xoxbsxox98

Status: doing my best to get by...
Joined: November 23, 2011
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: January 16
user id: 242014
Location: All Signs Point To Lauderdale
Gender: F
Im Becca
Im 15
I play violin and guitar
I write songs for my band
 (Remember The Night) and myself
I love Pierce The Veil, Sleeping With Sirens, A Day To Remember, Panic! At The Disco, Memphis May Fire, and a lot more<3
This used to be my account before i made it a combine account with my friend but then stuff happened (i started liking different kind of music) and yah..
this is officially my account again soo... im gonna post my songs and stuff on here(:
Follow me if you want and ill always follow back<3

Quotes by xoxbsxox98

HOLY FUDGICLES,


 
I Love You
 
Guys.
 
<3 
-Becca
 




I Have Died Every Day Waiting For You
Darling Dont Be Afraid I Have Loved You For 1000 Years
I'll Love You For 1000 More
 
Time Stands Still
Beauty In All She Is

I Will Be Brave
I Will Not Let Anything
Take Away

Whats Standing In Front Of Me Every Breath
Every Hour Has Come To This...

~~Alyssa




 

Heart beats fast...
Colors And Promises
How To Be Brave
How Can I Love When Im Afraid To Fall?

But Watching You Stand Alone
All Of My Doubt
Suddenly Goes Away Somehow...

One Step Closer

~~Alyssa
 
"




"You're stupid..."


"Get over it..."

"Just ignore it..."

"You really believe it?"

"Get your priorities straight..."

"How could you think that..."

"*cough* idiot *cough*"

Just Another Day Of Hearing These

WHATS NEW?

~~alyssa


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Do you guys know what a medium is...? Not the math term...? Like the spiritual one...? Cause apperently... Im one.
And it freaks me out... My mom called me and said she had her tarrot cards read by a medium and apparently the woman said "your daughter is a medium"... Strange thing is... I feel like i already knew it... Ive seen about 2 ghosts now... Of what i can remember. Dont laugh at me cause im kinda thinking this is true... What should i do...?
Sorry... Rant over...

