xoshaay16

I tell all my friends i'm over you. I tell them i don't give an eff anymore. But you really screwed me over.
& somehow I still love you. I don't understand why, & honestly I don't think I ever will. There's just something
about you. Something I can't let go. I want you back more than ever. & honestly, I did try getting over you.
+ I really thought I was. I put on an I don't care attitude & my false behavior made me believe I really hated
you & didn't care anymore. But I do care. So many feelings rushed back suddenly. But there's nothing I can
do about it. You can't even look at me, or hear my name. You hate me. But the thing is, I didn't do anything.
You got mad over something stupid, over the bullshark going on. It was a harmless joke, that you took the
wrong way. Nothing new. But I never thought it'd end up like this. I don't regret a word I said. It all was true.
But I love you. & I want you to want me too. Truth is, I'm not over you. & I don't know when I will be. But it's
all over. & that's what hurts the most, + it's beyond my control. Guess it's time to let go & say goodbye. I don't
know if that's possible though. But i'll make it possible I guess. I love you though, & please don't forget me..

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