xoxoFakeSmilesxoxo

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Joined: February 17, 2010
Last Seen: 2 years
user id: 101588
Location: New Jerseyyy
Gender: F
i luv u<3333333333333333

 

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Quotes by xoxoFakeSmilesxoxo

Well,here it goes again.
Let the crushing feeling of my heart cave in on me, let the tears spring out of me like my head has spung a leak, let my head explode as the pressure of my own thoughts bring me to a broken state,let heart and soul bleed out onto this bed,while I struggle to keep the blade away from my skin. Let me lie here struggling to fight off sucidle thoughts,
While you couldn't care less anymore.


9.29.09-9.15.13
Well,here it goes again.
Let the crushing feeling of my heart cave in on me, let the tears spring out of me like my head has spung a leak, let my head explode as the pressure of my own thoughts bring me to a broken state,let heart and soul bleed out onto this bed,while I struggle to keep the blade away from my skin. Let me lie here struggling to fight off sucidle thoughts,
While you couldn't care less anymore.


9.29.09-9.15.13
Why I barely ask friends to come over:
How it would go-
Me:"hey wanna come over an watch me play sims for hours while on witty on my phone and complain about not being able to see my boyfriend today??"
Them: ......."ha I'm good"

so..yea I don't get out much-_-
Ill become a vegetarian when bacon qualifys as a vegetable.
Trouble in Paradise?
So much I can no longer call it paradise.
I have more things on you then you even know so you just wait for the day when I finally get fed up with you yelling at me an making me feel like the bad guy because then ill tell you exactly just how bad you treat me all the horrible things you put me through,all the lies those thousnds of lies you tell me an u no the ones I yell at you for?those like ten I acually let you know I. Found out about??well guess what?? U didn't get away with all those other lies. An I swear one of these day I'm going to let you know I know all about those dirty little secrets that aren't so little at all an I'm going to make ur "big bad exstremly strong manly" self feel just as worthless an horrible as you have made me feel all these years.I'm going to have you crying to me begging for forgiveness just like I have when I didn't do anything. You just don't seem to understand how much u hurt me. And you know what??you do not deserve me one bit,because I treat you like a king an yet what do you do?? You just repay me by going behide my back an be a dirtball flirting an lieing to me. You are just soooo fn lucky I love you.