xoxXDxox

me *has maths assignment.

*later*

me: omigodness baby lions awwwwwwwww. lololol monkey. omg scar is so evil. yuck hyenas. RUN me: SIMBA!!!! yeahhhh whos your daddy, in your face Scar!!
me: omigod MUFASA NOOOOOO WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH
me: HAKUNA MATATA, WHAT A WONDERFUL PHRASE
me: naww they're in love. forever alone
me: LOOK OUT SIMBA!!!!! YEAH YOU SHOW HIM!!!!!  

me: DIE SCAR, DIEEEEEEEEEEE 

so today i got home from school with a really massive craving for a smoothie. i search the entire kitchen and of course, there is nothing to put in my smoothie. im fiddling with a pear, annoyed because my craving was not being satisfied. 
*life changing idea.
and now, i'm drinking my pear smoothie, which i am absolutely in food love with right now

this is a strange analogy, but my pear smoothie "enlightenment" is like love. your heart skips over possibilities that you take forgranted, that you forgot even existed. you never know what  you could be missing out on, just because you don't even consider it anymore.

i encourage you to all to watch out for YOUR pear smoothie ♥

or actually go and make a pear smoothie because they are actually like heaven in a glass

*pretty popular girl sneezes*
clas: omg bless you, you gorgeous, darling, adorable little punpkin pie! have a tissue to clear your perfectly formed, beautiful little nasal passges with!
*i sneeze*
class:
me:
class:
me: yeah, my nasal passages are fine thanks

i totally just blew it. i am officially the worst bestie in the world. one little thing, and its gone. it makes me realise how long it takes to build an amazing friendsship, and how quick it is to take it away. hopefully its fine. my chest hurts, and i force myself to stop crying. im the idiot who blew it, not her. 

nothings as i think it is. I know what i go through, but its nothing compared to them. I cannot believe people are actually heartless enough treat them in ways that would cause them to do that to themselves. and to the people who triggered it, you have no idea what you have done. if we took all the pain you've caused us, and all the things you've made us do to ourselves you would never be strong enough, you would literally die. D.I.E. and we're just the tiniest fraction of the people you've hurt. i almost want to tell you, to see if you would even care what you made us do. but i can't. because i promised friends, and in MY world, that means everything. you don't even know what real friendship is. one day, they might take it all too far. and if i lose them, if you take them away from me, i will kill you. and the funny thing is that you might read this, and never even guess that it’s you.

it doesnt matter if you're gay, straight, bisexual, white, black, caramel, blonde, brunnette, redhead or unicorn.
If you're nice to me, i'll be nice to you. 

its hard to feel good about yourself,
when you feel crap about yourself </3