-Becca
The Man Who Cant Be Moved

Ch 41: The News.....idek guys okkk
Niall POV: "NIALL!" i heard someone from the other room shout my name. I didnt know who it was so ignored it and continued to eat lunch in the back room with zayn. "niall niall." it was harry. He ran in clutching his cell phone against his ear probably talking to becca. "what?" i said with a mouth full of food. "becca needs to talk to you." he said holding out his phone. "can it wait?" i said picking up my sandwich again. Harry held the phone to his ear again. "okay hold on!" he said loudly. "its about alyssa." he told me. I dropped my sandwich and jumped up to grab the phone. "hello?!" i said swallowing. "niall something happened to alyssa!" "what?!?" "yeah our friend was taking a walk with her and--" "i thought she was going home?" i interrupted becca. "well yeah but we stopped at the park and our friend calvin was with her when it happened!" she explained. "well what happened?!" i shouted worried. "here wait a sec." she handed over the phone. I heard a boy's voice speaking. Must be calvin. "what happened?" i repeated sitting down in a chair in the recording room. "ok we were walking and then we heard someone following us so we turned and there was this man so we started running and--" "wait!" i stopped him. A man....a man... "what did he look like?" i stood up. "uhhmm he was wearing all black and he had really dark eyes. He grabbed alyssa and held a gun up to her head. She sorta told me to run and tell becca. I mean i wanted to stay and help her but he wouldve pulled the trigger if i did." calvin exclaimed. I started breathing faster. That man. That f/cking c*nt! I cannot believe this. "im so sorry, niall. But i think we can find her!" becca was back on the phone. "FIND HER!? she could be anywhere in the whole world! She could be dead already!" i screamed. "niall niall calm down." she whispered. "no." i said and hung up immediately. I wanted to throw the phone across the room, but i remembered that it was harrys so i kicked the chair down and slammed the phone down on the table. The other boys heard the noises and came running in. "niall what was that?" "what happened?" "what did becca say?" they interrogated. I shook my head and stormed out of the room. I ran to one of the extra recording rooms and locked the door. I found a bean bag chair in the corner and slumped down. I cried. I sat there and cried so hard that i couldve just died. So many thoughts rushed through my head. Whats going to happen? Where is she now? Can we find her? She could be dead. She could be dead. She could be dead. I sobbed louder at the thought of her being dead. She cant be dead. She probably already is. I argued with myself. What do i do now? I shouldve been there. I shouldve gone with her instead. Why am i so stupid?! This is all my fault. I cant believe this. Shes gone. For real this time. Shes dead or shes on the other side of the world. What the hell does that man want her for? I heard pounding on the door. I ignored it. Why didnt i refuse to come to this stupid meeting. All it was was the announcement of the start of another album. He couldve just rung me while i was with alyssa. Now shes gone. Forever. I will never see her again. What do i do? I dont want to let her go. I dont want to just give up! But what is there to do? I cant just go looking! Where would i go? I just need her back. Why did i do this? Im so stupid. There was more pounding on the door. More tears streamed down my face. The walls began to close in on me. Im so stupid. The room was spinning. My eyes closed and i could see her. I blinked them open and she was gone. I cried and closed my eyes again but this time she was not there. No. I was trapped in the room alone. Where am i? I need her. I need to find her. The room spun faster and i was going to get sick. Everything was black and white. I blinked and it was normal. I breathed faster and faster. Where is she? Alyssa? Her face was in my mind. I closed my eyes. I pictured that man again but this time he had gotten her. "niall help!" she screamed in my mind. But i couldnt help. Alyssa. I reached up to wipe my tears. "i love you too." her voice echoed through my mind. That was the last thing she had said to me. "i love you too." it started to fade away. I grabbed it and held on; never letting go of those 4 words. "i love you too."
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heyyyyyyy guyssss sorry we havent posted in while!!!!!!....OKKKKK IM REALLLYY REALLLLYY REEEEAAAAAAAAAAAALLLYYYY SORRRYYY :'( but heres 41 and becca just finished 42 so tht will be posted soon sooo:) kay bye!! ohhhh and niall seems reallly sad GAAAHHHH i hate making him sad cuz i like feel so bad so lets just all cry with himmmm ok? kay kay bye:/
~~alyssa
The Man Who Cant Be Moved (a Niall Horan love story)
Chapter 40 (cont.): We Meet Again
Calvin POV:i had finally convinced my mom to let me get a passport. Ever since alyssa left 2 years ago i promised that id visit her in ireland. We were like besties and when i heard becca was there too, i said hey! Why not go see them both! So i went to the registration office, signed the passport and then my brother drove me over to the airport. "could i please have a ticket for the seven oclock flight to dublin?" "sure" the lady at the front desk said. I paid for the ticket, told my brother goodbye, and then sat in the waiting chairs for an hour until i boarded the plane. When i landed in dublin, i honestly had no idea where shed be. But then i remembered what i saw on the news that day, and figured that id go find the park. Maybe shed be there. I found a bus and rode it to mullingar. I asked the bus driver if he knew where the town park was and he replied, "youre in luck, mate. Its just down this street on your right." "thanks." i nodded and got off the bus. When i finally saw the park i pulled out my phone to call alyssa. "hello?" She answered. "alyssa oh my gosh my mom finally let me buy a passport so i flew over here and now im at the park are you here?" i sputtered. "yeah but-" she started and i continued excitedly. "yay! Because im here at the top of the hill at the playground! Get your lazy butt up here!!" "ok ok ill be right there!" she yelled and hung up. I waited until i saw alyssa at the top of the hill. "heyy there!!" i yelled laughing at her cluelessness. "calvin! Heyy!" she said running over to hug me. "whats up with life?" i said as she sat on the swing next to me. "its a long story. But id be happy to tell you!" she joked. "shoot!" i said. "well we should probably take a walk. This may take a while." she replied chuckling. I laughed and we headed to the side walk and walked. She talked about everything. She started off right after i had last saw her at the one direction concert last year, up to today. "well uhhm you sound like youve been busy!" i laughed. "yeah well its been crazy these...past...few...uhh calvin?" she started but then slowed. "what?" i whispered. "it feels like someone is following us." I stopped dead in my tracks and did indeed hear something behind us. We slowly turned our heads and there was infact a man behind us. I didnt really have time to catch what he looked like before alyssa screamed, "RUN!" i did see that