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I'd be lying if I said I didn't love you. <3

Heey, I'm Liaa, & I am currently 14. I blow out the candles on Sept. 17th. I'm diverse & different. I'm so insecure it's not even funny. My friends are my life & I drift away all the time just to get away & be what I wanna be. I belong in New York with my family & I'm gonna be a Pediatric Nurse when I go to college, my momma says I have a calling for it. Oh my family is everything, they're so different & that's what I need. My friends are just amazing also, no one gets me like them. I'm hispanic & I know the language fluently thanks to my whole entire family, also I know French but I know that myself. I'm gonna go now, but please, favorite & follow. Talk to me too, I'll give you great advice even if I can't follow it myself. Goodbye beautiful<3


 
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Killer [4]

We woke up early the next morning. We took our showers, did our hair, make-up, got dressed. The usual. Our dress code for this would be v-necks, skinny jeans, boots, & leather jackets. We would change into different outfits everyday & I would be wearing a purple v-neck & Sam a blue one. We then checked out of the hotel, got in the car & headed to a diner & ate our food. Got back in the car & we kept on going. We talked a lot on the way there. We would be headed to a big hotel in Michigan, where Carusso would be staying. He would be away on "business trips" when really he would just gamble & cheat on his wife. I only knew this because he would tell my dad & I would listen in sometimes. My dad didn't approve. Just because he was honest, caring, & hardworking he died. This always hits me hard but I'm doing this for good. I know God would understand what I was doing & to punish them for their wrong doing. Besides the point, we would be waiting until nighttime & go in for the kill.

NIGHT.
We went into the hotel.
"Hello sir, we're here to visit my dear Godfather Carusso, could you tell me his suite number?" I asked politely
"He's in room 206, 4th floor" He said
"Thank you!" I said & we ran for the elevator.
"Hurry up & change!" I said
Sam would be changing into some random maid costume we found which is actually short & sexy so he would open the door.
We got off the elevator & she would walk to his door.
"Room service!" She said sexily
& he opened the door..


Killer [3]

We got in the car & well Michigan here we come. Next was Carusso. He was the one who actually did the last bullet that killed my father. His boss, didn't actually do anything, just commanded them. If it wasn't for him none of this would be happening.
"I can't believe you killed him" Sam said
"I can't even believe it myself" I whispered
"You're so innocent, it's impressive, I've raised you well!" She said
"Gawsh, Sam, the things you say. You're forgetting I'm much more brave than you, especially when we were getting our tattoos! Hilarious how you have a tiny little one & I have my whole back piece" I laughed
"Shut up! I didn't know it was gonna hurt that bad!"
You see, when we turned 18 we wanted tattoos. We thought it was a right of passage & a best friend thing. We were just going to get "Forever Young" on our wrists in tiny writing. Then my dad died. I decided I would get angel wings on my whole back & it looked real then at the end it says "Fly for me - Daddy" because that's what he said when he was in the hospital bed dying. I'll never get that out of my head. We arrived a day later, we stopped at hotels & other places cuz we just needed to relax. Sam & I changed into our PJs & talked.
"Let's get this killing thing of your mind for a little" Sam smiled
"Oh goodness, how?" I was worried
"It's nothing bad, just about boys, we deff need to know about this" She said
"Well go ahead" I said preparing
"Well, you know how Trey hurt you bad?"
"Don't even remind me." I said looking down
"Do you think you'll find someone on this spree we are going on? Seriously, you can't find someone without getting out there." She said
"I know, I'm just scared..." I said
"DON'T BE" Sam exclaimed
"Just go to sleep, we've got a busy day tomorrow" I sighed.


 


Killer [2]

The paper came out today & it showed all about my dad's murder. How all the men are scattered throughout the U.S. Yet for some reason I know where they all are. I started packing & so did Sam. She brought all her stuff & as did I but mostly the important. 
"Are you sure you wanna do this?" asked Sam
"Of course I do, they deserve it." I said
"We could get caught & go to jail! But I'm gonna do it for you hunnie" She said
"Thanks, & I'll take the risk but if those men didn't get caught then we sure as hell won't" I said
I know I'm not going to get caught, I'm smart. We finished packing, told my mom we're going on a "roadtrip" for a month & I'd call all the time. We wore all black, leather jacket, black v-neck, dark wash skinnies & black boots. We looked amazing. We drove off into the night & our first target was Roger, Rick's little minnion. He was at a fancy restaurant & well we decided to go in & get him. 
"Hello, I'm here to accompany my uncle & his wife with my sister, uhm, Rebecca." I said to the waiter while pointing to Roger. 
"Go ahead." He said
"He's cute! Get hiim? Sam said
"Sam, this is no time for that, let's wait until he gets up, call him with a blocked number & tell him to go to the bathroom, we have "cash" for him" I said
Sam did that & I ran into the bathroom. The door started to open & it was Roger looking around. I turned around & said "Remember me?" 
He looked shocked & he started to get something out. I kicked him first & we fought. He punched me in the face while we still kept fighting. He got me to the ground & then started to get something out & I just got my gun out of my pocket in my jacket & I swear I heard someone say "shoot" as Roger looked helpless on the ground rambling for his gun. I pulled the trigger. Then I ran with Sam, surprisingly I felt better... Next stop, Michigan.


Killer [preview, continue?]

