xokaykayaudreyxo

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Joined: November 17, 2010
Last Seen: 8 years
user id: 134453
Location: Gorham Maine
Gender: F

Quotes by xokaykayaudreyxo

that awkward moment when your regular bus driver comes back from vacation and says, "so i heard about you and jesse."

We all have that one person who we love, loved and always will love. For me it's my bgf. :) <3 
and i found the one who calls me beautiful :)
i wish there was an escape button and it would take you wherever you want to go.
me: how was your day?
best guy friend: good. you?
me: okay... i had a really hard mid term and i think i failed.

him: stay positive

i love him :)
the truth is you're a player. i've been played by you like i'm a two of spades in your hand of hearts in the game of 21.

mine. don't take.
and today when my friend said "all he is is talk. he just talks about it. he will never do it.", it absolutely broke my heart and i just wanted to slap her across the face. deep down inside i don't want to believe her because i know that it will happen we just need the chance to hang out but on the outside.... it is kind of true; it may never happen. :(
you were too young to die. only 16. you had your whole life ahead of you! and you might not remember this but when we were younger and you went to the hospital to get surgery and i came in to visit you. well, lucky you because i hated hospitals and still do. When we were that age we told our parent's that we were going to marry each other when we got older. Well while i was in the hospital visiting you your dad asked if he made a contract stating that i would marry you when we were older if i would sign it and i said yes so i did. when i left you gave me one of your get well balloons and i was so upset when that thing finally deflated. you've only been gone for a week but reality is finally sinking in and it sucks without you here. sunday at the wake i just couldn't take it and when i saw you in that casket with all that make up my heart broke! reality sunk in then too. you just looked so innocent laying there. i know you are in a better place but it shouldn't have happened like this. just promise to do one thing for me; while your up there just please watch over me and make sure everything will be fine for me. i will always love you!
love,
your should've been wife <3 :)