he was dressed in all black and his eyes were extremely dark, almost black. We dashed away from the man and he didnt get any farther away. "AHHH!" alyssa yelled as she tripped over a branch in the road. I was running too fast to stop and i quickly turned. I gasped as i realized that the man had gotten to her first. My heart beat sped up and i ran to the guy. As i was about to run up and tackle him he wrapped his arm around alyssas neck and pointed a gun at her head. I heard him click the trigger back, ready to shoot. "Dont. Take. Another. Step." the man spat. His voice was low and he had a thick british accent. I stared terrified into his dark eyes. I shuttered and glanced to alyssa. Her jaw was clenched and she was shuttering too. Then i saw her mouth something to me. The only words i could make out was "tell becca." so i nodded and ran away. I was so scared for what the man was going to do to alyssa but i ran anyways. I just prayed he didnt kill her. The good thing was that all the way back to the park, there was no sound of a gun shot. I ran to the top of the hill and breathed heavily. What was going to happen? What did he want with her? Where was he taking her? What do i do? Then i remembered that i had to tell becca. I glanced down the hill and saw becca at the foot of the tree. I ran down as fast as i could and nearly collapsed next to her. She was talking in the phone with someone who i assumed to be harry. "oh babe hold on a sec.--calvin! What are you doing here?" she smiled. I panted as i said, "becca...alyssa...shes..." i took a deep breath trying to figure out how to say what happened. "calvin wheres alyssa?" becca asked eyeing me. I looked back at her, not knowing what to say. I felt my eyes start to water as i looked at her with pure fear across my face. She seemed to understand and her face turned white. "harry. Put niall on the phone." she said sternly to him. I heard him reply something and she interrupted. "Now."
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OMG WHATS GOING ON! yes we used some of your ideas and u know who u r nd thx sooo much cuz it just made the story line good and a chance for my friend to be in my story soTHX! feedback?
~~alyssa
The Man Who Cant Be Moved (a Niall Horan love story)
Chapter 40: We Meet Again
Alyssa POV:
 when i got back from the bathroom liam was sitting on the couch argueing with niall. "niall just stop making excuses we have to go!" "its not an excuse im not lieing!" he retorted. Liam rolled his eyes until they landed on me. "oh hi alyssa!" he said smiling at me. "hey." i said yawning as i sat at the foot of the couch in front of niall. "so what are two argueing about now?" i asked as niall reached down to take my hands. "simon called us for a meeting. And its in the studio so its gotta be important." liam explained. I looked up at niall. He was supposed to be coming with me to my house to talk to my parents. "but you said you were coming with me!" i pouted. I saw liam raise his eyebrows as niall replied "exactly and i was telling liam that but he acused me of lieing." niall glared. "okay okay im sorry! But niall you still have to come." liam apoligized. Niall looked down at me with sad eyes. I gave him sad eyes back and he pouted blinking his eyelashes rapidly. I laughed loudly and said "oh niall just go. Ill be fine i guess. Maybe i can get becca to come with me." "thanks babe." he leaned down to kiss me on the forehead. I smiled and stood up. So the boys got ready to go and i tried waking becca up. "becca get your butt up the boys are leaving!" i yelled shaking her shoulders. "mmmmmphhhh" she mumbled into the pillow. "BECCA HARRY IS LEAVING THE HOUSE RIGHT NOW!" i shouted at her as harry cracked up from the hallway. "WHAT?!" she sat up immediately, but calmed down as harry walked in. "bye love. We have to go to the studio; simon called. Love you!" he said kissing her lightly. She nodded and smiled. Then as harry left the room she glared at me. I shrugged and laughed but then remembered that i needed to see if she would come to my house with me. "oh becca i wanted to know if you wouldnt mind-" i started but i heard my name from downstairs. "alyssa!" niall called upthe stairs. "one second" i told becca than ran downstairs and straight into nialls arms. The others were already in the car. "bye lyss." he said lifting me up to kiss me. "bye nialler." i said looking back into his eyes. "everything will be okay babe. Just call me if anything happens. Hopefully they wont make me shut it off!" he assured me and held up his phone. I nodded and hugged him again. He laid his head on my shoulder and whispered softly in my ear. "i love you." he said before planting a kiss at the top of my neck. "i love you too." i whispered back then reluctantly pulled out of the hug. "bye!" he said again as he opened the door. I waved and laughed as louis honked the car horn. "bye." i whispered as the front door slammed shut. I smiled slightly and then ran back to the stairs. Right when i was about to go back up i saw becca standing at the top leaning on the railing. "you two are too cute." she said. I laughed and walked upthe stairs. "its too bad you havent seen spiderman." she added as i followed her back into nialls room. "so what i was saying was that i wanted to know if you wouldnt mind coming with me back to my house." i said quickly. "your house? Like YOUR house?" she asked. I nodded confirming it. "well umm i guess so." she said biting her lip. "yeah yeah i know itll be kind of weird but niall was supposed to come but he obviously cant now so would you pleaseee just come with me?" i pleaded. "i already said yes dont make me change my mind!" she joked. I laughed as we went downstairs. "first we have to stop at the park to get my duffle bag." i said as we opened the door. It was nearing the end of summer now so the winds were picking up. We walked down to the park and i found my duffle still sitting near the picnic table where i had thrown it. I glanced down at the oak tree and smiled. "well your house is right there so why dont we just go visit the tree for a minute." becca said, seeing my face as i looked down at my favorite place in the world. I looked to her and smiled. So we sat by the tree and i pulled out my phone. "im just scared for what they will say, you know?" i said to becca looking out across the lake. She nodded and then my phone started vibrating. I looked at the screen expecting it to be niall or one of the boys but it was actually my friend, calvin, from america. "hello?" i answered. Calvin started talking super fast so i could barely understand him. "ok ok ill be right there!" i yelled and hung up. "ill be right back." i told becca and started running up the hill. "wait where are you going?" she called. "just to the playground. Ill be back!" i turned for a second to say, then continued to the top.
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OHHH where am i goinggg idekkk lolol anywayss so this is the first part cuz the second pov wouldnt fit soooo here you gooo!! feedbackk puuhhhleaazzee!!!
~~alyssa

Hey there party people,

Haha i love saying tht

ummm soo im gonna

post chapter 40 now!!

LUFF YAA

~~alyssa

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