i'm not mad at you, i'm mad at
myself;
everyone was saying you liked me,but i didn't believe it
& i didn't want to like you, its just that it ended up that
way
you were to good for me & you were p.o.p.u.l.a.r.
but then, just then things started to change
i actually began to like you cause maybe just maybe you
actually
did like me back & we would have that special something
but then, when you found out...that i liked you
all i could do was deny it so i wouldn't make a fool out of
myself
for liking someone like you.
but once you found out i liked you...you just stopped
stopped everything;talking to me & the way you acted
because you knew you lead me, when you didn't mean too
& it was my fault for falling for it. its just that
all the compliments & good things you & your friends
said
about me & the >>>ily's<<< & the
>>>we should go out's<<<
all of those, that you and your friends said but were just kidding
about...
& i always acted as if i was annoyed & me saying i hate
you
well that was my way of saying i.l.i.k.e.y.o.u.
but the worst part is, the thing that bothers me the most, is that
all along
i knew, that it was a joke...right from the start i knew that there
would never
be a we & all of those things you said to me, was your
way of making fun of me
& you just laughed at, too bad i didn't think it was
funny...cause thats when i began
to think thats what you really thought of me & i was in the
middle of
>>>he likes me & he's making fun of me<<< but
i knew it, knew that from the start...
that it was never going to happen,i just didn't want to believe
it.i wanted to believe
what everyone else was saying but...but in the end there was
nothing
no me...no you...& no us.
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