xoingly

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Hi there.
Hi guyss I'm Jillian. I'm 13 years old and am left handed. have big hair. I play basktball and lacrosse, and my favorite color is red. I can be obnoxious, clingy, inconsiderate, and rude. I admit it. But, I'm a damn good friend and I will always be there for the people I care about. I don't have a boyfriend, because I'm not that pretty and am one of the most awkward human beings you would ever have the pleasure to meet. I have depression. It's amazing what a smile can hide. I guess I'm semi popular; I have my friends that like me and I like them. A lot of people hate me, they can't accept people who speak their minds. People love to start rumors about me. I could care less anymore. I'm in love with somebody I shouldn't be.
So, the main reason I made witty was to help other girls struggling right now. I can honestly say I've been through hell. Last year, I was bullied every day. My parents are divorced, and we never get along. I've been betrayed by people I thought were my friends, and my heart has been broken. Yeahh that's all I have to say. Byee.
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Quotes by xoingly

Someone help me. I'm f*cking miserable. Nobody takes me seriously... I don't want to be here anymore. Someone help me, please.. 

bored ,so..
10 favorites

• Favorite Color: Purple
• Favorite Food: Bagels.
• Favorite Singer: Lana Del Rey
• Favorite Show: Spongebob.
• Favorite Sport:  Lacrosse.
• Favorite Season: Winter.
• Favorite Day Of the Week: Saturday.
• Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Vanilla Chocolate Chip.
• Favorite Time of Day: Night

9 currents
• Current Mood: Unhappy. I usually am.
• Current Taste: Spit,
• Current Clothes: Mckayla's.
• Current Computer: Macbook
• Current Finger/Toenail Color: None because I'm too lazy to paint my nails.
• Current Time: 10:59 pm
• Current Surroundings: My room..
• Current Annoyance(s): The wh*re who was on top of him tonight. 
• Current Thought:  Something on the line of "I hate myself"

8 Firsts
• First Best Friend: Olivia.
• First crush this school year: Like I would tell.
• First Screen Name: jkelsey716 i think
• First Pet: Wayward.
• First Piercing: Ears.
• First Thing You Did Today: Woke up then went to lacrosse
• First Thing You Ate Today: I didn't eat today.
• First School: Village Pre

7 Lasts
• Last Food Consumption:I dont remember I didn't eat today
• Last Car Ride:Mckayla's mom from the carnival
• Last Text Message: You're gonna love him and he's gonna love you and you're going to have a night of passion and elope and father his children and be together forever and ever k"
• Last Movie Seen: Monsters Inc.?
• Last Item Bought: Uhh carnival wristband.
• Last CD Played: 'I don't play Cds.
• Last Website You Were On:  Tumblr and Witty are open.

6 Have You Evers
• Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends:  I guess.
• Have You Ever Broken the Law:  Yep.
• Have You Ever Been Arrested: Ehh I was threatened.
• Have You Ever Been on TV: Yes.
•Have Ever Walked Into A Sliding Glass Door: Yep.
• Have You Ever Sat On The Roof: Yep.

5 Places You've Been To
• 1. New York City
• 2. Disney World
• 3. Canada
• 4. My kitchen
• 5. Your mom

4 Things
• You're Wearing: T-shirt and shorts.
• You Did Last Night: Went to carnival lmfao.
• What Can You Hear Right Now: Cars driving by.
• You Can't Live Without: I don't know.

3 People You Can Tell Anything To
• 1. Nobody.
• 2. 
• 3.

2 Choices
• 1. black or white: Black.
• 2. hot or cold: Cold.

1 Love
• Lacrosse.
Zero - Who was your last text from? Danny <3
One - Where was your default pic taken? my room by myself ...
Two - How old are you? turning 14.
Three - Have you ever lost a close friend? Yeah ...
Four - What is your current mood? upset. but when am i not 
Five - Whats your brothers name? Mason adn Jasper
Six - Where do you wish you were right now? With him.
Seven-Have a crazy side? *psychotic
Eight - Ever had a near death experience? Yeah.
Nine - Something you do a lot? Cry.
Ten - Angry at anyone? Of course.
Eleven - What's stopping you from going for the person you like? He doesn't give a sh*t about me.
Twelve - When was the last time you cried? this morning lol.
Thirteen - Is there anyone you would do anything for? him..
Fourteen - What do you think about when you are falling asleep? how messed up i am
Fifteen-Do you still have pictures of an ex boyfriend/girlfriend? um what
Sixteen- What was the last thing in your hand? Ice
Seventeen- Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? my mom.. 
Eighteen- What is your favorite song? Skinny Love- Birdy
Nineteen- What are you doing right now? icing my damn ankle
Twenty - Where did you get the shirt you are wearing? idk its my dads.
Twenty-one- Do you enjoy drama? No
Twenty two- Describe your life in three words? a f*cking mess
Twenty three- Who are you thinking of right now? someone important to me.
Twenty four- What should you be doing right now? keeping my leg elevated.
Twenty five- What are you listening to? piano
Twenty six- dOEZ It BOTha YeW WheN pEOPlEzzTAlklikEtHiS?I think I just threw up don't do that again. Ever.
Twenty seven- Who was the last person who yelled at you? My dad...
Twenty eight-Why were you last sad? I don't know. I'm just always sad. 
Twenty nine- Do you use smiley faces on the computer? Once in a while
Thirty-Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? Yeah.
Thirty one- Are you happy with life right now? No.
Thirty two- Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now? They're dissapointed in me. 
Thirty three- How late did you stay up last night and why? 10 cuz I was tired after lacrosse.
I'm trapped in my own nightmare
But waking up would be uncanny
For my dreams are a humane reality
For my reality is the hell I'm trying to escape
Faltering Pride

I run long days, and catch my breath in the black of night. But my weakness remains cloaked, my strength shall oversee all shadow, and I will keep running until death forces me to stop. I will be strong. I won't let them win. And as my tears falter, the sun will rise, and as the beams strike my swollen eyes, the bloodshot impurities that rim the gateway to truth are a rumor; no more true than the girl who claims to just be tired, when you don't know how long she's been running. No more true than the part of me that wishes her legs would break; no more true than the girl who wishes to die. 


not that anyone read this anyways, I just needed to get this off my chest. 
I'M FALLING APART AND NOBODY F*CKING CARES.
i am the most insecure person you will ever meet.