot of changes in my life, if you don't hear from me then you'll know you're one. :)

 i'm done feeling sorry for myself. i have a life to live, and now i'm doing it right; without you.

the worst part about falling out of love, is wondering if you'll ever open up that far again.

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It's nights like these where I can't even think straight, I can't focus on my homework or even arrange my thoughts correctly, nights like these you fill my mind. I miss you like crazy even though I know you're in a better place. I find myself wishing for you back but I have to constantly remind myself that you needed to go, God needed you more than I did; which is hard to believe. I can't seem to shake the thought of not seeing you until we meet again in heaven. I wish my final memories of you were happy and cheerful like you always were but I guess everything happens for a reason and seeing you like I did made me realize your strength and love for your family. I sit here crying and I can hear you saying "stop being so selfish, you're only crying for yourself." Life has thrown us so many curves since you left us and I know we all fall back on memories of you in our hard times. I can't even put all of the love and loss I'm feeling into words right now Grandma and I'm so sorry for that. I miss you and yearn for you so much it hurts. I would go to the ends of the Earth to feel you wrap your arms around me one last time. I love you more than any and all of my words could ever express. <3

well i still feel you here with me, you're more than just a memory.
oh, you will never be forgotten. <3
 
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You ruined me for any other guy for a very long time. I can't imagine getting close to another person because I live in fear they will do to me what you did. I can forgive but I will never forget, I won't forget the sleepless nights, endless tear soaked tissues, your demanding attitude, the way everything between us was at your convenience, and how I could never do anything to please you. You broke my soul. I kick myself everyday for loving someone like you. You tore me apart, kicked me around, and enjoyed it with all your buddies. I fell head over heels in LOVE with you and you took advantage of that. I'm definitely not the same person I was before you and I don't think I ever will be. I can't believe I gave you credit you never earned. I hate myself for missing you but I honestly can't help it. You were the boy that brought me back from the darkest part of my life, you breathed the breath back into me, and I feel like I owe you for that. I don't know where I would be if you hadn't been a part of my life, if you hadn't raised me up and torn me down. You will always mean so much to me, even though you shouldn't. You will never earn a place in my life again but you will forever be in my heart even if you don't deserve to be.
I will always love you. Always.
 
I just want to tell you;
it takes everything in me not to call you, 
and I wish I could run to you
and I hope you know that every time I don't...
I almost do
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You & I will always be unfinished business...
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if there was a Grand Canyon,
she could fill it up
with the lies he's told her
but they don't exist,
those dreams he sold her.

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Teens Moms;
calling yourself a mother,
because you gave birth
is like calling me a doctor,
because i own band-aids.

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vent

it hurts when something good ends,
but it hurts even more when you cling to it...
knowing that it's not there.

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break up

one of the best feelings♥
is realizing that you can move on with your life, you can let go of everything that was tearing you down you can finally leave behind all the people that you thought you needed in your life, but made you feel like they could care less if you were in theirs.

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inspirational

my happiness...
*you didn't make it, so you can't
t a k e it.
<3

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love

how can i admit it to you...
when i can't even
admit it to myself

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break up

the more i tell
myself it doesn't hurt,
the more the
tears begin to fall...

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