Hey, I'm Illiana. I'm 19 as of May. I'm a hardass, I admit, but hey, who isn't when your dad just got killed by his so called "friends?" I'm in college as of now & I'm in NY at Juilliard studying ballet while my other career path would be so I can be a pediatric nurse. I have black hair, green eyes, tan skin, & tall. I'm disciplined but that doesn't mean I can't let go. Boys give me a hard time cuz they're heartbreakers,  but I'm interested in a few. My best friend is Sam & she's my absolute everything, no matter what I set my mind too she will support me & always help me. Even with what I'm about to do. My mother, she's the strongest person ever & she told me that one day she'd get my father's killers. She'd do it now if she had enough strength to fight. Since my mom is my rule model, I'm gonna do what she says & I'm going to find those bastards that hurt my father. I fount his silver gun with his name on it, Ray. That's my middle name. They're gonna die, & I told myself I'm against this, but let the killing spree begin. & I'm NOT going to get caught...

 




Seeing A Hot Boy,
& saying to your best friend 
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Depressed & Under Dressed (Number 2)♥ 
    I just kept ripping at them. I couldn't help it. The boy then just came over to me and pushed me down gently.

"You can't do that, you literally shouldn't. You'll die." He said.
"That's why I'm here in the first place. I want to die." I said sternly.
"Why? Your life is perfect." He said
"How would you know? You don't know anything about me." I said.
"Yes I do, I've been in your school since Kindergarten. Maybe you're too busy being popular to even notice me." He said, with a shaky voice.
"I'm not even close to popular. I'm that emo girl with 3 friends who sucks at life. Plus I was sick of getting abused & cheated on." I said getting quite. I wasn't suppose to tell anyone.

His mouth just dropped.

  Maybe I should just start from the beginning or something. Well, let me introduce myself. I'm Roslyn. I'm 16, black hair, with hazel eyes and naturally tan, yet light, skin. My best friend is Chey & my boyfriend, well ex-boyfriend was Jay. He abused me and cheated on me so much. He put me down all the time, & I wasn't suppose to tell anyone, or he said he would kill me, I knew it wasn't a lie either. I felt like I was a hoe, because he would have all these other girls at his arms too. He would try to have his way, but I wouldn't let it go that far. But by resisting I got hit. & I was damn tired of it. I was tired of EVERYTHING. So I did what I did. It didn't work apparently, because some beautiful, I mean, some boy, had to save the day. Woo, life is perfect. NOT.







 
Depressed & Under Dressed 
Hey girls, I'm back. Well actually I'll be popping back in sometimes to write. Only if some people read. Eh, well this is actually Sun on A Cloudy Day but I changed it. Haha, so enjoy!

      I really had nothing to live for, to tell the truth. I've become depressed, and didn't know what to do. I kinda just wanted to end everything right there. Summer was right around the corner, and my best friend Chey, was going to drag me out everywhere she could. She knew how upset i was about, well, everything. I felt alone and disgusting, so instead of being a burden i just kind of, took every pill in the bottle. No one was home anyways, since they were all working, wouldn't be a problem. I was slowly losing everything in me, when i heard a knock on the door, didn't know who it was, but it was a boy, about 16, my age, who peeked through the window. I fell on the ground, and all i remember was his face, shocked. Then i heard a boom and everything went black. 
     I woke up in a white room. It was quite and all I heard was beeping. The beeping increased as my heart beat faster and faster. I remembered taking all the pills and then the boy and the boom. I brushed my black hair out of my face & started tearing all these monitors off of me. 

"Woah, woah, woah. You can't do that!" The boy I saw before everything went black said.


 

Cold Hearted Girl [8]
Hey hey hey. (: I'm back. This goes out to my best friend Sammie (Sweetie1110) for making me write this and pushing me to be great. Sorry for not writing though. Hope you enjoy and favorite and comment and what not. Hahaha, love ya Sammie. xD



They all looked at us as i said before. After that, Cam came our way and all the boys dispersed into their own ways meeting with their girlfriends and cheerleaders and all that good stuff. Probably asking them out for a victory party out somewhere. Besides that, he was still coming towards us and Ash started to laugh and hit me signaling that he was indeed coming for me. 
"Hey guys. Hey Marina." Cam said 
"Hey!" We all said in unison
"I was wondering... Uh, Marina do you wanna go with all of us to get something to eat?" He said kinda scared for an answer
"Yeah of course" I said smiling
"Alright, i'll be back in a few i got to change. I'll find you so we can go. And Ash and Abi yous come too with your boyfriends." He said happily.
He left then to go change and all of us got into a little girl huddle.
"Oh my fudgin' gawsh, this is like a date." Ash said
"Hahahah i know!" I said
"Ohhhh, i bet he is gonna be your boyfriend by the end of this or like week. Cuz y'all are perfect for eachother!" Abi said.
Okay, maybe he wasn't going to be my boyfriend by the end of tonight, but by this being a date, i would freak out. He's everything i always wanted for real. I can talk to him about anything and everything like he's my best friend which makes out for a good relationship.
"HE'S COMING." Abi said it a yell/whisper
He came down with his football bag, but with his jersey on cuz that's what they do after games, jeans, and some cool shoes. And did he look good. 
"Ready to go?" He said smiling at us but mostly me. (:
"Yepp" We said 
And while we were walking up to his car... He grabbed my hand.