xoxJackieexox

i look better with the lightsoff?
you'd look better laying down 

InTraffic...♥

And i wont be made a fool of,
                          _{Don’t call this,}  love

 i just saw that picture of us,
the one we took infront of your house
the one we took as “lovers”
when everything was still “love”..
& by the time I knew it,
two things started flowing

t x e x a x r x s,

through my eyes
&
r x e x g x r x e x t x s,
through my veins
 

and I can`t bring myself to
d x e x l x e x t x e x i x t


 

^xo♥;*

   a n d . i t' s . i r o n i c . h o w,
[143]
 

c a n . g o . f r o m,

iloveyou ; to ;  ihateyou

in a matter of seconds.

h o w . a b o u t . t h i s
[143]

imissyou


 

^xo♥;*

You start to think about him, blush a _little
smile ah bit, glance around to make sure no one saw that
then you remember his girlfriend, they`re perfect for eachother.
your eyes pinch, your vision blurs
you feel your stomach & throat <sub>clench</sub> up a bit,
you kinda <sup>gasp</sup> in ah last breath
you began to <sup>float</sup> in your thoughts for a minute,
forget to breath
then you blink the tears out of your eyes,
remember to breath out s l o w l y, and let that pain,
>>you know which one i mean, well, the broken hearted do<<
slip away, then you can`t stop but think about it
then you look ^up for ah sec,
and you say to yourself .
"what`s wrong with me.?"
you feel the tears, that little pinch, less breath
and put your head _down .
and _whisper "i wish you were mine ."
and i  will always feel that .<\3

venting .<3
♥.sirhcuoyevoli
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